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BY A. FLOWERDEW.
LONDON:A limited Number of YOUNG LADIES are educated on the following Terms:
Writing, Geography, Drawing, Music, and Dancing, on the usual Terms.
I CANNOT send the following trifling Production into the World, without expressing my most grateful Acknowledgments to those Friends, who have honoured me by their liberal Subscriptions. A List of Names at once so numerous and respectable, far exceeded my Expectation. The Poems which are now presented to the Public Eye, were written at different Periods of Life: some indeed at a very early Age, and others under the severe Pressure of Misfortune, when my Pen has frequently given that Relief which could not be derived from other Employments. A few of them were seen by a much-respected Friend in the Country, who strongly advised their Publication.—
May 24th, 1803.
THE swift-revolving YEAR again is fled,
For ever fled—and not a trace is left;
Nor can we now one fleeting hour recall!
Ah! let us pause; nor hail the new-born year,
Till Mem'ry has review'd each active scene,
And Conscience told how we've improv'd the past.
Shall the Immortal Mind alone be still,
And rest self-satisfied? Shall Time roll on,
And as it rolls on swiftest pinions, bear
The precious Soul to her eternal home,
Oh! to that state of bliss let ALL aspire,
And aid each other on our journey there;
Cherish each kind affection in our hearts,
And zealous be to prove we Christians are,
By ev'ry act of kindness and of love:
This shall prepare us best for that bless'd world
Where holy Friendship's everlasting bands
Shall wide encircle all; Contention there
Shall cease; and Virtue's children, from afar,
Of ev'ry nation, age, and tongue, shall meet,
There, join in one harmonious, grateful song
To Him who reigns the UNIVERSAL LORD!
THOU Great Supreme—Thou Source of Light Divine!
Thou who hast form'd me for eternal life!—
O! draw my mind from ev'ry vain pursuit,
And lead my thoughts to that approaching hour,
When Nature's feeble pow'rs shall all give way!
Then shall the world, its pleasures, and its cares,
Lose all their hold, and shrinking back from view,
Will leave the immortal mind to dwell on
Heavenly themes, and all the boundless scenes
Of vast eternity!—the feeble clay,
No longer able to confine her guest,
Shall drop, and sleep in Death, till that dread hour
GAY Health, fair Peace, and ev'ry blooming Joy
Be ever thine, dear Maid, without alloy;
Oft as revolving years shall bring this day,
O! may it still increasing bliss convey;
Long may thy breast be shielded from each care,
And Peace serene triumphant flourish there;
Let evil passions there no welcome find,
Nor with empoison'd venom taint thy mind;
In guileless ease may each gay moment flow,
While Hope's bright dreams illume thy cheerful brow;
Ah! prize her dreams—Ah! taste her fancied bliss,
For soon, too soon, the transient joy will cease.
DEAR sacred theme—how precious to our hearts!
How great the gift which Love Divine imparts—
When plung'd in sin, when lost in error's road,
Through darkest scenes of Pagan guilt we trod;
When lost to ev'ry hope beyond the grave,
No eye to pity, no kind hand to save;
No sov'reign pow'r in earth or Heav'n we knew,
To cleanse our sins, or form our souls anew—
Then Mercy sweet, descending from the Throne,
To lost degen'rate man made pardon known;
Their great Creator's wond'rous Love, which gave
His only Son our ruin'd race to save!—
WITH weeping eyes, with awe, and solemn thought
I view the havoc which the Storm hath wrought;
Fearful the scene, and terrible the sight,
No tranquil objects now my steps invite—
If to my dear-lov'd haunts I'd bend my way,
Nor grove, nor gentle current, courts my stay;
Around confusion reigns, whilst at the sound
Of boist'rous winds yet shakes th'affrighted ground;
Torn from the roots, the plants of tender age,
Alas! unequal to the tempest's rage,
WHILE these gay lines, long written, I peruse,
What scenes—awaken'd Memory renews;
Since that sweet moment, when, with careless hand
The feelings of a youthful heart I pen'd;
Blest period! A stranger then to care,
A world unknown I drew in colours fair;
My fancy glow'd with ev'ry prospect bright,
And pictur'd scenes of pure unmix'd delight;
Visions still charming, whither are ye fled?
Why—was my erring judgment by you led?
WHILE solemn silence reigns around,
And sleep forsakes mine eyes;
O! may my heart to thee, my God,
With gratitude arise!
The bounties of thy hand I feel,
Around my path they flow;
And ev'ry moment as it comes,
Fresh blessings doth bestow.
But if these mercies wond'rous are,
And claim my grateful lays,
How rich—how greater far are those
Redeeming love displays!
Redeeming love!—how dear the sound!
From hence my comforts flow;
This is the spring of all the joys
My soul can ever know.
Glory to God in heights above,
And gentle peace on earth;
These sweet, these bless'd angelic strains,
Proclaim'd the Saviour's birth!
Enslav'd by vice, in deepest gloom
We wretched captives lay;
The SAVIOUR comes—and light divine
Sheds a refulgent ray!
The Saviour comes—let distant winds
Convey the joyful sound;
The Saviour comes—to dwell on earth,
And blessings flow around!
The prison gates he opens wide;
He sets the pris'ners free;
From dungeons deep he drew our souls
To Life and Liberty!
Glory to thee—thou great Supreme!
For this best gift of love;
Since thou thy best beloved sent,
From blissful realms above.
To do thy will, my God, he came,
Aside his glories laid;
And in the humble form of man,
Infinite love display'd!
With love that knew no bounds he came,
A sinful world to save;
And his own precious life bestow'd
To raise us from the grave.
No thorns nor briars now perplex
The humble Christian's road;
One clear and shining path is left,
The path which Jesus trod.
May I his sacred footsteps trace,
As I march on my way!
While those bless'd marks I keep in view,
My feet shall never stray.
Yet, Lord! I weak and feeble am;
Too oft this erring heart,
Though bless'd with ev'ry light divine,
Still from thy ways depart.
Too oft the world, and all its cares,
Obtrude upon my mind;
And I forget, a pilgrim here,
'Tis not my home design'd.
Yes—my Redeemer's gone on high,
Bright mansions to prepare,
For those who his blest precepts keep,
And humble followers are.
To fountains there, of sweet delight,
The Lamb himself shall lead;
While living streams of purest bliss,
Shall from the Throne proceed!
There let me raise my every thought,
And look to joys above,
Where I shall sing, in endless strains,
My GOD—my SAVIOUR'S love!
SHALL Sinners dare to question thus,
And we make no reply;
Nor tell them who th' Almighty is,
Whom they their praise deny?
HE is the great Eternal One,
In whom we live and move;
That God, who ev'ry hour displays
Kind tokens of his love.
His Providence our footsteps guard,
'Tis he supplies our food;
To him we owe our social joys,
Each dear—each heart-felt good!
When wasting sickness lays us low,
And human aid is vain,
Then doth our great Almighty Friend
Restore our health again!
There was a time, when, wholly lost,
In folly's maze we stray'd;
And to strange gods of wood and stone,
Our humble off'rings paid.
A pitying GOD beheld our state,
And saw we hopeless were;
Then his own arm salvation brought,
And rais'd us from despair.
He sent his only Son on earth,
Kind Messenger of Love!
To clear the darkness sin had made,
And shew the path above!
Thus brought immortal life to light;
His Father's will made known
That to bestow this heav'nly gift,
He must give up his own!
And shall we not adore this GOD,
Who such a Friend bestow'd;
From whose blest lips divinest truths,
And purest precepts flow'd?
Who made a path so plainly clear,
And trod himself the way;
Leaving a shining light to guide
Our feet, so apt to stray.
Sweet is the profit here we feel
From serving our great Lord;
Vast are the promises in store,
To those who love his word!
In ev'ry scene of deep distress,
Our God, our Friend, is near;
To hours of darkness, light he gives,
And sinking spirits cheer.
The poor and friendless sweetly find
His mercies constant are;
The widow, and her orphan'd young,
May claim his promis'd care!
When sad afflictions hover round,
And sharpest grief we prove,
In the chastising stroke we view,
A Father's tender love!
They draw us from th' alluring scenes
That would our bliss destroy;
They fit and purify our souls
For a bless'd world of joy!
Still as we tread life's chequer'd paths,
GOD is our constant guide;
His presence is our firm support,
Nor aught we want beside.
Not death can move our stedfast faith,
We still on him rely;
Assur'd th unmoral part shall rise
To joys beyond the sky!
Our sleeping dust shall be his care,
Till that great awful day;
When our Redeemer shall descend,
And all his pow'r display!
Then shall we hear his sacred voice,
Awake, ye dead, and rise!
Awake, and meet the Lord you lov'd,
Descending from the skies!
Ye blessed come, and enter here;
Ye that did serve your Lord,
Behold the mansions I prepare,
For those who kept my word!
Our God, with kind and pitying hand,
Will wipe off ev'ry tear;
And his blest presence banish far
Each anxious trembling fear!
But who shall speak—what heart conceive,
The bliss we then shall know?
Pleasures immortal from his Throne,
In streams perennial flow!
Each sacred joy we prize on earth,
Shall there all perfect be!
And Peace serene, with Love, shall reign
Through all ETERNITY!
LET Scepticks boast their reasoning mind,
How vast! how free! how unconfin'd!
And thence conclusion draw,
They have an undisputed right
T'indulge a bold aspiring flight,
Unfetter'd by each law.
Yet, slaves to erring Passion's voice,
Its laws they make their stedfast choice,
And seek from thence a pow'r,
To sooth a weak and sickly frame,
Whom they, the God of Nature name,
And as their God adore!
A being, fitted to their will,
They form, as pleas'd with good or ill,
As either bears the sway;
While ev'ry pow'r finds full employ,
To fill each hour with sensual joy,
Th' imperious will t'obey.
Hence dire disease, with all her train,
Of motley woes and sharpest pain,
That wrings the human breast;
Hence, too, the deep desponding mind
Looks round in vain, and seeks to find
A calm and peaceful rest.
Beneath the fetters that she chose,
She meets a train of growing woes,
And pleasures that decay;
From age she strives to shrink in vain;
She longs to taste of joy again,
And dreads the parting day.
Passions indulg'd, they sadly find,
Have so debas'd their abject mind,
No future life they crave;
One only hope t'indulge they dare,
That death shall close their sorrows here,
In an eternal grave!
Is this the happiness they boast,
On Life's tempestuous ocean tost,
Without a pilot near,
To furl their sails in angry skies,
Through dang'rous storms that oft arise,
Their trembling barks to steer?
Sweet Revelation—Pow'r Divine!
The Pilot's gen'rous aid is thine,
From error thou art free!
The bark committed to thy care
Shall gently sail, without a fear,
Through Life's tempestuous sea!
Blest Morning Sun!—thy heav'nly aid
Hath clear'd the darkness sin had made,
And shines with chearing ray;
From thee we learn how weak we are—
How prone, alas! is man to err,
And how unfit to sway!
By thee we view ONE GRACIOUS POW'R,
Who o'er the world his blessings show'r,
With kind and lib'ral hands;
A GOD, whose Mercy will approve
Those subjects, who their Saviour love,
And DO what he commands!
DESCEND, sweet HOPE, thou soothing Pow'r!
From whom the wretched find,
In ev'ry dark afflictive hour,
Some solace to the mind.
What, though thy brightest prospects bring,
At best, a doubtful joy;
And oft, alas! Time's hasty wing
The opening buds destroy?
Yet, blest Companion of my life,
And balm of ev'ry ill;
Though vain, illusive are thy joys,
Be mine th' illusion still.
When keen afflictions pierce the mind,
Mem'ry in vain displays,
And dwells on joys for ever fled,—
The joys of cloudless days;
Contrasts them with each present ill,
And tells how soon they cease;
While days of anguish slowly move,
And ev'ry grief increase,
O'erwhelm'd in deep unseen distress,
Ah! Mem'ry! from me fly,
Nor bring again my youthful days,
Those days of peace and joy;
When pining grief, and worldly care,
Were strangers to my heart,
Gayly I pass'd the laughing hours,
Nor thought they'd e're depart.
How did my breast with Friendship glow,
Of Friends I'd not a few;
Alas! my bosom had not felt
How rare is Friendship true!
For now in cold neglect I weep;
No friend, with pitying eye,
Gently allays my anguish keen,
Or sooths the bursting sigh.
Around me, while my children press,
How does my heart o'erflow?
For them—for them, indeed, I feel
Extremity of woe!
Yet, gentle Hope! kind cheering Friend!
Art thou not present too?
Whilst fell Despair before thee flies,
And vanishes from view.
Thy pow'r alone supports my mind,
Through ev'ry gloomy way;
Still pointing to the gentle calm
That ends the stormy day.
What though affliction's storm be long,
Yet with this life 'twill cease;
Time soon will bring me to the tomb,
Where I shall rest in peace.
But from the grave, that soon must close
Around my mould'ring clay,
My kind Conductress leads me on
To realms of endless day!
There all his dark mysterious ways,
My Father will reveal;
There shall I know 'tis Wisdom's self,
Prescribes whate'er I feel.
The rugged path—the thorny road,
Which I so long have trod,
I then shall see were meant to raise
My wayward heart to God!
To fix my faith yet more secure,
On that unerring Pow'r,
"Which feeds the ravens when they cry,"
And decks the meanest flow'r!
Hope, too, shall lead me still to think
My children are his care;
Their num'rous wants he'll still supply,
Through each revolving year.
Father of HOPE, to thee I look,
In ev'ry gloomy hour;
Through darkest scenes, O! let me view
Thy Love, as well as Pow'r!
Long as afflictions press me down,
May faith more firmly rise!
And see a hand, in ev'ry stroke,
Divinely good and wise!
Thy chast'ning rod, my GOD, I bless,
To thee myself resign;
Do what thy wisdom seeth best,
And let thy will be MINE!
JANUARY, 1802.
OF all the Shrines at which we bow,
Sweet FRIENDSHIP'S most I prize;
She cheers the heart, delights our souls,
And gives substantial joys.
The anxious hours of life she calms,
And lulls each care to rest;
Softly our moments glide away,
When with her presence blest.
Scorn'd be the wretch, who never felt
Her kind, her gentle pow'r;
Whose heart sweet tenderness ne'er warms,
Who shuns the social hour.
Confin'd within his narrow self,
Self shall his portion be;
While ev'ry gen'rous joy we know,
Far from his breast shall flee.
As o'er the stage of life we pass,
And diff'rent paths pursue;
Dear are the pleasures when we meet,
And Friendship's ties renew.
How sweetly does each heart expand,
With kind affection glow,
As we relate our tales of bliss,
Or sooth each others' woe.
But then again our paths divide,
And parting grief we feel;
Yet shall these happy days we've known,
Short separations—heal.
Hard is their lot, who cannot oft
These dearest scenes renew;
Who, banish'd from the friends they love,
Mourning their paths pursue.
Not such the parting stroke I feel,
Friendship still with me goes;
Again her sacred torch relights,
And heart-felt joy bestows.
'Tis this all-bright'ning Pow'r that gilds
The current of our days;
That calms the adverse storms of life,
And hopes immortal raise!
Leads our aspiring thoughts on high,
To that bless'd peaceful shore;
Where friends, who dearly lov'd on earth,
Shall meet to part no more!
The fond affections Nature gives,
Shall there for ever cease;
But FRIENDSHIP reigns increasing still,
Her children's boundless bliss!
O! may we feel her ever near!
May she our steps pervade—
In ev'ry grief she'll mingle joy,
And light in ev'ry shade.
When recollection fondly brings
Those hours I now have pass'd,
Bright Hope points upward to the place,
Where they'll for ever last!
And now she softly whisp'ring says,
Again our paths will meet;
Again my much-lov'd friends on earth,
I shall with pleasure greet.
Though all our joys uncertain are,
And promis'd bliss is vain;
Hope's soothing words my spirits cheer,
"We part to meet again!"
FROM Nature's book I love to draw
The pure, the moral lay;
There's not a Flower that meets my eye,
But Wisdom doth convey.
Within my Garden's sweet retreat,
Two beauteous Roses grew;
Alike their early buds disclos'd,
Tints of the brightest hue.
Surrounded by each Flow'ret gay,
One grew with tow'ring pride;
Though all around her—brightly shone,
None with her beauties vy'd.
Expanding fair, alas! she stood
Too much expos'd to view;
The Sun's bright beams impair'd her charms,
Ere yet matur'd they grew.
The blushing damask of her leaves,
I saw it early fade;
Encircled by the gay she droop'd,
And faintly sunk her head.
And thus, ye fair, the moral speaks—
Beware of Fashion's pow'r;
Nor in those circles pass your bloom,
Where pleasure fills each hour.
Gay splendid scenes too soon will fade,
And Health, alas! will fly
The maid—expos'd in midnight rounds,
To ev'ry gazing eye!
The other Rose, with gentle mien,
Shrinking from common view,
Shelter'd beneath a spreading elm,
In calm retirement grew.
Its fragrance fill'd the balmy air,
In glowing tints array'd;
Softly it drew th' admiring eye,
And Beauty's worth display'd.
It flourish'd long, and gently sunk,
Diffusing sweets around;
The dropping leaves unfaded fell,
And scented all the ground.
So shall the Nymph, retir'd from view,
With modest graces shine;
Nor shall her charms neglected be,
Or unadmir'd decline.
Beneath the dear and shelt'ring roof
Of kind parental care,
The Man of Worth will ever find,
BEAUTY most lovely there!
With Truth and Goodness beams the eye,
Unus'd abroad to rove;
And Health unfaded shall be theirs,
Who far from crowds remove!
There shall each virtue, most belov'd,
With sweetest fragrance bloom;
And when the lovely Flow'r decays,
'Twill leave a rich perfume!
AH! Delia! canst thou bear, unmov'd,
My constant plaints to hear;
Nor can the suff'rings of thy bird,
Call forth one pitying tear?
Its said—thou gentle art and kind,
Nor cruel deeds canst bear;
That softest passions sway thy mind,
And Love inhabits there.
Why then unfeeling dost thou prove,
And act the tyrant's part?
Ah! why confine a harmless bird?
Why wound a suff'ring heart?
Where is the mate I fondly lov'd,
With whom I us'd to share,
The highest bliss that birds can prove,
Nor felt a single care?
We were the happiest of our kind,
And every shady grove
Has often witness'd to our tales,
The tales of mutual Love.
But, now, alas! the grief I feel,
No more her voice I hear;
Perhaps e'en now in death she's cold,
Nor learnt my loss to bear.
But, O! my children! where are they—
The pledges of our joy?
For them the soften'd grain I stor'd,
And did each hour employ.
Who now will feed their infant mouths,
And train them up for flight?
There's none that can, like parents, feel,
In ev'ry task delight.
Perhaps with them their mother pines,
Nor dares for food to roam,
Lest hungry prowling vultures find
Their unprotected home.
Perhaps, but, O! distracting thought!
Some boys have found the nest;
And torn my offspring far away,
From their dear mother's breast!
Ah! mournful day!—ah! luckless hour!
When Strephon brought me here;
For this kind token of his love,
I keenest anguish bear.
Hadst thou, sweet Maid, but set me free?
Think of the joys we'd known;
In mutual love—in mutual cares,
Each hour had lightly flown.
Grateful, fair Delia, then had been
My ever constant praise;
And ev'ry bird for thee I'd call'd,
Their highest notes to raise!
Come, then, my poignant grief remove,
In pity set me free!
For comfort only can I find
In Love and Liberty!
Could some rich Monarch's cruel will
Draw thee from Strephon's breast;
Say, would his Palace give thee joy,
Or down afford thee rest?
If every gift he did bestow,
And yet thyself detain—
How wouldst thou hate his slavish yoke,
And strive to break his chain?
Like me, within this little cage,
Fluttering—to be free,
THOU, in the regal dome, wouldst find
The loss of Liberty!
Do not that Freedom, then, restrain,
Which must thy bliss destroy;
Though short this tender life must be,
Yet let me Life—ENJOY!
COME, gentle Sleep!—refresher of my frame!
And calm my mind with ev'ry soothing dream;
Banish each sorrow from my troubled breast,
And let me feel a visionary rest—
Oft in those hours when Fancy wings her flight,
Converse most dear, beguiles the dreary night;
Then the kind friends, by death, alas! remov'd,
Those friends I once so dearly, fondly lov'd,
Are present with me, bless my mental sight,
And sweet illusions ev'ry sense delight;
Ah! short-liv'd joy—soon does the magic cease,
The charm's dissolved, and I am lost to peace—
WHILST sons of glee, with giddy mirth, prepare,
In senseless joy, to hail the dawning year;
I, weeping, bid the parting months adieu,
And dare not welcome the approaching new;
What anguish'd scenes are yet for me in store,
What rugged paths I yet must journey o'er
Are all unknown—thus far no cheering sun,
On my dejected steps has mildly shone—
No gloomy hours, illum'd with beaming light,
Dark is my day, and dreary is my night—
Afflictions keen oppress my troubled breast,
And my worn mind can find no transient rest;
Visions of bliss awake no more my care;
Hope leaves me now the prey of wan despair!
BLEST RESIGNATION, soothing is thy pow'r!
Thou sweetly calmst the most tempest'ous hour!
'Tis thou reviv'st the sadly drooping heart;
Thou dost a balm to deepest wounds impart!
To Mercy's Throne thou lead'st the anguish'd mind,
And shew'st a pitying Father, good and kind;
Who, not in anger, sends his awful rod,
But in each stroke is still the present God.
With grateful, sweet delight 'tis thine to trace
The blest, endearing promises of grace;
Thy pow'r in our all-perfect Lord to shew,
And bring his bright example to our view:
O! taught by him, each murmur be suppress'd,
And thou, sweet Pow'r, alone possess my troubled breast.
THRIVE, ye fair flow'rs!—in gayest beauty bloom;
Around still breath your richest, best perfume;
And ever as the pensive mother's care,
Weeds the unhallow'd plants that dare appear;
With fragrance sweet, in gentle whispers, tell
How bright he blooms on whom her sorrows dwell;
Tell her, ye fair and living emblems are,
Of him who planted ye with infant care;
ETERNAL MAKER! who can view
This vast expanse on high;
And not direct their thoughts to thee,
Who form'd this beaut'ous sky?
The gentle Moon's sweet soften'd light,
The starry worlds that shine,
To cheer the gloomy hours of night,
Proclaim thy hand divine!
This sweet employ be ever mine,
To trace thy wond'rous pow'r;
To read thy name in seas, in skies,
Or in the budding flower!
While I these works admiring view,
I'll raise my thoughts on high,
Where brighter scenes shall yet unfold,
Beyond this starry sky!
No Sun there needs to gild the day,
Nor Moon to cheer the night;
'Tis ONE ETERNAL BLAZING NOON,
And GOD himself THE LIGHT!
TO thee, my God, I daily look,
And on thy care rely;
For all the blessings that I need,
Thou hourly dost supply!
Ample provision hast thou made
For ev'ry creature here;
The rich profusion of the earth,
All were design'd to share!
Then let me not, in thoughtless ease,
Abuse the gifts of heav'n;
Nor idly waste that precious store,
Which for the world is giv'n.
Let not the worm thy bounty feeds,
Proudly erect its head;
Nor dare forget—it waits on thee
To give it daily bread.
For who amongst the sons of wealth,
Can say, I firmly stand;
And the vast treasures I possess
Shall to my heirs descend?
The glitt'ring wealth his hands have heap'd,
Another shall enjoy;
And Palaces his pride erects,
A stranger shall destroy!
Wealth, like the chaff before the storm,
Is scatter'd in an hour;
'Tis thine t'abase th' aspiring rich!
And thine t'exalt the poor!
Alike dependant on thy pow'r,
Through Life's frail path we go;
Uncertain what to-morrow brings,
A scene of bliss or woe.
Resign'd to thee, then, may I walk,
Nor anxious thoughts bestow;
Assur'd my joys and sorrows too,
From Love parental flow!
With grateful heart let me retrace
My Father's tender care;
And mark, in ev'ry trying scene,
That Father ever near!
The bitter hours of woe I've pass'd,
Shall future trust inspire;
And past experience give my mind,
The strength it may require.
Should ev'ry outward comfort fail,
Yet will I not despair;
My widow'd heart shall cleave to thee,
And trust thy promis'd care.
Then patient wait the joyful hour,
When sins and sorrows end;
And the freed spirit to its God;
Triumphant shall ascend!
There shall these infant pow'rs of mind,
A full expansion prove;
And see, in each mysterious way,
The guiding hand was—LOVE!
WHILE cares unnumber'd round me press,
Fain would my spirit find,
Some kind, some gently healing balm,
To ease my anxious mind.
Fondly and eager I pursue
Some fresh delusive bliss;
The airy phantom mocks my grasp,
And flies my fond embrace!
Oh! 'tis in vain the weary mind
Thus seeks for Peace below;
Her sweet abode is never found
Amid the scenes of woe!
But there's a world to which I haste,
Where woes were never known;
Where Peace and Joy eternal bloom,
Around my Father's throne!
Still as I tread Life's rugged path,
And heave the anxious sigh;
My soul shall there her comfort find,
My Hopes be fix'd on high!
No more the lab'ring heart shall beat,
With heavy laden sighs;
Nor tears of sad Repentance there,
Swim in the Mourner's eyes.
There every thought, refin'd from sin,
In harmony shall move;
And all my passions sweetly glow
With warm adoring Love!
With God, my Father, I shall dwell,
And feel his pard'ning grace;
Shall join the saints in sweetest praise,
Who see him face to face!
His smile shall raise my drooping soul,
With long-lorn cares opprest;
While as I lean my weary head,
On my REDEEMER'S breast!
Oh! Hope Divine! Ye cares begone!
Be hush'd the anguish'd sigh!
All my desires and hopes are lost,
In this—ETERNITY!
INVITED by the early Spring,
Maria, let us trace
Her gentle steps, which all around
Stern Winter's gloom efface.
The moisten'd ground, by her imprest,
Is rob'd in lively green;
She softly breathes, and leafless trees
In gayest bloom are seen!
Th' enamell'd fields will soon present
A carpet to our sight,
Richly adorn'd with ev'ry tint,
That can the eye delight;
The lambs shall crop the herbage sweet,
And playful sport around;
Whilst flocks and herds reposing lay
Upon th' embroider'd ground;
The trees, with lovely flow'rs o'erspread,
Shall sweetest fruit soon bear;
The warbling birds shall sip the juice,
And insects riot there.
Think not, my child, for man alone
Kind Nature's stores are giv'n;
There's not a creature bless'd with life,
But is the care of Heav'n.
With us they feel the joys of spring,
Partake the purest food;
Like us they breathe the fragrant air,
And taste each varied good,
But we can reason, we can trace
An high—an heav'nly Pow'r;
In ev'ry tender spire of grass,
In ev'ry budding flow'r!
To Nature's God then let us turn,
With grateful hearts adore
That Goodness which for ALL provides,
Such kind, such lib'ral store.
In childhood love his holy name,
In youth sound forth his praise;
To him your best, your guardian friend,
Devoted be your days!
So shall MARIA'S Spring be blest,
Thy Summer bright be found;
And the fair Autumn of thy life,
With richest fruits abound!
IN Beauty's fairest vest array'd,
How lately shone this tree;
"My Garden's Pride," I fondly said,
"Henceforward thou shalt be."
"From thy fair sister's meaner bloom,
I careless pass away;
Thy sweeter, richer, beauties claim
The homage that I pay.
The Double-blossomed Cherry Tree does not bear Fruit.
Thy lovely snowy blossoms draw
My steps with magic pow'r;
While, with enraptur'd gaze, I view
Each sweet expanded Flow'r!"
Thus did I speak, nor thought this bloom
The beauty of a day;
Its open'd foliage look'd so fair,
I thought not of decay.
But not a vestige now remains,
Of my late fav'rite tree;
Her snowy vestments all around,
In scatter'd heaps I see!
Transient has been her lovely bloom,
Each nameless grace is fled;
In Fancy's eye, I see my tree
Sink her dejected head.
And well dejected may she view
Her sisters smile around;
For though no blossoms now they boast,
With them fair fruit is found.
Rebuk'd I stand, who thus could turn
From real worth my eyes;
And to that worth a Flow'r prefer,
Which only blooms and dies.
Then let this moral be impress'd
Upon the youthful mind;
The fairest blossom worthless is,
That leaves not fruit behind.
And, O! ye Parents! watch with care,
Each tender budding flow'r;
Nor to those charms direct your praise,
Which wither in an hour.
Soon will that lovely bloom decay,
Which we so fondly prize;
And the most sweet attractive grace,
How soon, alas—it flies!
But where the gen'rous thought expands,
Where Truth's sweet buds appear;
Her sacred Flow'rs, from noxious blights,
O! guard with watchful care.
Let not gay Folly hover round,
And taint the sweet perfume;
O! from alluring vice protect
This dear immortal bloom.
When the gay scene of youth is o'er,
And sweetest Flow'rs decay;
The richest fruits will then appear;
And all our cares repay.
This precious fruit not time destroys,
Age does each charm improve;
And when the tree is laid in dust,
The fruit will soar above!
Transplanted to a fairer clime,
It there shall richer be;
And ev'ry beauty still improve,
Through all ETERNITY!
SURE 'tis the dearest gift that Heav'n bestows,
A Bosom-Friend to heal corroding woes;
Gently to sooth the anxious hours of care,
And in our joys or ills to claim a share;
Call'd by this sacred name th' inclos'd I send,
Long may it prove a warm and faithful friend;
Guard from each baneful air Evander's breast,
And still more firmly cleave as longer press'd.
Just emblem this of a true Bosom-Friend,
Whose kind attentions never know an end;
By time attach'd, endear'd, cemented more,
'Tis then a loss we feelingly deplore.
O'ER Britain's realms a plague long fiercely rag'd,
Nor time, nor skill, nor medicine had assuag'd;
Where'er its dread contagious course it sped,
Th' affrighted people from their houses fled;
The suff'rers without a friend were left,
Of ev'ry soothing tenderness bereft;
In mournful language ancient records tell,
What millions 'neath the dire distemper fell!
How villages and towns deserted were,
And life a scene of one continu'd fear!
It is well known, that the celebrated Lady Wortley Montague first introduced Inoculation for the Small Pox into Great Britain.
O'er ev'ry obstacle pursues his way,
And makes false notions bend to Reason's sway;
By long experience proves his Vaccine plan
Replete with salutary aid to man.
Fear not, ye cautious—here's a pow'r divine;
JENNER but executes Heav'ns vast design!
Behold your pitying Father's healing hand,
In this mild system, to a suff'ring land—
Let prejudice be banish'd from your mind;
Embrace, with joy, this blessing to mankind!
See—its great fame extends to distant lands,
Whilst ENGLAND'S KING, the Pow'rful Patron, stands!
Blest with his MONARCH'S praise, his COUNTRY'S love,
JENNER deserved happiness shall prove;
No thousands slain, no dreadful victories won,
Shall gild his calm, his gently setting sun;
'TIS past—the solemn, dreadful conflict's o'er,
And I—my MUCH-LOV'D SON must see no more!
That kind—that gentle voice no longer hear,
Whose tender accents sooth'd my ev'ry care;
The sudden removal of this excellent young man, (the Second Son of Mr. F. by a former Wife,) was awful and impressive. A fever seized him, amidst the height of his vigor and usefulness, and in the course of a few days, hurried him to his grave! He was interred at Worship Street; where, the Sunday following, the Rev. JOHN EVANS, (who had attended him in his last moments,) preached his Funeral Sermon, from Ecclesiastes xiii. 1. Remember thy Creator in the days of thy youth, while the evil days come not, nor the years draw nigh, when thou shalt say, I have no pleasure in them. His relatives and many friends, who were present, seemed suitably affected on the occasion. It is, indeed, much to be wished, that such afflictive dispensations were seriously improved by the rising generation.
Hush'd all my griefs, and bade me live to prove
The dear delights that flow from filial love;
I felt them all—to me my much-lov'd Son,
Was each endearing relative in one!
What though for thee no mother's pangs I bore,
This but endears thy tenderness the more;
Speak ye, who feel—the richer joys, who know
That not from Nature, but Affection flow!
Have ye, like me, rear'd up an infant race,
Seen them matur'd to fill an Husband's place,
Felt ev'ry sweet reward of anxious cares,
Beheld the prop of your declining years—