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[Frontispiece]
Miss Monro del R. Scott sc
MARGARETA
WEDDERBURN
[Title Page]
BY
A branch lopp'd off that might have grown, but could
find no root: misfortune and an active spirit, struggling
with oppression, have quickened me a little; other than
this, I am but a simple woman, my whole art is to note
what I see, and to speak what I think.
DESERTED DAUGHTER.
EDINBURGH:
PRINTED FOR THE AUTHOR,
AND SOLD BY ALL THE BOOKSELLERS IN LONDON,
EDINBURGH, AND GLASGOW.
1811.
THE
following Poem of MARY
QUEEN OF
SCOTS
, published for the behoof of an Aged Parent, is most respectfully dedicated to
THE
DUTCHESS OF BUCCLEUGH,
whose characteristic beneficence is well known to all ranks in society, and acknowledged with pleasure by
Her most obedient,
Very humble Servant,
MARGARETTA
WEDDERBURN
TO
a respectable number of SUSCRIBERS
, I return my
sincere thanks for their early attention to encourage me in
this work; and as it might be gratifying to some of them to
see their names placed at the beginning of this book, while
others rather decline having theirs published; I have, with
a wish to please both parties, although to myself attended
with an additional expence, presented each of them with an
Engraving of the Author. From this likeness, perhaps, they
will find it difficult to recognise the usual vivacity naturally
impressed on the countenance of the once lively Margaretta,
which
"Now the hue of sorrow wears;"
Yet my Friends, I hope, will esteem it a proof of my affection at this time, when about to leave all those I love in Caledonia; to bid (in all probability) a last farewell to dear Dalkeith and Lougton brae, where oft in early life I spent
many a cheerful hour, in youthful innocence and undisguised friendship.
At the time these writings went to the press, I had some thoughts of presenting my readers with a likeness of Mary Queen of Scots; but after viewing several engravings for that purpose, and not finding two of them to correspond, I gave up my original intention.
The References originally annexed to the manuscript of Mary Queen of Scots, have been left out in the printing, as the Author considered it highly probable, that every reader of taste is sufficiently acquainted with the history of Mary Stuart, hapless Queen of Scots, so as to render any such references quite superfluous.
WITH humble diffidence in my own abilities, yet looking up with some degree of trust to a generous Public, I submit a part of the produce of my pen to your perusal.
I cannot preface it with this, as worthy of your attention; for indeed I boast of nothing more than mere mediocrity, either with regard to skill or education.
But having, from ill health for a lengthened period, and a variety of complicated trials, (trials, which even susceptible minds, who have lain in the bosom of their own family, or been dandled on the knee of prosperity all their lives, can form but a very superficial idea of,) been much alone for these some years, I have accustomed myself, at different times, to throw together such thoughts as occured from incidents that either disturbed my repose, or offered me any consolation; and, when opportunity served, committed them to paper. And although there is little of fancy cunningly pourtrayed in these compositions, as they have been chiefly dictated by local circumstances, or effusions of sorrow and disappointment of my own, or others that I have been interested in, with a variety of reflections, caused by the occurrences attendant on the peculiar situation in which I have been placed
yet I will feel myself highly favoured, if any thing I have written will in any respect afford either instruction or amusement to my readers. To me, the composing of these pieces have sometimes beguiled a solitary hour, when at a distance from relatives, and overwhelmed with perplexity; I hope the reading of them will produce the same effect to those who may be possessed of like feelings, and who may, at any time, have been placed in similar circumstances.
Probably this Miscellany may prove acceptable to a few friends, for the Author's sake. Still I have not the vanity to suppose, that it has any other claim to public favour, than the motive which induced me to print it;-- that of being able, more largely to contribute towards the support of a beloved parent, who has, for several years, been gradually bending under the accumulated pressure of affliction,
penury, and old age; to which of late, has been added that of solitude, having lost his second wife last May, 1810, which circumstance has served to increase my anxiety on his account. Tis true, I have my own, bequeathed to me by a much valued friend, what, with a blessing, frugality, and any tolerable share of health, (if I am fairly dealt with,) will always keep me above the frowns of the world; but I cannot do for my father what I could wish in these expensive times, and especially at such a distance from one another. I have done all that was in my power with pleasure; but alas! not adequate to his necessity. Although what I have done for him, has often called forth his gratitude in most expressive language, yet it was far from being of any essential service to him.
O How enviable the feelings of those, who not only have it in their power, by their benefi-
cence to stop the tears affliction, but whose generous solicitude often, often cause them to flow in copious streams of heart-felt gratitude.
I could think of no other method more laudable, or likely to make up this deficiency, than the one I have at present adopted. For that reason, it is hoped, the eye of scrutiny will not be too severe on a subject that was never intended for public inspection, which will appear obvious from the different periods in which they were written; but merely arranged in some little order, for the use of my friends after my exit; or for my own amusement at a future period, if I should live till my shattered bark attains some quiet harbour, exempt from all those storms and sudden squalls which often has threatened its de-
struction, while on life's voyage hitherto, when mine eye has forgot to weep for ills that are past, or Lethe's stream has washed them all away.
But O how short sighted are weak mortals! For that which I intended for my own private perusal while I lived, or for particular friends at my death, duty and affection to my dear father, has ushered into public notice, with all their faults and imperfections.
MARY QUEEN OF SCOTS was transcribed and connected by a well-wisher of mine, who has little time to spare from his own department; yet, with his usual politeness, took upon him that trouble.
The rest of my writings are just what nature formed them; or simply adorned with
any little improvement I was capable of giving them myself* . No one has added to their merit, (if they have any), nor can I accuse any person for their faults; indulgence, on that account, will be esteemed a favour.
But I do not write for fame. Your countenance I crave; nor clip too soon my untaught muse, ere it has strength of wing to soar beyond what it has yet attained. With out-stretched pinion it may mount aloft, and gain Parnassus' height, who knows, when favoured with the boon which now I claim.
THESE thoughts, relative to the sufferings of MARY STUART , hapless Queen of Scots, were occasioned by having in view for three years her place of residence, the palace of Holyrood House, that ancient seat of our Scottish monarchs.
When these cogitations at different times were first wrote down, (without any regard to measure,) it was with no other design than to give vent to my own feelings, on a subject in which I had ever felt an interest since I came back to Scotland.
They certainly appeared more poetical in their original state. For I find it extremely difficult to blend the sweetness of poesy with stubborn facts: and my own health, at the time I made the alterations, (and indeed almost ever since,) was so very precarious, and writing in particular such a hardship, that it was not in my power to bestow upon it that attention which the subject required, or that I, in happier circumstances might have been able to bestow.
But when I understood that with some more of my verses, there was a probability that these also would be published to the world, I found it absolutely necessary to introduce some historical truths, in order to elucidate in some degree the inference I could wish to have drawn, viz. Mary's innocence.
If I have at any time expressed myself rather too warm, it is because I have always thought, that MARY STUART , whatever her failings may have been, (and I believe there are few who will pretend to say they are exempt,) was exceedingly ill used, both as a sovereign, whose rights should not be infringed upon, and as a female, whose weakness, from the generous, will always meet with indulgence.
My instructions I have gathered from different authors; but in particular selected from "An Inquiry, Historical and Critical, into the Evidence against Mary Queen of Scots," and "An Examination of Dr Robertson, " and Mr Hume, with respect to that evidence.
DEPARTED
shade of MARY
, much reproach'd,
How oft I've view'd thy sufferings severe,
With faults contrasted: in my mind revolv'd,
And them arranged have, in dubious thought.
When thou appear'dst again in Scotland's Isle,
At thy return from France, in widow'd state,
And in the bloom of youth and beauty still,
Thy radiance shone bright, in highest sphere,
More lovely than the rest of woman;--they
Of robust make, in manners polish'd less,
And less exciting love; when thus compar'd,
In action graceful, in exterior fair,
With all the finer movements of the soul,
In a still more exalted mind possess'd:
(Tho' devious led in error's subtil maze,
Through many intricate and winding paths,)
Yet in the scale of worth, was higher rais'd,
Than all the vain embellishments of art,
The tinsel trapping of external glare,
Or gaudy pageantry, has e'er attain'd.
As the full moon, when free from wat'ry clouds,
Shines forth superior, midst surrounding stars,
Which hide their heads beneath her splendid rays,
So MARY
shone, with native pomp adorn'd,
And grac'd with ev'ry enviable charm,
At her return to Scotia's bleak domains,
To take possession of that fading crown,
(With cares and sorrows round about beset,)
Which prov'd, alas! the source of many woes:
Attended by a num'rous retinue
Of Nobles, come to gratulate their Queen,
And throng'd by those, who with amazement gaz'd,
And in loud shouts, re-echo'd their applause.
Adoring lovers, pressing thro' the crowd,
Pay ev'ry tribute of profound respect;
Lay all their honours at their sov'reign's feet,
Or humbly, at a distance, homage shew.
No wonder thou intoxicated
Till vengeful hate had low thy body laid,
Alas! how quick the change, from pleasure's height,
But when I call to mind those dire events,
My heart is pierc'd, and pity drops a tear,--
They force the room where she was set at meat,
Now all the woes that follow'd his decease,
Yet no allowance made there seems to be
Who seem'd to smile, as if her words and deeds
Within the lengthen'd course of eighteen years,
(Especially if they have some design,
Now disappointed in her fondest hopes,
She that same night, disguis'd in mean attire,
Those happy days for ever banish'd hence,
This last flagitious act to palliate,
As in that foul farrago will be found:
But were in judgment grievously misled;
Which subtile fowler warily has set;
O Liberty, inestimable prize!
How easily, by soft persuasion's voice,
Is led astray an unsuspicious heart!
Instead of welcoming the refugee
From jail to jail, she hastily was mov'd,
To strengthen hope, or anxious fears suppress,
Its varied tones has sometimes sadness cheer'd,
And now forsaken Mary, quite forlorn,
Against thee falsely, hapless Queen of Scots!
O Mary! had I lived during thy life,
My interest in thy favour I had us'd;
And is it wrong to plead another's cause?
For pity's the chief boon that I can give,
Whose false attractions prove themselves but vain,
The Jailer comes with key of pond'rous weight;
Bids thee for death immediately prepare;
In history the foul catastrophe
To be in pow'r and favour, near the throne
To Mary's grand deportment, I return,
In sympathy, all other feelings lost;
SHOULD
I attempt Augusta's praise
But if my muse Parnassus' height,
Till then this theme I'll not presume,
YE
gude for naething thrawn Dunny,
And that is, ca' at Mrs Rattat's,
That other folk meet wi' in their journey thro life,
MARGARETTA WEDDERBURN.
LAST
night, whan silence reign'd o'er a' the house,
That sought ilk hole, ilka nook and crannie,
Tho' mony mony a tummil it gied,
In eary
days, whan a' was calm, serene,
MAY
every blessing you attend,
And may a progeny arise,
And when arrived at age mature,
M. W.
Accept my thanks, 'tis all I have to give;
M. W.
These verses were occasioned by returning to the place
For friends are gone, and social mate,
One false step, would have seal'd our doom,
To meditate on matchless works
Whose tuneful throats, a lesson teach,
Employ'd, finish'd each web comes forth,
While some have told the merry tale,
R
enown'd afar the warrior chief,
O SAINTED
spirit of my parent dear,
Far other scenes has been your daughter's lot:
For many months, my strength debilitate,
Or point the way to where they soon must end;
A FAV'RITE
flow'r, while on its genial bed,
Surpassing each; this fost'ring care repaid.
Thus it shines forth in every varied glow,
But if while rearing it should chance to be
Ah! languid now, each fibre colour's faint,
Likeness of Margaretta, loss of friends,
ONE
melancholy week hath past in pain,
I would not give those dear delicious joys,
"There is a destiny in this strange world,
HOME.
ERE
now I've wish'd that I had never been;
At times I'm apt to think hard is the fate;
T
he man whom I could thus approve,
for M. W.
WITH
rapture and delight I oft admire
The season this, when Autumn richly pours
Now ev'ry scene looks gay, it yields delight,
Among the branches, feather'd choristers
And now retard my wond'ring eyes this eve,
Of skilful artist, when his pencil's dip'd
But as I upwards look again, how chang'd!
But in his absence not without solace,
Also those twinkling stars re-animate,
One lucid orb, more glitt'ring then the rest,
'Tis fourteen years since first I knew,
His language pure, august assemblies prais'd,
His sphere of action and his merits own'd,
At various games; among the rest
Expatiate on each varied theme,
A
s token of my skill, this gift I send,
R
etired from bustle, and the crowded scene,
LONG
may your little son, now lent,
May nothing ill, him e'er beset,
And when as through the thorny paths,
May each instruction then, bestowed
O may his mother's mildness shine
May all his conduct marked be
For comfort to his friends, may he
At length, when call'd to leave this earth,
STAY
traveller, stay, and view this silent tomb,
That heart alive, to friendship's finest touch,
Of what might make her happy, good and wise,
EDINA'S
cloud-cap'd hills and spires,
Your public domes where poor are fed,
Your seminaries that excel,
Your monument for Neilson
raised,
Your ships of commerce, pleasing sight,
Your lofty turrets, sculptur'd walls,
Farewell, from these romantic views,
Beneath some spreading tree reclin'd,
There I may weave the numbers smooth;
Within the shady grove retir'd,
Then wander by the burn so clear,
Then lean me down on Ancram bank,
Or ramble o'er the meadows green,
And health, if ever I regain,
Till then, unfit for arduous task,
And tho' I am at even-tide,
For bleak has blown the northern blast,
And in this place no relative*
,
Ah! scarcely three-and-twenty suns,
When death shot thrice his fatal dart,
An aunt, when entering in my teens,
Then silent anguish pal'd my cheek,
To form him with superior grace,
Taught with each virtuous sentiment,
Ah! now no more the rural walk,
From lips, where soft persuasion hung,
Those eyes that once with lustre shone,
My sorrow since I need not tell *
,
Affection's ties few now to boast,
Deprived thus of social friends,
Who still with fair pretence mislead;
Affliction's child since early day,
A lesson this, to wean me from
And now tho' pensive, sad I tread,
One comfort still, my father lives;
(If in my power bestow solace,
My native land, still more indear'd;
Anticipation's on the wing,
I go! *
--nor cast one lingering look,
Yet gratitude, for kindness shown,
And haply when I sleep in dust,
*It is not improbable, after reading the above lines,
the following inquiry may be suggested, what brought
M. W. to Edinburgh, if she had no relations in it?--
To such a question I could give this answer,--I have not
enjoy'd a good state of health for several years, (especially
in London); on that account I was advised by a medical
gentleman, who had attended me for some time, and others of my acquaintance, who knew I had been brought up here, to try the air of Scotland, thinking it might be
of service to me, and, if I got better, to continue there.
I readily acquiesced with their advice, as I had always a warm heart for Scotland, and its inhabitants. I made my arrangements accordingly, and came down here: But alas, circumstances prevented me from putting my original plan into effect, which was, if restored to any tolerable share of health, to settle at Dalkeith, the place of all others that I preferred; tho' I believe, there are individuals
residing there at this time, who will be best able to
judge whether I have had much reason to retain such an affection.
Filled with grief and disappointment I came to Edinburgh, where I have remained these six years. It is not at all times suitable, to make a change for every inconvenience; under what disadvantages I have persevered, this little book, will give some information.
(Signed) MARGARETTA WEDDERBURN.
Fate oft tears the bosom chords,
HOW
happy those days, when with health
With Edwy through meadows I stray'd,
A token of love I receiv'd,
When Edwy his passion reveal'd,
His ashes now rest in the urn,
Unheeded the song of the lark,
THIS
little book claims patronage,
For if one simple flow'ret bloom,
Each tint tho' faint may warmer glow,
To those who have with timely aid,
I'll dedicate more lively strains,
To where with anxious step I haste,
Delightful task! if gleam of joy,
An honest man, who has through life
For whose emolument alone,
The subject is of haughty scorn,
To friends, all-hail, R. T. the first,*
When thoughts in a poetic style,
And when by cruel destiny,
Such friendship founded on esteem,
Tis nine long years, since I have seen,
And always shall, while life remains,
My other friends I'll not forget
A good new year to all of you,
*Neglect, or prejudice from those who ought to have been my protectors when in danger, and my consolation in distress, the conseqnence
of such a procedure, has appeared too obvious in the complicated sorrows of my life to need any comment at this time.
God's ways are in the seas, his path in the great waters, his footsteps are not known; I desire submission to his sovereign will; for God is just in all his ways, although they appear unscrutable to weak, ignorant, and erring mortals. Nevertheless if it should be so ordered in his providence, that any of those persons to whom I allude read this passage, or indeed almost any part of this little volume, and cast one retrospective glance, on their conduct towards me. I am convinced that their own reflection, will readily admit of the truth of my assertion, and plead more powerfully in my behalf, than any demonstration I could give on the subject.
WHEN
I first gave consent to let some of my
writings be published, my design was, to leave
out those verses chiefly relative to my own concerns, or at any rate to abridge them; but when
I came to revise and correct them, ready for the
press, which brought to my recollection many
discouragements I had experienced, owing apparently in a great measure to the unprotected situation in which I had been placed in the bloom of
life, and marked the way to many sorrows, which
instead of diminishing, have conspicuously encreased with years, I soon discovered very
powerful motives for continuing them, and ra- ther being more explicit than consise
, as I at first
intended. The simple narrative comprised in
these pieces, is too true, which forms the best
apology that I can give, for the manner in
which it is described; as it may, without any
impropriety, be styled, a little history in verse,
under a variety of vicissitudes, with the feelings of the author on those occasions, pourtrayed in a diversity of colouring.
Born to an humble fortune, with a mind less
susceptible, I might glide through life without
many of the painful sensations I now feel, in
looking upon every disregard or incivility as an
insult: for I must confess, that in the solitary
situation which has been my voluntary portion
for a lengthened period, those feelings were at
all times too acute for the smallest appearance of
unkindness, or, it is likely, this book had never
existed.
MARGARETTA WEDDERBURN.
With adulation, so profusely given,
In draughts that stronger heads might giddy make,
And of their brains destroy the equipoise.
But if it was a crime to gain all hearts
Who on thee look'd, or ventur'd near thy charms,
Thy crime was venial, and had gain'd forgiveness;
If envy's fatal sting, and malice keen,
Had not thy ruin aim'd, yea aim'd so sure,
That nothing thought
of, could avert the blow,
Or ward the stroke from thy devoted head,
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And hous'd thee in the melancholy tomb;
That place--where rest-united friends and foes,
That dreary vault, free from the tyrant's rage,
Whose ashes mix with those they have oppress'd,
Nor 'mong the dead can claim pre-eminence.--
To all the ills of misery extreme:
Debas'd, insulted, in the very place,
Where formerly a di'dem was bequeathed;
Tho' some would, surely, pity thy distress,
And feel the mock'ry done their injur'd Queen.
A few short years, and all thy splendour ceas'd:
With term of life did last thy suffering!--
(Till then in conduct irreproachable,)
Which drove her rapidly along the tide,
And left her sinking, never more to rise,--
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Her love for Darnly
, with as sudden hate,
(His treatment of her might be some
excuse,
Too just a plea for love so ill repaid:)
He basely listen'd to aspersions false,
Nor strove to thwart the efforts of her foes.
Of this is Rizio's
death a striking proof:
A foreigner, who patronised was
For skill in music; favour'ed by the Queen,
And then advanc'd to more important trust:
On this account--look'd on with envious eye,
By those who wish'd a preference to gain;
Or might perhaps their liege imprudent deem,
For chusing one as Secretaire
of state,
His origin obscure, unknown to fame,
And likewise native of another clime.--
Yet other methods might have been devis'd
Him to supplant, than to bereave of life,
And in a manner hazarding the Queen's.
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And stabb'd the man who her protection claim'd,
Unheedful of his cries, or her distress,
Or yet respect to presence of the King,
(In this conspiracy associated,
As is aver'd by them who did the deed.)
One whom from exile she to honour rais'd,
Was not aware that he thro' her disgrace
His own most certain fix'd nay, urg'd and seal'd,
Who basely murder'd was by the same power,
With whom 'gainst MARY
he had join'd in league.
Here to portray would pain me to the heart.
If all were true against her that's alleg'd,
With deeds of wrong, my paper would be fill'd;
And in them I of MARY
would lose sight,
And substitute some demon in her stead.
Tho' she was superstitious certainly,
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For youthful errors, education's bent,
And the still worse effects of flattery;
Whose fascinating spell around her twin'd,
And prov'd the bane that blasted promis'd joys.
Bred up in France, that Court of manners gay,
Ideas lax, and morals not severe,
She early there those principles imbib'd,
To which, with latest breath she still adher'd:
And as a Queen, she claim'd her legal right,
To choose whate'er opinions she thought best.
Without engaging prudence as her guide,
(A worthy counsellor, and useful friend,
The want of which was fatal to her peace,)
Her fertile hopes were turn'd to barren waste;
For obstinate those tenets she retain'd,
That party rage but strengthen'd and confirm'd,
Surrounded by a train of sycophants,
Unworthy quite of love or patronage,
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Had met their approbation and esteem;
While of her foibles taking minutes down,
To serve their purpose in some time to come;
Tho' when with judgement more maturely crown'd,
For youthful passions, (which were crimes indeed
Of tarnish'd hue,) she might have well aton'd
By real contrition for her errors past,
And firm resolves to mend her future ways.
One might have thought that rancour would have ceas'd,
Ere usage harsh, or melancholy sad
Had changed her raven locks to silver grey:
But ah, hard case! her nearest relatives,
O'erleap'd each fence, and prov'd her deadly foes,
Whose wrath, 'gainst those they hate, nought can appease;
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In opposition to a claim more just:)
For those who injured are may soon forgive,
But those who injure very seldom do.--
Both as to power and domestic bliss,
Disasters complicate surround her steps,
Which penetration could not have foreseen,
And her
discretion could not then prevent.
An insurrection speedily took place:
The Queen, intending contest to disarm,
Deliver'd herself up at Carberry,
Into the hands of those mischievous men,
Who artfully allow'd him
to escape,
Who was accomplice in the daring crime,
Of which the poor deluded Queen's accus'd.
And, notwithstanding all the solemn vows,
And fair pretences of perfidious men,
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To frustrate all attempts to rescue her,
Was taken from her residence, th' Abbey,
(Whose turrets mouldering, and sculptur'd stones
Gone to decay, its ancient date proclaim,)
Then in Lochleven castle strait immur'd,
(And other places equally recluse)
Whose ruin'd walls a monument remain,
A waste, the stranger's notice to attract,
Who oft are told, " 'Twas there that MARY
dwelt."
There long pent up the Queen of Scotland was,
Who nature's ample fields had often rang'd,
And like the bee suck'd sweetness from each flow'r;
Which she as oft to all around diffus'd.--
From every store which loveliness imparts.
But now bereft of all that could delight,
When free as lark, whose matin song invites
To taste the freshness of the early dawn,
And join all nature with the voice of praise,
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With ev'ry pleasure of the varied scene:
Of royalty's external garb despoil'd,
And left to bear the taunt of rival hate,
Whose tongue malignant poison issues forth,
And taints the air with an infectious gale.
By most consummate artifice was found
A Casket, said to ascertain her guilt
So clearly, that it could not be denied;
Containing letters to the Earl of B.
On state affairs, and likewise love intrigues;
And furnish'd proof, that she had knowledge of,
And was concern'd in murder of the King.
A forgery entire, basely devis'd
By those who wish'd to arrogate her right!
A woman lost to ev'ry sense of shame,
Would scarce express herself in words so rude,
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Where loose love-letters, sonnets, politics,
Are immethodically intermix'd.
Unlike to her
, whose purity of style
And elegance of manner were well known,
And by the best historians evinc'd.
'Tis passing strange these writings were not seen
Till five days after MARY
was confin'd;
Which happen'd on the fifteenth day of June;
And what they build on as their proof of guilt,
Was not detected till the twentieth day.
Yet how ingeniously do enemies,
Even in an English court of equity,
Where these proceedings were unjustly weigh'd
By English peers and Scotch ambassadors,
Upon this box their accusation ground,
'Gainst Mary Stuart, hapless Qeeen
of Scots:
A futile subterfuge! and well seen through
By Noblemen, who shrewdly could discern,
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Or they had crush'd those vipers instantly,
Who thus undaunted 'gainst their sovereign,
Invented and held fast such calumny.--
Her marriage with the Earl, supposed to be
In plot, so villanous, deprav'd, and base,
Shew'd weakness to a very great degree.
I am not yet convinced of her guilt,
Whatever art is us'd t' establish it:
'Tis past a doubt, they say.--To whom? to none
But those against her greatly prejudis'd:
For of this action vile, him they acquit,
To bring about the end they had in view.
The simple Queen believes him innocent,
And by her folly, thus
her blame completes;
Complying with their own desire and grant.
Intangled in the web they jointly wrought,
Dreading no danger near, like witless bird,
That pecks, and pecks, unconscious of the snare
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Till scar'd by noise, or something that alarms,
It tries to mount--but tries, alas! in vain;
For feet are fix'd, beyond its power to loose!
With health united, dearest gem on earth:
Without thee, naught can please that wealth bestows;
And with thee, scanty fare affords content.
Ill guided Mary! yet deluded much;
For when young Douglas (touch'd with love for thee;
Or by ambition fir'd), contrived the means
For thy escape, from thy confinment
here,
Thy flight to England sum'd up all thy griefs:
Then liberty took leave of thee for ever.
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Thy character was credulous throughout;
But ne'er more strongly mark'd this trait appears
Than in this last unguarded hasty flight.--
Expecting sanction from thy greatest foe,
And still confiding in the specious mask
Of care profess'd for thy repute, by her
Who all the laws of truth had basely broke,
And wish'd for nothing more than thy dismay:
Who saw with jaundic'd eye, whate'er eclips'd
Her person, fame, or sovereign power:
Who all along most cunningly conceal'd
Those schemes, with well dissembled kindness,
Which by her influence had been promulg'd;
Those feuds, that in this kingdom then prevail'd,
By emissaries to her purpose firm,
Of tender ties who separation made,
By which the bond of union must be held,
With people rul'd, and those who guide the helm.
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With that respect due to a sister Queen,
And very near relation of her own;
Instead of list'ning to her tale of woe,
And lending help to mitigate her wrongs,
Or giving counsel for her future weal;
She tried by every means, her to mislead
With seeming courtesy, and vague excuse;
Message friendship breathing, or by letter,
Until her deep concerted schemes were ripe
For Mary's final and complete disgrace.--
Afraid, her injur'd look she durst not meet;
But shunn'd her presence by each faithless art:
Till Mary, blind no longer to her fate,
Recanted those concessions she had made;
Assum'd a firmness which her case inspir'd,
And conscious innocence strove to support:
But saw too late the net
which had been spread,
By fraudful guile, for her incautious steps.--
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And watch'd more closely by attendant spies.--
Is this thy cousin's kindness, much wrong'd Queen?
Respect and duty towards thee effac'd,
And treach'rous treatment made their substitute.
How oft has fancy brought thee to my mind,
In pensive, sad, and studious attitude,
With thoughts absorb'd in scenes for ever fled,
That wing their flight to realms of purer air:
Or, tun'd to woe, thy voice melodious
Accompanied thy lute, in plaintive notes,
Which had erewhile, in gay and lively strains,
When touch'd by thee, oft charm'd the ravish'd ear.
But now, responsive to thy feelings, moves
In softer cadance
, steals upon the sense,
And vibrates sweetly to each dulcet sound:
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But still it strives in vain to sooth despair;
Or when thy needle, ply'd with dext'rous skill,
And works produc'd, which yet admir'd remain,
And which employ beguil'd thy mournful hours,
When shut from converse with the grave or gay,
And no companions had, but menal slaves,
Unfit associates for Scotland's Queen!
Unless by kind exertions, to prevent
Thy ev'ry wish, and in their narrow sphere
Communicate the bliss they could bestow.--
Of every usual previlege depriv'd,
Which from a subject never was withheld,
Not ev'n from felons, in such dire distress,
Nor sons of France, who claim'd protection here;
To glut the spleen of one who, as a Queen,
In many things might greatly merit praise;
But as a female, not possessed of that,
Which ever should distinguish womankind.
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The crisis of her weary days arriv'd,
Accus'd of a conspiracy with those,
Who basely sought the Queen of England's life;
No friend in time of need to succour her,
To pour the balm of comfort in those wounds
Which bleed afresh, for every effort made
To stab her honour, or to blast her fame;
But those who artless, through mistaken zeal,
Or other causes, heighten'd her distress:
For to the most of them it fatal prov'd.--
Whate'er their motive, who her cause espous'd,
The Duke of N. deserv'd a better fate
Than what he met, desirous to befriend.
Of rank the highest in the English realm,
For many virtues preferable still;
Noble himself, sincere and generous,
But made the dupe of cant, and artifice.
He was betray'd by those confederate
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(Their triumph in iniquity was short:
The end of each was suited to his ways,)
Not all the protestations thou didst make
Of innocence, could in the least avail
In thy defence, to free thee from abuse,
To clear thy name, or save thee from the block.
A falling tear has dropt upon the word,
As if it wish'd wholly to blot it out.
Tears many oft from sympathy have flow'd,
When I indulg'd the tender thought, that thou
Deserv'dst a milder and less rigid fate,
Than what thy portion in this world appear'd.
And found thy name falsely impeach'd, I had
Thy cause espous'd, and join'd in thy defence:
And if by providence I had been rais'd
Above the bugle path which now I tread,
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In thy behalf had spent my influence;
Or endeavour'd, by candour's best advice,
And kind injunctions, wholly to disperse
Each prejudice that harbour'd in thy mind,
But hasten'd on thy meditated doom.
To feel their woe, participate their grief,
When harshly us'd and vilify'd, by men
Who now with words, or more offensive means,
The unprotected helpless can outbrave;
Who in the balance weigh'd might wanting seem,
Or shrink appall'd from scrutiny's keen search?
Then I am often guilty, I confess:
For those confin'd in dark and dreary jails,
My fellow-mortals plac'd in durance low,
Is oft to me sufficient cause to grieve;
Though they alone the smart must still endure!
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Or ardent wish that they more happy were.--
The die is cast
; no longer in suspense,
Your pre-determin'd destiny evolves;
For now you are convey'd to Fotheringay,
A castle strong, with bolts and bars secur'd,
And massy doors, through which is no retreat,
Without a mandate
for that end obtain'd.
But hark! there is a knock at the dread gate,
And certain 'tis a messenger of note
;
The sound of which thrills thro' the prisoner,
And fills her with alternate hope and fear.
Perhaps it is a friend, or Pastor kind,
To bring thee peace, and sooth thy troubled breast;
To point at prospects, bright'ning from afar,
Whose cheering influence might yet disperse
The gloom that long has round thy dwelling hung,
Or vex'd thy mind for many tedious years;
To fix thy thoughts beyond this earthly scene,
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(Many its sorrows, fleeting are its joys,)
Above the sky, the sun, the moon, the stars,
With ev'ry beauteous planetary sphere,
Or ought those mortal eyes could ever scan;
For mercy still in store.--Thy mind prepare,
And fortify for suff'rings yet to come.--
With quick, yet cautious haste, the door unlocks,
Which seldom us'd, grates harshly on its hinge,
As if its guests unwilling to admit.--
And, Mary, are they those thy hopes presag'd?
Ah, no! Elizabeth two trusty Earls
Has sent, to give thee notice, her decree,
Tho' long deferr'd, is aim'd against thy life.
The message, with no consolation fraught,
No word of comfort to thy lonely state,
But with the heart-alarming warrant, which
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For morrow's dawn sees thee a lifeless corpse!
Is drawn, by Dr Robertson and others,
In colours lively, delicate and just:
And any portrait I could now produce,
Would come far short of what my feelings are,
As well's the picture they so nicely paint.--
The mild demeanour of the Scottish Queen,
Condemn'd by one
who was in blood allied;
But not a drop that flow'd within her veins
Felt aught for Mary, but malignant hate.
Though with her finish'd craft, to blind the world,
She could pretend, (the cruel deed perform'd)
That she was much offended and abus'd,
And boldly said, without her leave 'twas done:
Then vengeance took on those weak instruments,
Who only acted by her own desire.
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Of any Monarch so capricious,
A very fickle fortune seems to me.
It is as if on point of craggy rock
A person stood, who ventures near the verge,
Where one false step may hurl to dark despair.
There is a day when secrets stand disclos'd,
And crimes like these will not forgotten be;
When innocence shall shine like morning light,
And fraud and vi'lence meet a just reward.
In view of death, so awful, dark, and sad.
Her fortitude, composure, dignity,
And calm submission to the fatal stroke,
When those who present were beheld the sight
Their eyes with tears were fill'd, their hearts with grief,
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And admiration, when they heard her words;
When enemies she readily forgave:
And kindly mention'd all who faithful were,
When trouble all around her overwhelm'd,
In terms affectionate, and due regard
For all their watching, toil, and service past:
Her humble suit, for pardon at the throne
Of mercy, truth, and undeserved grace;
With faith and hope, preferr'd to heaven's King,
Eternal, great, supreme, Almighty Lord.--
But all her manner, at the closing scene,
(To do it justice) ought to be pourtray'd,
In glowing language, by some abler pen.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEMS.
AUGUSTA.
March
7th,
1801.
With each peculiar grace,
One out-line
of her real worth,
My numbers ne'er could trace.
Attain, with full fledg'd wing,
My verse will take a noble flight,
Thy merit dare to sing.
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Lest I appear to aim
At honours to the wise belong,
And not the weak and vain.
To Miss M. Duncan,--Jan.
1800.
I wish I had eneugh o' money,
I on some elf wad spend a plack,
To bring ye here upon his back;
Then souse ye down among the snaw,
Tak to his heels, and rin awa,
And leave ye there your tale to tell,
As ye did me,--ye ken yoursel.
Sic treatment I could ne'er expected,
Frae ane that I sae weel respected.
But if ye do what I wish now,
I may forgie ye yet, I trou.
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And bring we ye ane twa three caps;
Whilk if ye do, without delay,
Some time I may the favour pay.
And whan that I am weel and canty,
I'se mak ye a' fu' blythe and vauntie,
I'se tell a tale, or sing a sang;
To ye a' the mirky night lang.
Neist time ye are at Mrs T's.
Gie my respects t' her, gin ye please,
An' thank her for a' favours past,
Before from hence I gang,
For gin I hae a kittle cast,
I winna need them lang.
Speer for that book I lent her last Monday was se'ennit.
An' gin she hae read it, awa wee ye bring it;
It may chear me a wee bit, whan dowie and wae:
I'se forget my ain cares, whan thinking of they
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Till death his ain-sel' put an end to the strife.
I'm unco ill, sae I this flite maun end,
Of nae sense, ye may say, eneugh is pennd'
Gie my regards to your auld father,
Your bonnie neice, and sonsy mither,
Your brithers three, and sisters twa,
An' gin ye like, among them aw,
Ye may put in yoursel.
Nae mair at present frae your muckle offended friend.
The Mouse. 1800.
Nae other thing was stirring, but a Mouse,
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In search it was, to fill its wee wamie,
But naething fand;
Sae into the cheese fa' it did loup, waes me!
An' there was hang'd.
To rid itsel';
But safe it was alake wi' wire an' wood,
As in a mill.
Than wee an eldritch squeel it turn'd the trap,
While I wi' pity felt for its mishap;
An' never in my life was sae inclin'd,
To free a beast that was of vermin kind.
Than aw was quiet,
But my distemper'd brain, that sleep had fled,
An' left my thoughts
To roam at large o'er scenes of promis'd joy,
My mind had form'd,
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An' mild within.
Alas how changed! for they are fled for aye,
And in this world they never can return.
Verses addressed to R. T. who desired me to write
to him, if the papers contained only the letters
of M. W.--January,
1st.
1802.
Which this new year affords,
May peace with plenty at your gates,
display their ample hoards;
May friendship still, with unity,
within your walls preside,
And angel seraphs guarding still,
Her whom you make your bride.
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To bless the nuptial bands,
Whose fame for science arts and arms,
May spread to distant lands.
O may your sons with manly grace,
Their father imitate;
And daughters fair, with virtues rare,
Their mother's heart elate;
May they their parents bless,
With likeness of themselves encreas'd,
In every loveliness.
All this I wish with mind sincere,
For him who is my friend:
Now may I add two letters more,
And thus my rhyming end.
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A Paraphrase, when recovering from a severe fit
of Illness.
--1805.
Except the Lord a blessing give;
But when he does, the smallest aid
Restores my health, and bids me live.
With Sickness sore and pain;*
One single fiat can revive,
And raise me up again.
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O daughter cheerful be,
Thy faith on him, who has the power
To cure, hath healed thee.
Thy sins are all forgiven;
Live to God's honour while on earth,
Then join his praise in heaven.
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The One united three,
Be glory; as it is in heav'n,
On earth so let it be.
But when with wealth endow'd, I'll more bestow
On gentlemen, whose time, their health, and strength,
With every brilliant talent they possess,
Devoted is for public weal. Alas!
My wishes and my power but seldom join:
Yet rather let me every ill endure
That can befal a wretch forgot by those
Who once were kind, than ere have reason to
Reproach myself with that base name, INGRATE.
A Hymn, selected from among five or six, that
were composed at the age of fourteen.
Do thou revive my drooping mind,
And may I live by faith on thee,
And taste of pleasures most refin'd.
O dissipate the gloom;
And let not any sinful thought
Within my heart have room.
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The fading joys of sense,
And fix'd my heart on things above,
Where God my treasure is.
And own me for thy child,
And still improve in all thy ways,
With temper meek and mild.
Ascendency o'er me,
But ev'ry hour, with anxious care,
Approve myself to thee.
Live in thy fear and love,
And ev'ry night rest in the same,
Till safe arriv'd above.
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I humbly beg from thee,
Then will I praise thee evermore,
Amen, so let it be.
Dalkeith, on the happy days I have enjoyed with-
in its bonny bounds.
where I was brought up (about six miles from Edinburgh)
after several years absence.
How have I wish'd to see
Its ancient spire, each lowly cot,
As it was wont to be.
But fill'd my heart with woe,
The different aspect which it wears,
Oft cause the tears to flow.
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Of aunt who did me rear,*
From infant days instruction gave,
And taught me to revere
Which gratitude demands
From me, as long as life doth last,
A stately fabric stands.+
With artchitect
so rare,
In beauty and magnificence,
Few with it may compare,
To me its charms are fled,
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Are number'd with the dead.
With life's gay morn in view;
Cold apathy no cherish'd guest,
For ev'ry scene was new.
Each pleasure then in store,
And night her sable mantle spread,
E'er we our sports gave o'er.
We danc'd the hours away,
Or tried our skill at some new feat,
We had acquired that day.
When wheel was going round,
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That one had sure been drown'd.
Just by the hanging leaves,
Or list'ning to the sound they made,
With every passing breeze.
That led to iron mill,
O'er wooden bridge, which safe conveyed
To where my friend did dwell. *
Would Christiana find,
In the garden wat'ring flowers,
Or arbor cool reclin'd.
And leave the giddy throng,
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Of power supreme alone.
Now shines a saint in light,
Who knew her worth to say with me,
Her memory dear unite.
Remember'd oft I ween,
Thro' life and usual haunts where we
E'er now, have happy been.
When walking forth to view
The verdant field, the spangled thorn,
Bedeck'd with morning dew.
With birds from every spray,
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To sing the vocal lay.
By Lougton or bridgend,
To gather strawberries that grew,
Spontaneous from their stem.
Our search for mulberry leaves,
Their labour in return for food,
Was always sure to please.
Those insects first appear,
Yet thousands from their silken stores,
Are clothed every year.
In work of different dye,
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A charming Butterfly.
Excel in useful art,
In solitude the place to learn
To act the brightest part.
With unison of mind.
Alternate read historic page,
Till ev'ning rays declin'd.
Nor did we think of home
Till town clock bell with usual peal,
Gave warning to return.
And plied our seam, or spun,
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And others they have sung.
While all around did weep;
Each task perform'd for bed prepar'd,
And there felt fast asleep.
For every night, we sunk in calm repose;
Nor carping care, that bane to peaceful rest,
We still with joy to meet each other rose,
Or hail'd the morning dawn.
*Mrs C. Binny.
+Mr Davidson's Grand Hotel.
*Mis
C. Hutcheson, of the iron mill.
MARGARETTA
WEDDERBURN.
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An Acrostic, occasioned by the death of Lord Nel-
son, at the memorable battle of Trafalgar, Oc-
tober
21st,
1805, sent to General Taylor, Jan.
1, 1806.
O
beys the mandate, which declares
B
ritannia's sons must haste to arms,
E
xpel the foe who England dares.
R
esolved to conquer or to die,
T
o fall like Nelson, not to fly;
T
ill vengeance, death, or victory,
A
nd peace restor'd to Britain's Isle.
Y
our laurels won, with arduous toil,
L
et friendship form the wreath your brows intwine,
O
ft praise your matchless worth in prose or rhyme,
R
eturned the strength and honour of your native clime.
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The Effusions of sorrow.
March the
12th,
1807.
Like ills with these I feel, you never knew;
For under eye of loving mother rear'd,
A father excellent, devout, exact,
And favour'd with protection of those guides
Of infant days, and inexperienc'd years;
Beneath their wings arriv'd at age mature,
Ere adverse fate your humble dwelling chang'd.
Upon a much lov'd youth was then bestow'd,
Whose conduct has thro' life him worthy prov'd.
Oh! such a partner! virtuous and discreet.
Alas! for me, too soon she left the earth;
But for herself, remov'd to richer soil,
To bliss perpetual, and triumphant joy.
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No mother's watchful, unremitting care,
To form the genius of my youthful mind,
Or smooth the rigour of afflicted hours.
The loss of other friends, while young in years,
And the neglect of those who yet remain'd,
With various ills my life severely tried.
Originating thus from this sole cause,
Without a guide, was thrown on the world's stage,
And wanting skill to shun dissembling fraud,
With sorrows complicate my heart prob'd deep.
The autumn of my days already come;
For lurking cares long since my bloom decay'd,
And wasted hath my youth before its time.
With sickly languor, or corroding pain;
And when on bed of languishing confin'd,
No relative to succour in distress,
Each anxious thought, by soft persuasion sooth
.
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Thus kindly mixing in the cup of woe,
A palliative with the bitter draught;
Then wipe the big drop from the palid cheek,
Or spread the couch for weary head to rest.
Instead of these attentions from my own,
Which much affliction renders doubly dear,
The chief part of my life 'mong strangers been,
And none but strangers in my griefs have shared.
The Rose.--April
13. 1807.
Salubrious air, from noxious vapours free,
And screen'd from piercing cold, or drifting show'r,
For frag'rance, and in beauty doth excel:
With early culture crown'd, its leaves expand,
Amongst its compeers seen in fairest hue,
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And dropping dew its sweetness still improves;
Or when an ev'ning breeze blows gentle gales,
Exhales around its delicate perfumes,
And stands confess'd unrivel'd in the shade.
When morning dawns, with blessings ever new,
Displays its loveliness to rising sun,
Now cherish'd by his vivifying rays.
Admir'd by all, and by the fair
While with their cheeks it vies in beauteous tint,
Each one exclaims, What an elegant rose!
Sudden transplanted to some bleaken soil
Or barren, rather unfrequented waste,
There plac'd alone, amidst impendent storms,
No more the dew-drop glisters on its stem,
Or gives a brightness to its silken folds.
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And early blossoms sickly at the core,
Lovely it bends, deprived of genial warmth,
Or timely aid to raise its drooping form.--
'Tis fragrant still, but moisture is decayed,
And for sweet scent, it only can be priz'd.
If scorching beams pervade at noon day hour,
Or chilling blast, when comes the close of eve,
Should light upon its now unsheltered top,
How soon it withers on its tender stalk,
Or only pining bows its head and dies.
Unkindness and neglect, like keen north winds,
Or such as parch the desert burning suns,
Hath nip'd her prospects from their early dawn,
And stampt the colour of her future years.
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September the 22nd.
1807.
This day still more with apprehensive dread,
Oh does my father live, or is he gone,
To yonder happy clime, exempt from all
His pains and toils on earth?--Yes, sure 'tis true,
Those tears are wip'd, which oft for me he shed;
In silent anguish down his grief worn cheek,
When he has thought how hard hath been my lot.
No Mother's care, to point my heedless steps,
Or teach my feet to walk in paths secure.
Chill blows the blast, and cold around my heart,
And opens every pore that bleeds afresh,
For ills accumulate, sustain'd long since,
And might have been forgot by vulgar minds,
Who think of nought beyond their present ken,
But what their daily hourly wants suggest.
Would that were me! But no; for there are times
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These solitary, musing pensive thoughts,
For all the wealth that both the Indias prize.
October
21, 1809.
"Which oft decrees an undeserved doom.
"Let schoolmen tell us why."
But that is wrong, a crime, (which heaven forgive,)
To murmur at those ills which man's great Lord
Decreed that he should suffer while on earth,
To try his faith, his patience, and his love;
To fit him for those joys, for him prepared
In realms of peace, beyond the reach of woe;
Where neither envy, slander vile, nor hate,
Or mark'd hypocrisy shall enter in.
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Of those, no husbands have to cheer their state,
And ward the blow that's threaten'd at their fame;
Or sympathizing friend at hand, into
Whose bosom they may pour without restraint,
The sad effusions of their woe-fraught hearts,
When calumny's dread fang o'erwhelms their minds
With sorrows plaint, and likewise dire dismay.
Oh may I be enabled to sustain,
What I could not foresee or yet prevent;
In meek submission to His will supreme
Who knows my frame, and will support the load,
Which in his providence I'm doom'd to bear.
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An Acrostic to a Young Gentleman, who ask'd me
the day before, why I was not married yet.--
May
4, 1808.
H
ath not to me his love avow'd,
O
f manners free and debonair,
M
ight with a prince himself compare;
A
sprightly youth, and free from spleen,
S
ocial, good natur'd, and serene,
C
andidate for the wreath of fame,
A
much respected honour'd name.
L
et every blessing crown his head,
L
et every day diffusive spread,
A
ll joys unknown before,--
N
ow when with such a mate I'm blest,
A
nd former griefs are lulled to rest,
N
ew pleasures are in store
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The Sky, or a Description of a fine Evening:
August
17. 1808.
Jehovah's works that come within my view,
Himself exceeding admiration's ken,
Or ought that I could fancy that is great,
Is good, is glorious, without compare.
Prolific bounty o'er this fav'rite isle.
Here universal peace and plenty reigns,
While beasts, and birds, and insects feed around.
And when their thirst is quench'd at limpid stream,
In sportive gambols spend the live-long day.
Till sober eve invites to rural walk,
By humble hedge-row, deck'd with foliage green,
To smell the fragrance of the scented briar.
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And fits the mind to wonder and adore.
Have sung their ev'ning lay, and are retir'd
To rest their downy wings, till morning dawn.
All but sweet philomel, her notes prolong'd
Swell with the breeze, in charming symphony,
To sooth the lover's woe, that wanders forth,
(When absent from the maid his heart holds dear,)
Alone to vent his plaint. Pensive and sad
He seeks the shade, and shuns each vulgar joy.
Thy song, sweet bird, hath lull'd his griefs to rest,
While pleasing hope restores his fancied bliss.
With divers hues, and beauties manifold.
The sky in azure clad, serene and clear,
By sun's decline, just tinged with florid gold;
And not the most elaborate assay
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In ev'ry varied tint he hath prepar'd,
A form so lovely ever could produce
To gazer's eye, as that I now behold.
The clouds seem hov'ring round, with moisture fill'd,
From vapours gather'd and laid up for use,
(By sov'reign will of him who all commands,)
And liberal sends on earth their copious show'rs,
The water ev'ry flow'ret, tree, and plant,
That else would languish, wither, and decay,
If long withheld from vegetation's store,
The liquid juice that makes all nature bloom.
But while my thoughts o'er various prospects rove,
Or fix'd intent on some peculiar space,
Behold the day's most splendid visitant,
His pow'rful beams withdrawn to other climes,
And cheering warmth hath left our hemisphere.
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The moon appears with milder radiance,
Her influence benign and fainter glow,
With each revolving planet as it rolls,
Performs her destin'd circuit through the sky,
Tho' not like sparkling emanation,
Of dazz'ling, grand, majestic god of day,
When he shines forth in full meridian blaze;
Or when his rising beauties streak the east,
And brightness gilds the lofty mountain's brow;
Yet peaceful and serene, she sheds her light
Around the globe, diffusing happiness,
With less obtrusive unoffending lustre.
With their resplendant rays, the dusky night.
Throughout the vast expanse, those gems appear,
(Beneficent that Power that plac'd them there,)
When they withdraw, darkness reigns absolute,
And throws around a joyless total gloom.
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'Tis called the star of eve, and strikes the eye,
Amidst the num'rous throng, with circled sphere,
Surpassing, and more refulgent brightness.
Annexed to the Sky, a Paraphrase.--August
18,
1808.
That Morning Star so bright,
Which rising on our darken'd world,
Dispell'd the gloom of night.
Appear his rays divine;
The mist of error to disperse,
And make each virtue shine.
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Each myst'ry to unfold,
Which handed down, from age to age,
By prophets were foretold.
In ignorance obscure,
With superstitious rites profan'd,
His intellectual power.
Completely envelop'd;
Freed from its baneful influence,
He scarcely could have hop'd.
The Gentiles to enlight,
And of his people Israel,
The glory, strength, and might.
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All praise in earth and heaven,
But whose exalted name is far.
Above all blessing given.
Verses occasioned by the death of Andrew Cassels,
Esq. Judge of the Colony at the Cape of Good Hope.
He departed this life on the
7th of
January,
1809.
That person, which I much regret,
This tribute to his memory due.
To Miss Harriot Cassels I inscribe, and with respect.
Now silent laid in melancholy tomb,
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Approv'd abroad, and much belov'd at home.
In mournful accents, while the tears do flow;
His timely solace in the hour of need,
Hath sweeten'd oft the bitter cup of woe,
Then with his best advice direction give,
And sympathy in trouble he bestow'd,
Which I'll remember ever while I live.
When first the news struck solemn on mine ear!
In colours vivid as the opening rose,
My grief in liveliest tint would then appear.
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That vents itself in outward show, and loud,
Or trickling tear, which down the cheek doth move,
Retir'd afar from all the noisy crowd.
That final debt which mortals all must pay?
When the grim tyrant points his barbed dart,
The summons each one quickly must obey.
These empty titles of a great renown?
Like blazing meteor, while on it we gaze,
It breaks, dissolves, and all its glory gone,
Then Cassels sure bid fair for lasting fame,
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Each worldly honour, and a deathless name.
And transitory every pleasure giv'n,
May our concern be, while on earth we stay,
To gain a name immortaliz'd in heaven.
Another on the same subject.
With honest men still compass'd be,
His subjects to protect;
And when our Prince shall rule the state,
May officers that on him wait,
Like Cassels gain respect.
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From all to whom his worth was known,
To speak his praise is due.
He still would plead the injur'd cause;
The villain shackle by the laws;
A terror not to few.
As judge, an arbiter of right,
May long his loss deplore,
Whose talents rare was much employed,
In usefulness to many round,
Let sound from shore to shore.
To leave this world he did prepare,
His mind to tranquillize;
To quit this frail and mortal coil,
For a more rich and fertile soil.
Immortal in the skies.
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Scenes of youth, or the Days of other Years,--
1809.-- In two parts.
PART I.--Remembrance.
Like dream by night away are fled,
Or rose that's pluck'd, which soon doth fade,
And quickly all its honours shed.
The daisied bank where I have been,
For butterflies prolong'd the chace
With play-mates, oft from morn to e'en.
Companions, volatile and gay,
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The choice at shuttle-cock to play.
And then to strike it all our aim;
Which warily with battle-door,
Was oft rebounded back again.
Then run with speed to
Thus health, with exercise combin'd,
While early we renew'd the chace.
Or climb the steep of Highgate hill;
Those scenes remote, yet once injoy'd,
And leave a pleas'd remembrance still.
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'Tis call'd Caen Wood by men of lore,
Where long his Lordship did preside,
The dread of knaves in days of yore.
With birds that wing from tree to tree,
Green pasturage for lowing herds,
For lambs that bleat, or frisk with glee,
With hemlock, weed, or nettle crown'd,
But industry and healthful toil,
Diffusing plenty all around.
Which Fitzroy Farm luxurious yields,
Where great Southampton held his seat,
The lord of all those ample fields.
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By those who knew his native worth;
For mildest virtues much esteem'd,
Far, far above his rank or birth.
Descendant from, by genial line;
Those deeds heroic prov'd them such,
As grac'd the annals where they shine.
A garden neat, with fruits well stor'd,
With herbs and flow'rs of various kinds,
Which comfort and delight afford.
Tho' once the dwelling of my sire,
A pleasing haunt for thinking mind,
Or those who feel poetic fire.
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The tulip, rose, or lilly fair,
And glowing pink my sisters rear'd,
With humbler foliage spreading near.
Plac'd on the sloping bank so green,
Which overlooks the op'ning glade,
The waving corn, and blossom'd bean.
The apple sweet, with filbert rare,
The orlean plum, or downy peach,
The wall-nut fine, with juicy pear.
That round our cot in clusters hung,
The power of which, to glad the heart,
Our ancient bards have often sung.
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Or speak the Gentle Shepherd's love.
While parent list'ning to our song,*
Would often smile, and oft approve.
Each precept on the thought to bind,
Whose lessons and whose memory still,
Around my heart shall be intwin'd.
To touch the feelings of the soul,
Or pathos strong by reason's aid,
To keep the passions in controul.
Instruction for our future years,
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Till mind illum'd, shone thro' a tear.
Each strove to gain the well earn'd prize
For task performed, by sire bestow'd,
While pleasure sparkled in his eyes.
*Hampstead and Highgate are two sister hills, about
four miles distant from London.
*The grove at Highgate.
*My father, who was a native of Scotland, (as was also
my mother,) took great complacency in hearing my
sisters, (and me in particular,) repeat the comedy of the
Gentle Shepherd, in the Scottish style.
Part 2d.--Regret, mixed with hope.
Such privilege till fully grown!
While I, deprived of fost'ring care,
The various ills of life have known.
Few social joys have I to boast,
Or intercourse with kindred souls,
But still with anxious cares am tost.
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An absentee from natal home;
And from my much lov'd father's house,
An exile have been doom'd to roam.
O Scotia, generous warmth impart!
Your kindness I will oft retrace,
And bind it near my woe-fraught heart.
For all the wrongs I have endur'd,
Are long since number'd with the dead,
And in the silent tomb immur'd.
Hath often sooth'd my troubled mind,
Are now remov'd to distant lands,
And in their stead, how few I find.
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Wipe from my cheek the tricking tears,
That cheek, which once the bloom of health,
But now the hue of sorrow wears.
Depress the mind, superior grown
To aught there is in fortune's smiles,
Or yet by folly's vot'ries known.
That when the storms of life are past,
My weary soul, will then find rest,
Where joys triumphant ever last.
With agile steps pursue my way,
Till I arrive where spirits wait,
To welcome me to realms of day.
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Of angels bright, and sons of men,
To Father, Son, Spirit divine,
A never ending glorious theme.
An Acrostic, sent to Dr Alexander Reid, with a
Watch Paper, July
27th
, 1809.
L
et it but please, as coming from a friend,
E
ach wish gratified, I had in view,
X
anthus, may then with usual speed pursue,
A
nd neigh, and foam, when trumpet sounds to arms,
N
o harpy's breed, shall e'er your breast alarm,
D
etermin'd in your way, still onward move,
E
ach act commended, by those friends who love
R
eanimated while they yet approve.
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E
ach thought connected, and your mind serene,
I
n life pass through, without a vicious stain,
D
etraction's efforts, impotent and vain.
Verses addressed to Mr F. A. at the birth of his
first child; born in August,
1809.
To you a pleasure prove,
And may each anxious care be crown'd,
With gratitude and love.
Or dangerous disease,
But as he grows in days and years,
At least succeed to please.
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Of life, he bends his step,
May parents' wings him shelter give,
Him guide and still direct.
To form his infant mind
Far virtuous deeds, be all your aim,
Each precept still to bind.
In what he does or says,
And manly sense with it combine,
In all his future ways.
[This line is corrected in manuscript after "conduct" to read "thus be marked" in original printed edition. Ed.]
With uprightness and truth,
And never any sinful course,
Pervade his days of youth.
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Be blest with many years,
With health of body, peace of mind,
To dissipate their fears.
May a more sure abode
Be open'd wide, him to receive,
In presence of his God.
Epitaph.--May
19, 1810.
Where there is nought remains, but food for worms,
Of one who strove, aright to act her part,
But was repulsed, and died with broken heart.
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Yet keen resentment felt, alas! too much
For cold neglect, it scarcely worth her care,
Who had, in some respects, so large a share.
And always has been, the most highly priz'd,
By the discerning few. * * * * * * *
* * * * * * * * * * * * * *
The Author's farewell to Edinburgh.
--1810.
With castle-rocks, and cannon's roar,
These fortresses which guard your coast,
Encompass'd by the sea-girt shore.
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Instruction given by wholesome laws,
To many a useful citizen
An honour to your country's cause.
And laurel branch has oft obtain'd,
For rearing sons of lit'rature,
To distant Isles are justly famed,
His martial trophies to proclaim,
Whose deeds of arms at Trafalgar,
Strove Britain's empire to maintain.
At anchor, or while under way,
The prospect grand from Calton Hill,
Which all those various scenes display.
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With craigs, and lochs, and crystal springs,
Your buildings of superior height,
With ancient seat of Scottish Kings.
In search of health, I haste away,
To Woodburn's cool sequester'd shade,
Excluded from Apollo's ray.
Made vocal by the warbling choir,
In concert with their melody,
Will help to harmonize his lyre.
When free from anxious cares and strife,
Which oft pervade my footsteps here,
Harrass my mind, imbitter life.
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Converse, with wisdom, and attend
To what she dictates, pleasant path,
And safety at my journey's end.
Exempt from storms or sudden squall,
Or onward move through Lothian glen,
To view the white-foam'd water fall.
To listen to its dashing roar,
Till down meand'ring stream it glides,
Like passions, spent which rage no more.
Then pull the gowan from the lea,
With peace, contentment in my train,
Enjoy the bliss of liberty.
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Those talents, which neglected lie,
Within my sphere of usefulness,
I will endeavour to employ.
The powers of action not in tune;
With thoughts perplex'd, and strength decay'd,
I languish now from morn till noon.
To all appearance cheerful gay,
'Tis but the fume of plant infus'd,
And vapor-like, soon flies away.
Upon my unprotected head,
Since I came here, and nights and days,
The tears of sorrow make me shed.
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To sooth my mind, when grief and smart
Depress my spirits, dim mine eyes
With torrents, and a woe-fraught heart.
Revolving years to me were shown,
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And thrice he laid in silent tomb
A mother, when but six years old.
My hardships since, here to relate,
A mournful tale it would unfold.
Ere furrowed by the hand of time,
Deploring long a much lov'd youth;
Alas! he droop'd in manhood's prime.
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Both art and nature had design'd;
His countenance exceeding fair,
Was the bright index of his mind.
Which prov'd itself in actions rare;
In manners, and in words discreet;
How few with Edwy could compare.
At eve, where fertile scenes rejoice,
With him in pleasing converse, while
I listen'd to his soothing voice.
To attract the ear or charm the heart;
For ever lost their wonted skill,
Repell'd by death's unerring dart.
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And spoke each thought, in pleasure drest,
Are now obscur'd with sable shroud,
Clos'd in his narrow house at rest.
Nor yet the mark'd disdain of such,
As are in happier plight * * * *
* * * * * * * * * *
And of those few removed afar,
The most of them, to other climes,
Engag'd amidst the din of war.
Expos'd to shrewd design of those,
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More dangerous such than worst of foes.
Too apt, to lean on broken reed,
A frail support which soon gives way,
Or stands aloof in time of need.
Each fading sublunary joy,
Or trusting ought but bliss secure,
Which pow'rs combin'd cannot destroy.
If once our mortal conflict's o'er,
This cheering hope, in happier skies,
Friends meet again to part no more.
To Anglia I again return;
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To him, for me who oft doth mourn.)
There, wrapp'd in clay, my mother lies,
To where affection draws me hence,
Before death close my father's eyes.
I haste to meet a parent's love,
Receive a blessing from his lips,
And feel it ratify'd above.
On all the various charms of town,
Far better pleas'd with filial care,
The calm retreat and russet gown.
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Within my heart shall always rest;
And may the stranger's friend, each one,
In Scotia's Isle, be ever blest.
With soft regret perhaps the few
Who love me, drop a friendly tear,
And call to mind my last adieu.
April
10, 1811.
*
That nature finest strung.
*In all my removes on this side heaven, may I be enabled to attend the conduct of Divine providence, and
acknowledge God in all my ways, who guides me with
his eye, least I should at any time depart from him.
Song.
I tasted the freshness of morn!
Then sweet was the song of the lark,
While the dew-drops bespangled each thorn.
While the dew-drop, &c.
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View'd with pleasure the full-bending corn,
Then cull'd the sweet flow'rets that bloom'd,
For a chaplet my head to adorn.
For a chaplet, &c.
Which since in my bosom I've worn,
Then warbled my thanks with the lark,
While the dew-drops bespangled each thorn.
While the dew-drops, &c.
I never once laugh'd him to scorn;
For his language, devoid of all guile,
Was pure as the dew-drops of morn.
Was pure, &c.
And I am left pensive and lorn,
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Or the dew-drops that spangle each thorn.
Or the dew-drops, &c.
An address to my Friends, when it may be sup-
posed, that they have read the Contents of this
Volume.
Though merits are but few;
O save it from the Author's fate*
,
Till twice you read it through.
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Upon such barren ground,
Then cherish it till fragrance shed,
Its influence around.
When plac'd in fertile soil,
And various, beauties, still improv'd,
Reward your care and toil
Thus favour'd my design,
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When I'm in milder clime.
To sooth a father's care
(Who oft to heaven, for my return,
Hath sent his ardent prayer.)
Shine on his latest years;
I'll think the effort well repaid,
That dries a parent's tears.
Maintain'd integrity,
Alas! in more advanced age,
Reduced to penury.
This trial of my skill,
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Or meets with right good will.
That dignified my verse,
Who found, or fancied genuine worth,
In what I did rehearse.
Selected from among
My prose or rhyme, I sent to him,
He patroniz'd my song.
Deprived of those I lov'd,
He gently strove persuasively,
To have those griefs remov'd.
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Is not a shade, a name,
Unchang'd through each vicissitude,
It still remains the same.
My generous patron's face,
Yet always in my heart of hearts,
He has retained a place.
Or reason granted me,
I will remember with regard,
Each kindness done for me.
But ever grateful prove,
For countenance that they have shown,
Which testify'd their love.
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And many a return,
Is my last wish, I take my leave,
Your friend, M. WEDDERBURN.
*The Honorable General Robert Taylor.
CONCLUSION:
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April
10th,
1811.