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BY
HARRIET REBECCA KING.
THE Author of the following pages has for many years been afflicted with nervous deafness, and the Poems now offered to the public, are the offspring of that solitude of mind, which is usually attendant on defective hearing. They were none of them composed in the closet, nor with any view to publication, neither can they properly be styled the amusement of leisure hours; they are in fact nothing more than mental exercises, entered on as a refuge from repining thought, and often pursued in the midst of society, or in the various avocations of an active life. They are given to the world at the solicitation of partial friends; but the Author neither expects, nor desires to receive any share of public fame; her pretensions are humble as her abilities; and she does not aspire beyond the indulgent consideration of her readers.
IN human life the ever changing scene
Not long continues tranquil and serene;
Man's fairest prospects oft by clouds are crost,
And oft by error's mists obscur'd and lost;
For tho' prosperity may fill his sails,
And fortune fan them with her fav'ring gales,
In vain shall grandeur and luxurious ease,
Offspring of wealth, combine their pow'rs to please;
In vain shall honours, pomp, and splendid state,
Greet him at home, and all his steps await;
In vain shall ev'ry year his stores increase,
If here alone, he rest his hopes of peace.
None ever pass'd through life, without their share
Of poignant anguish, or corroding care;
This penalty, from ev'ry child of clay
Justice demands, and sinful man must pay.
Is then the destiny of man severe?
Involv'd in clouds of danger, doubt, and fear;
Through which appears no kind directing ray,
To light the weary wand'rer on his way?
Is he condemn'd the rugged road to tread,
With nought to guide his feet, or guard his head,
Tho' hidden snares in slipp'ry paths abound,
And persecution's arrows fly around!
Is there no rock on which he can rely?—
Pause, O my soul!—nor lightly frame reply;
Pause, and the page of fate attentive scan,
Observe, with wonder, the stupendous plan
When man's presumptuous folly had debas'd
That perfect state in which he first was plac'd,
Insulted Majesty, to anger slow,
Temper'd the weight of the avenging blow;
When, at the presence of his God afraid,
The guilty mortal from his Maker fled,
Compassion soften'd the just wrath of Heaven,
And promise of Redemption then was given;
This blest assurance of redeeming grace
Was oft renew'd to his degen'rate race;
And Faith and Hope were pow'rful to assuage
The heaviest ills in each succeeding age.
Strengthen'd by these, our fathers nobly rose
Above the influence of earthly woes;
Belief of future bliss dispell'd each pain,
Their trust was high, nor was that trust in vain.
Art thou, O man! from day to day opprest
By cares that wound to agony thy breast?
Doth fortune frown? do friends forsake thy side?
Art thou by sickness and by sorrow tried?
Whate'er thy griefs, whate'er thy suff'rings be,
Look up, for hope is given, e'en to thee.
Trim thou her lamp at pure Devotion's shrine,
'Twill o'er thy path in mild effulgence shine;
And, like the Star of Beth'lem lead thee straight
To Him from whom all blessings emanate.
What tho' through devious wilds thy footsteps stray,
Where tempting Vice plants danger in the way,
Believest thou these things above thy reach?
O! come with me, and let experience teach;
Of all the crowds that daily meet thine eye,
What numbers might with thee in suff'ring vie!
Observe yon lovely girl! whose pallid cheek,
And mourning garb, of recent sorrow speak;
On her fair brow sad shades of thought appear,
And silently proclaim her lot severe;
Yet fortitude through deep affliction gleams,
And from her eye with placid lustre beams;
In ease and splendour nurs'd, to affluence born,
In glowing radiance rose her life's fair morn;
Health strew'd with fairy flow'rs her infant bed,
And her young cheek with roseate bloom o'erspread;
Smoothly the years of childhood roll'd away,
In varied study and alternate play;
Oft to a fond maternal bosom prest,
Or clasp'd in rapture to a father's breast,
The only tears that yet had dimm'd her eye,
Flow'd from the sacred springs of sympathy;
The only sighs that yet had thrill'd her heart,
Were breath'd by pity for another's smart;
And these were pleasing pains, whose gentle sway
Could ever to her artless breast convey
A sweet and holy feeling, too refin'd
To be the tenant of a selfish mind;
A bliss, Benevolence can best bestow,
And only Charity's warm vot'ries know.
He, most rever'd on earth, whose fost'ring hand
Had rear'd her charms, scarce saw those charms expand,
And mark'd the promise of her earliest prime,
(Which spoke of future worth,) matured by time;
When, summon'd by the sudden voice of fate,
From the fair scenes he lov'd to contemplate,
His happy soul to heav'n exulting flew,
And bade this world, its joys and pains, adieu.
What then the anguish of that filial mind,
Whose very life, with his seem'd intertwin'd?
Of one most dear parental guide bereft,
Still, one who claim'd her tend'rest love was left;
Her cares to lighten, and her griefs to calm,
Were sorrow's best resources, and its balm;
How dear the task, with gently soothing art,
To ease a widowed mother's anxious heart!
How great the rapture when that mother smil'd,
And bless'd the efforts of her duteous child!
The same sad stroke that left her fatherless,
Had greatly circumscrib'd her pow'r to bless;
But not at this, her noble heart repin'd,
She knew, that Heav'n accepts the willing mind;
Prophetic was the pray'r! e'en while it rose,
Unsparing Death a fatal garland chose;
Which, to consumption's ling'ring hand consign'd,
Around the victim's brow was slowly twin'd;
And who that victim?—an emphatic sigh,
Conveys the orphan'd mourner's sad reply;
Its silent language tells thee that her state
On earth, is lonely now, and desolate:
It tells thee too, of hours not long gone by,
Hours fraught with deep and heartfelt agony,
When anxious tenderness that never slept,
By night, by day, its watch unwearied kept,
Oh! there are moments, when the human mind
Labours with feelings not to be defin'd;
When earth-born fear with heav'nly hope contends,
And doubtful victory the palm suspends;
When reason trembles in the mighty strife,
And the vast struggle shakes the springs of life.
Tell me, ye sceptics, by what mortal aid,
In such an hour, shall human strength be stay'd?
What mortal pow'r shall calm the ruffled soul,
Or o'er the passions exercise controul?
One only hand, one only voice there is,
Can quell the fury of a storm like this;
That hand sustained affection's drooping head,
When bending o'er a dying parent's bed;
That voice spoke comfort in the orphan's ear,
Who wept in anguish o'er a mother's bier;
'Twas not, that strength alone, was then supplied,
And ev'ry gentler, softer gift denied;
No; feelings deep and keen, liv'd in that mind,
Meekness and tenderness were there enshrin'd;
And when with falt'ring step Louisa stray'd,
To take a long last leave of grove and glade,
Her early haunts—how did remembrance swell
The tide of grief that flow'd in that farewell!
To her those haunts were sacred,—not a tree,
Nor plant, nor bud, nor blossom, did she see,
But call'd to mind some scene of other days,
When not in joyless, solitary gaze,
She mark'd its beauties—but those days were gone,
And she was left unfriended, and alone.
Sigh answer'd sigh responsive in her breast,
As (half unconscious of the path she prest),
Close on the borders of a circling wood,
That over-look'd her native lawn, there stood
Commanding varied prospects, a retreat,
Which once had been contentment's fav'rite seat;
No labour'd work of art adorn'd the grot;
Simplicity was genius of the spot;
The sweet Clematis there its tendrils spread,
And formed a fragrant covert o'er the head;
Roses in wild profusion bloomed around,
And flowers of various hues enriched the ground;
Within, a rustic bench of wicker frame,
Hailed the tired wand'rer, and the place became.
From thence the eye, delighted might explore,
The woodland hill beyond the village moor,
The verdant cornfields and heath cover'd down,
The glittering turrets of the distant town,
(Whose noisy hum scarce reach'd the list'ning ear,
And made the peaceful arbour doubly dear;)
With saddest thoughts of grief and tenderness,
The poor Louisa sought this calm recess;
In breathless silence, and with rayless eye,
She gaz'd upon the well-known scenery;
And fleeting shades of joys, for ever lost,
Dimly before her aching vision crost.
Her father's taste had rear'd this summer bow'r,
Her mother's hand had train'd the creeping flow'r;
And in this spot, she learn'd from lips endear'd,
The precious precepts which her heart rever'd;
Here, when a child by her lov'd father's side,
With mimic art her garden tools she plied;
While he, intent upon a nobler toil,
Planted instruction in the tender soil
Of her young mind, there nourish'd virtue's root,
"Taught the half form'd idea how to shoot;"
Prun'd the wild branches, pluck'd the idle weeds,
And strew'd with gentle hand fair wisdom's seeds.
Lives there a heart, can quit without a sigh,
The haunts of youth, the home of infancy?
With ling'ring step each long lov'd scene explore,
Aware that it must linger there no more:
From native streams, from shades familiar, sever,
Leave them, and know it leaves them too, for ever;
And, in that parting hour, shall mem'ry sleep?
Or waking—say—can she forbear to weep?
Ah, no; remembrance still must drop the tear,
Still sigh, o'er pleasures past, but ever dear;
And, if she murmur not, who would repress,
Or who shall blame, that burst of tenderness?
Louisa wept, but wept not unresign'd;
There was a source of solace in her mind,
"Oh, thou! Almighty! whose creative hand,
"The wond'rous structure of my being plann'd;
"Gave me the noble faculty of thought,
"And into life the powers of reason brought;
"Thou! who didst guard my fragile infant frame,
"And kept it safe, till youthful vigour came;
"Oh! let me still thy watchful kindness share,
"And still rejoice in thy paternal care.
"Thou art my only hope, my only stay,
"My God! my Guide! oh cast me not away.
O! blessed and exalted privilege!
The precious boon of heav'n! the sacred pledge
Of man's communion with a world above,
Of his redemption, and his Maker's love!
Devotion's hand-maid! spirit-soothing pray'r!
'Tis thine to cherish hope and crush despair;
When brightly shines the sun of prosp'rous days,
'Tis thine to temper the too ardent blaze;
And, when the clouds of adverse fortune low'r,
'Tis thine to counteract their baleful pow'r;
When the poor hapless orphan weeping sought
In thee a refuge from distracting thought,
Thy sweet consoling voice compos'd her breast.
And each tumultuous passion lull'd to rest.
Celestial Peace on noiseless pinions came,
And gently breath'd upon her languid frame;
O'er her suspended innocency's shield,
And, unperceiv'd, her humid eye-lids seal'd;
Then, in soft-whisper'd visions, sooth'd the fair,
Who slept beneath high heav'n's peculiar care.
And now behold her in dependance placed,
Denied the social joys of life to taste,
Without one earthly friend her steps to guide,
With danger ever lurking at her side;
The present hour by want and woe assail'd,
The future by dense clouds and darkness veil'd;
Extending through interminable space,
Yet dimly seen, futurity we trace;
There, Revelation shining from above,
Displays the mansions of eternal love;
Whence, He whose blood for guilty man aton'd,
At the right hand of God the Father thron'd,
Dispenses wide the riches of his grace,
Through boundless regions, to the human race;
Myriads of happy spirits wait His will,
Perform his pleasure, and his word fulfil;
Their high commission with delight they bear,
Unseen, unheard, they tread the silent air,
"Transporting thought! and can it be, that I
"Shall one day join that blessed company?
"And do I yet, perhaps! by day and night,
"Live in my dear lamented parents' sight?
"And shall I then lament them?—Ah! no, no;—
"My sighs shall cease—my tears no longer flow—
"Oh! 'twould be worse than impious to repine,
"When rapture, great as their's, will soon be mine."
Thus speaks the orphan, as the guiding ray
Of Faith illumes her solitary way.
The merit of her Saviour's sufferings,
Home to her soul the sweet conviction brings,
That her salvation is through them ensur'd,
And happiness in heav'n for her secur'd.
And, as she presses on, her stedfast eye,
Unswerving, fix'd immovably on high,
Through this life's mystic bound'ry penetrates.
And mercy at its fountain contemplates.
And thou, too, startl'd suff'rer, who perchance,
Art newly rous'd from some delusive trance,
Where ardent fancy glowingly pourtray'd
Visions of joy which now in darkness fade;
Let not that darkness daunt thee,—feebler frame
Than thine, by faith, worse peril overcame.
And shall weak woman win the heav'nly prize,
While lordly man a vanquish'd victim lies?
Oh! rather let his firmness stimulate
Her strength,—her hopes, when falt'ring, animate.
But who is she with sweetly pensive mien,
And aspect melancholy, yet serene?
Often when she imagines none are nigh,
The gath'ring sorrow glistens in her eye,
And, half supprest, she breathes a tender sigh!
'Tis the young Laura, who, in yonder grove,
Heard and believ'd the tale of Damon's love;
Fortune had promis'd her an ample store,
The fickle goddess frown'd, and love was o'er;
For Damon left the fond and faithful maid,
And to a wealthier fair his homage paid.
Mark on her cheek the faint and varying blush!
It comes with thoughts that o'er her mem'ry rush;
"Hast thou forgot the tender vow,
"Once fondly breath'd by thee;
"That heav'n itself, to change should bow,
"Ere thou wouldst change to me?
"Too well, thou false one, dost thou prove,
"What gain'd the vow thus given;
"Twas fortune only won thy love,
"Her smile to thee was heaven.
"That heav'n may never smile again,
"But there's a place on high,
"Where truth and love for ever reign.
"And thither will I fly.
"My soul, with higher hopes inspir'd,
"Disdains its earthly load;
"And, with a pure ambition fir'd,
"Devotes itself to God."
Music is ever soothing;—when combin'd
With passion pure, and sentiment refin'd,
It cheers, exalts, and dignifies the mind;
Devotion, then, is rapture; and the soul
Heeds not the tempests that around her roll;
But soaring upward to her native sky,
Feels a sweet foretaste of that harmony,
Which shall be her's through all eternity.
Go ask the tender maid, whose plaintive lay
Yet vibrates on thine ear,—what chased away
From her mild brow, the murky cloud of care,
And plac'd the seal of resignation there?
She answers, "Humble hope, implicit trust,
"Conviction that the ways of God are just,
"And joyful expectation of that day,
"When the Redeemer's hand shall wipe away
Here then, the wearied pilgrim may repose,
Here loose the weighty burden of his woes;
And here, supported by the promise given,
Rest his tired soul, and plume her wing for Heaven.
If any doubt—let him approach that door,
Gaze on the scene within, and doubt no more.
It is the last—the solemn—awful hour—
When death—all-conqu'ring death—exerts his pow'r—
Too truly aim'd, the tyrant's shaft hath sped,
And lo! the fated victim droops his head.
'Tis not the infant bud, that with'ring lies,
Nor the time-stricken, sapless tree, that dies;
Though not unfelt the pang, when these depart,
There is a deeper suffering of the heart;
When the dear, tender husband, father, friend,
On whom a helpless family depend,
Feels the full prime of manly strength decay,
And early mingles with his kindred clay.
He hears, and he obeys—his lip hath prest
The hallow'd brim—rest—holy, heavenly rest,
Pervades his soul—and on his placid brow,
A more than mortal light is seen to glow;
Earth and her shadows, slowly sink in night,
And day eternal, dawns upon his sight.
With lifted hands, and upward, grateful gaze,
Awhile in silent eloquence he prays;
"I leave ye, dear ones," thus his accents flow,
"To realms of everlasting bliss I go;—
"We part—but part not, ne'er to meet again—
("That thought indeed, were agony of pain,)
"Then do not weep—you are not left alone—
"Look up with hope, to heav'ns eternal throne—
"And He, who reigns in radiant glory there,
"Will guard you with a father's tender care;
"And though on seas of danger ye are cast,
"Yet faith shall stem the tide, and brave the blast;
"Let the winds whistle, and the ocean roar,
"Your bark shall safely reach th' immortal shore;
"For, whilst directing virtue guides the helm,
"Destruction's wave shall ne'er the vessl
'whelm.
"For me—the port e'en now appears in view,
"And I rejoice,—yet still I feel for you.
He sinks exhausted—but with tender beams,
Affection from his half-clos'd eye, still gleams:
And faintly still, his quiv'ring lips essay,
One last, fond, fervent, blessing to convey.
It may not be—life's utmost verge is near—
Already, heav'ns boundaries appear—
Nature gives up the contest—and he lies—
Breathing out life, in short convulsive sighs.
That transitory struggle!—'twas his last.
Ask you, if then a Christian's spirit past?
Reflect—and tell me ere I make reply,
Who but a Christian could thus calmly die?
But where are they who sorrowing survive?
With mortal griefs, with mortal cares to strive?
Those silent mourners whom so late we saw,
Bend o'er the suff'rer's couch in breathless awe,
And thou, my soul! while hopes like these, sustain
Thy strength, rise thou triumphant over pain:
Let not the clouds of doubt thine ardour damp,
But turn to Revelation's sacred lamp;
Thy way through peril, p'rhaps, through mis'ry lies,
But, thou art struggling for a heav'nly prize;
And, though the race be long, the vict'ry hard,
Oh faint not! droop not! lose not thy reward!
Throughout thy destin'd course keep Hope in view,
And at the fount of grace for mercy sue;
Thou shalt not sue in vain; that God, who gave
Himself to die for thee, delights to save.
He—He will succour thee, and hear thy cry;
To them that seek him he is ever nigh.
Then rise, my soul! triumphantly arise!
Remember thy relation with the skies!
Remember too, and tremble at the thought,
At what a precious price thy life is bought;
Each grov'ling wish, each passion wild, restrain,
Lest thou thy Saviour crucify again.
Be firm, then, rise superior to thy lot;
And bear thy cross with patience, and fear not.
If, when here tried, thou art not wanting found,
Hereafter, thou'lt in happiness abound:
Thy God will smile, and thy Redeemer's love,
Will open to thee the blest gates above;
Scenes of eternal bliss will greet thy view,
And life be everlasting—ever new!
O Lord! while on the bed of pain,
I restlessly recline,
At what thy wisdom doth ordain,
O! let me not repine!
If the Redeemer of our race,
The highest heav'n forsook,
To bear the penance and disgrace
Of crimes he ne'er partook;
If, while he sojourn'd here below,
The Great, Immortal Lord,
Unmurm'ring bore the load of woe,
Which mortal sins incurr'd:
Shall I, a wretch in guilt array'd,
Th' all-righteous Judge accuse?
Shall I, who oft have disobey'd,
The punishment refuse?
No;—rather let me meekly bow,
And bless the Lord of Heaven,
Whose mercy long withheld the blow
His justice would have given.
He gently chastens those He loves,
And, with a father's care,
The rod their disobedience moves,
He gives them strength to bear.
Lord! I confess my heinous guilt,
Thy pardon I implore;
That mercy, I so oft have felt,
Extend to me once more.
The promise of thy blessed Son
Forbids me to despair;
Through Him, Salvation may be won,
By penitence and pray'r.
Give me, O Lord! a contrite heart,
My errors past forgive;
And, when from earthly scenes I part,
Do Thou my soul receive.
From the pervading gloom that round thee lies,
On Contemplation's wing, my soul arise!
Mark yon proud city! at whose silent gate
Sits wounded Hope, amaz'd and desolate;
While, from her spacious streets and tow'ring walls,
The voice of Lamentation sadly calls.
Survey her royal palaces! and see
How low their grandeur lies in misery.
Thence turn thy flight, and seek the rural plain,
Where mirth and cheerfulness were wont to reign;
In ev'ry shade the voice of joy is mute,
And grief is there as pleasure's substitute.
What means the change?
Alas! too well I know;
Too deeply I partake the public woe.
She, whose sweet taste embellished ev'ry scene,
Whom England honour'd as her future Queen,
Princes and people mourn alike the doom
That gives so fair a blossom to the tomb;
Opposing parties drop the gen'ral tear,
And quench the torch of discord o'er her bier;
In festive halls, where glitt'ring lights have been,
The pale, funereal lamp, alone is seen;
And, where the joyous strain was wont to swell,
Falls the deep murmur of the solemn knell.
The sound, that vibrates on the ocean gale,
Conveys to distant lands the heavy tale,
And strikes upon an exil'd Mother's soul,
With bitterness of grief that mocks controul.
Long cherish'd hopes, anticipated joys,
Whole years of solace, one short hour destroys.
With sudden force, the dread intelligence
Locks up each faculty, and ev'ry sense:
He, too, in loneliness of sorrow, weeps;
And pours the frequent sigh for her who sleeps.
In silent anguish, o'er her lov'd remains
He bends,—and scarce his noble soul sustains
The stroke severe—she who so oft beguil'd
His anxious hours—his dear, and only child,
In death's embrace is laid—can greater woe
Be felt by mortal sojourner below?
O! if there can, sure it is felt by him
Whose cup, affliction charges to the brim;
Who, to a much lov'd husband's tender claim,
Had hop'd to add a parent's honour'd name;
But sees that hope, so long indulg'd, now crost,
And mourns his consort—and his infant lost.
"Tho' cold the form, so dear to thy fond breast,
"And stiff the hand, which thine so lately prest;
"O! yet despair not! for, when thou shalt die,
"Thou'lt meet thy now lamented bride on high.
"Let not the mem'ry of her virtues sleep,
"But warm within thine heart the treasure keep;
"And it shall teach thee, how thou may'st obtain,
"A blest exemption from eternal pain.
"Be thou, as she was, charitably good,
"Supply the hungry and distress'd with food;
Rest, cherub Babe! rest in thy peaceful tomb!
Nor will we living, mourn thy early doom;
For, tho' the tear of fond regret must flow,
And tho' we deeply feel the parting throe,
Yet, Resignation shall her aid employ,
To blend our tears of grief, with tears of joy;
Shall teach us to revere the heav'nly hand,
That bade thee blossom in a fairer land,
Remov'd thee far, from this life's rude alarms,
And safely shelter'd thee from all its storms.
But ah! fond mem'ry, why in fancy's view
Dost thou the scenes of former joys renew?
Why dost thou place before our tear-fill'd eyes,
The infant beauties we were wont to prize?
Why dost thou dwell on each endearing grace,
That shone in ev'ry feature of her face?
O Death! how bitter thy remembrance proves,
To him who lives at ease with those he loves!
Whose tranquil mind, no doubts disturb, or vex,
Whose prosp'rous state, no threat'ning cares perplex!
Whose heart is form'd enjoyment to receive,
Grateful himself, and ever prompt to give.
Ecclus. Chap. 41.
But, oh! how kindly is thy sentence hail'd,
By him whose means of comfort long have fail'd!
O Death! how welcome dost thou prove to him,
Whose strength decays in ev'ry fainting limb!
Who fast approaches to that weary age,
The last sad years of his long pilgrimage;
Who vex'd with all things, seems in all things crost,
And lives, to feel his hopes and patience lost.
But thou, my soul! steer thou from each extreme,
Nor wish for death, nor death a terror deem;
Remember them who long have gone before,
And those whose date of life will soon be o'er,
And know, the sentence of the Lord, o'er all,
Was, that as Adam fell, so they should fall.
And why should'st thou repine at the decree,
Or mourn that the behest extends to thee?
There is no inquisition in the grave,
What term th' Almighty to thy being gave;
If hoary honours crown'd thy lengthen'd day,
Or, in youth's blooming season called away;—
"May we in heav'n each other recognize;"
How truly does my heart respond the pray'r!
May we together from the grave arise,
And everlasting bliss together share!
For ever subject to distress and pain,
To hourly griefs and fears a helpless prey,
How could Humanity her lot sustain,
Unblest by Faith, uncheer'd by Hope's mild ray?
These, Heav'n in mercy gives, to aid our strength,
The shades of erring reason to illume,
To smooth our pilgrimage beguile its length,
And rob the vale of death of half its gloom.
Yes! we shall meet again, no more to part!
Meet in the mansions of eternal truth,
And friendship's germs which here entwine the heart,
Shall flourish there in ever blooming youth.
Sleep on, dear boy, and be thy slumbers fraught
With glowing visions of the purest joy;
Sleep on, dear boy, and may'st thou dream of nought
That would the dear delusive charm destroy.
Thine is that happy age, when ev'ry scene
Appears array'd in Hope's delightful hue;
Long may it be, ere care shall intervene,
To cloud the prospect, and impede the view!
May angels guard thine innocence and thee!
Till, worn by age, life's energies shall faint;
Then, be this written as thy destiny!
He was a Christian—and he is a saint.
The fleeting moments fly apace,
To hasten our farewell embrace;
Yet ere I go, dear friends receive,
The only off'ring I can give,
The tribute of a grateful heart,
That fain would all it feels impart.
Or poor, or splendid, be the shed,
That shelters next my humble head,
There, oft with mem'ry I'll review,
The hours of comfort pass'd with you;
Oft with her aid, will fondly trace,
The features of each absent face,
And fancy that again I hear,
The sounds to recollection dear,
The accents of each friendly voice,
That bade my sinking heart rejoice.
Nor seldom will I breathe a pray'r,
For those whose sweetly-soothing care,
Wherever changing fate may guide,
Whate'er of good or ill betide,
Still to its best affections true,
My heart will oft revert to you.
If pleasure wing each passing hour,
And health her genial influence show'r,
To purest bliss 'twill be alloy,
That you're not by to share my joy.
But if God's wisdom shall decree
A sadly diff'rent lot for me,
If poverty and sickness, bow
My frame, and sink my spirits low;
In this sweet thought I'll find relief,
You witness not my pain or grief.
Farewell! Where'er I go, I bear
Impressions time can not impair;
Farewell! I tremble while I write;
And gath'ring tears obstruct my sight;
The Book fraternal friendship gives,
To me, how doubly dear!
My heart with joy the gift receives,
And hails it with a tear.
To thee, lov'd youth! far distant now,
My thoughts, my wishes stray;
For thee I breathe affection's vow,
For thee I hourly pray.
How oft, when evening shades descend,
And meditation reigns,
I think on thee, my early friend,
And our forsaken plains;
And Mem'ry with her pencil stands,
In retrospective gaze,
With faithful eye, and skilful hands,
To paint our childhood's days.
In pensive or in playful mood,
In humour grave or gay,
The brother ever kind and good,
Her magic hues pourtray.
She gives me back the pleasing smile,
That on thy cheek appear'd,
When sportive mirth, devoid of guile,
The passing moments cheer'd.
Fond thought recalls the beaming eye,
Which sympathy exprest:
And fancy hears soft pity's sigh.
Steal trembling from thy breast.
In virtue's graceful tints, I see
Thy mind and features glow;
And, in a double sense, to thee
I "Mem'ry's Pleasures" owe.
My own dear Parents,
Whilst with placid joy,
And calm delight which charms, but cannot cloy,
From your surrounding children you receive,
The tend'rest wishes that the heart can give;
Permit your absent daughter too, to pay
Her gratulations on this happy day.
In person absent—but, to duty true,
My thoughts are daily, hourly, fix'd on you.
My infant wants, your tender care engag'd;
By you each joy was shar'd, each pain assuag'd;
While prompt to shield me from each earthly ill,
Your pious sense of higher duties still
Allow'd not temp'ral wants t' engross your zeal;
But, mindful of the soul's immortal weal,
Fail'd not to lighten, with religion's ray,
The first faint dawnings of my mental day;
Hail'd with delight the op'ning mind of youth,
And stamp'd it with the characters of truth.
By you my heart was taught its pray'r to raise,
From your dear lips first learn'd the song of praise;
Learn'd to be thankful for each blessing given,
T' indulge no wish for those with-held by heaven,
But, firmly trusting in Almighty love.
My gratitude, by my obedience prove.
For you!—may God's all-gracious providence
Around you still His choicest gifts dispense!
May He assist you with his saving grace,
And crown your virtues in a virtuous race!
In life, united may we all remain,
And only part in death, to meet again.
When absent from the friends I love,
What anxious thoughts pervade my breast!
What fond regrets I hourly prove!
What tender fears invade my rest!-
They're of my waking thoughts the theme,
And in my slumbers present seem;
For when I sleep, of them I dream.
My heart's best wishes on them wait,
My kind and true regard they share;
Nor can the smiles nor frowns of fate,
That firmly fix'd esteem impair.
For still through life, in joy or pain,
Affection shall her pow'r retain,
And still my bosom-guest remain.
As in this porch a safe retreat I find
From winter's pelting storms and chilling wind,
So, may I ever, when opprest by care,
Seek consolation in the house of pray'r;
Bow with submission to the will of God,
And bless the chast'ner whilst I feel the rod.
For once, I'll act the child again,
And scribble on this frozen pane
Tho' soon the characters I trace
Sol's rising glories will efface.
Thus quickly childhood's pleasures pass,
As ice-drops fair—but frail as glass.
My heart to disappointment long inur'd,
And grown familiar with affliction's train,
With strengthen'd faith adversity endur'd,
And bore unmov'd each new attack of pain.
So oft had whisp'ring hope been hushed by fear,
I bade the flatt'rers' fond delusions cease,
Sustain'd the frowns of fate without a tear,
And look'd to other, brighter realms, for peace.
But now, when beams of mercy from on high,
Break through the clouds which life's horizon veil,
My bosom struggles with the swelling sigh,
And all my wonted firmness seems to fail.
Great God of Heav'n! do Thou my ways direct,
In mercy spare me, and in love protect.
Weep not, dear girl! at that neglect,
Which ill thou hast deserv'd to know;
Nor think that all thy love reject,
Though one may cause thy tears to flow.
Some hearts can, like the shifting vane,
Veer with the wind at ev'ry blast;
But others (fix'd in truth) remain
Midst storms and tempests ever fast.
Yes, man may proffer many a vow,
And, spurning all, delight to range;
But his example shall not bow
My mind, nor teach my heart to change.
Though all the world should hold thee light,
And fickle friends forgetful prove;
I never will thy merit slight,
Now cease thy well-tried worth to love.
Love often mounts on roving wing,
Nor gives one thought to parting pains;
But, truth has taught my voice to sing,
"Time flies, but friendship still remains."
And must I then the dear belief resign,
That through the storms of life's tempestuous day,
One tender, faithful friend, would still be mine,
Whose love, nor time could change, nor int'rest sway?
Vainly I struggle to repress my tears,
As thrills conviction through each troubled thought;
Fair was the vision of my early years,
And sad the contrast which experience brought.
Another link is burst of that frail chain,
Which bound my soul in confidence to man;
The sev'ring hand I recognize with pain,
The motive lies beyond my pow'r to scan.
Oh! I have calmly borne the cold neglect
Of those who merit weigh in fortune's scale;
But, little did my trusting heart suspect,
That one, who seem'd so true, in truth could fail.
Still, faithless as thou art, I love thee yet!
Still, mem'ry makes her fond but sad appeal!
I cannot learn past kindness to forget,
Nor feign a coldness I can never feel.
Keen is the pang thy broken vows impart,
And deep the wound to friendship's bosom giv'n;
But wrong'd affection pardons all the smart,
And prays that we may meet again in heav'n.
Awake, my soul! nor longer lie
Supine in senseless lethargy;
Lo! brightly dawns salvation's day,
Arouse thee from thy dream of clay!
Wilt thou reject thy Saviour's call,
And spurn His holy festival?
Renounce the grace He'd freely give,
And die—when Jesus bids thee live?
When thou wert lost in guilt and shame,
For thee He bow'd the heav'ns, and came;
For thee He left His throne above,
And wilt thou slight his offer'd love?
For thee He came, for thee He bled,
For thee behold His table spread;
Thy pitying Lord invites thee—haste,
And of the heav'nlv banquet taste.
In robes of penitence array'd,
Be justly aw'd, but not dismay'd;
If Faith but lead thee to the feast,
Thou'lt be a well-accepted guest.
Then rise, my soul! nor longer lie
In listless, dull inanity;
Rise! and to meet thy God advance,
Oh, rouse thee! rouse thee! from thy trance!
Lo! from the cave where haggard Envy lies,
Her eldest born insatiate Slander flies;
Her ranc'rous hate extends itself to all,
And the first victim that she meets, must fall.
But chiefly anxious, virtue to molest,
To steal the good man's peace, and break his rest;
His best, his brightest actions, to deride,
His faults to magnify, his worth to hide;
Reputed friends with mean distrust combine,
And open enemies the standard join;
In private insult, and in public wrong,
Soon exercis'd are all the worthless throng;
And, ere their guiltless victim feels alarm,
Upon his head descends the bursting storm.
He, as a man, the sudden stroke must feel,
But conscience arms him with a shield of steel;
Her sweet support, enables him to fight
His own just cause, and put his foes to flight.
For though, at times, his spirit almost bends,
Beneath the treach'ry of once valued friends,
Short is that interval of mental pain,
Those he most loves still true to him remain.
The wife, who long hath been his bosom's guest,
Still, sweetly anxious, lulls his cares to rest;
Already see—his character to clear,
A friendly troop of Virtue's sons appear;
With look benign, they take him by the hand,
And thus address the base confed'rate band:
"Hence, servile crew! nor with such rig'rous hate,
"Pursue the merit ye should imitate.
"Fruitless and vain must each endeavour prove,
"The stedfast soul of innocence to move;
"The man, who stands secure in conscious worth,
"Looks for reward beyond the bounds of earth;
"Such is the man on whom ye madly rush;
"And, can ye hope his happiness to crush?
"Vain is the hope—and vain the effort too;
"Ye meditate, what ye can never do.
"Ye faithless friends! by Slander's tongue seduc'd,
"When will ye own how much ye have traduc'd?
"When will your conscience triumph o'er your pride?
"Ah! when will justice draw the veil aside,
"With which his envied worth ye strive to hide?
"Oh! never more, his suffrage can you gain;
"He must distrust—though to distrust, be pain.
"But, not deserv'd reproach from him expect,
"He will forgive, tho' he cannot respect.
"Happy the woman who can call him Lord!
"Happy the children who surround board!
"They own his worth, are grateful for his care,
"Heighten his pleasures, and his sorrows share.
"No fear of separation damps their joy;
"They look for future bliss without alloy,
"When, all their trials and temptations o'er,
"Their God receives them on that blessed shore,
"Where grief comes not, and pain is felt no more.
"Back to thy cell, then, wretched fiend, retreat!
"And tell thy parent Envy, thy defeat;
"Tell her, by virtue all thy hopes are crost,
"And all thy poison'd shafts their pow'r have lost;
"For she, her faithful sons protects from harm,
"And safely shields them with her pow'rful arm."
Slander this mandate dares not disobey;
Swiftly she flies, with terror and dismay.
Confusion seizes on the vanquish'd train,
They view their leader's flight, with trembling pain,
And fear, that punishment themselves prepar'd,
Will by themselves alone be duly shar'd.
Far different sensations fill the breast
Of him whom they so cruelly opprest;
He, feeling all his wonted peace regain'd,
Blesses the pow'r who hath his cause sustain'd;
For future good, on love divine relies,
And learns, above all present ills, to rise.