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[Title Page]
BY
Aberdeen:
Printed for the Author, by J. Chalmers & Co.
And sold by all the Booksellers.
1805.
THE FOLLOWING LITTLE WORK,
PUBLISHED UNDER
THE GENEROUS PATRONAGE
OF HER HIGHLY
DISTINGUISHED NAME,
Is Inscribed,
WITH THE MOST PROFOUND RESPECT,
BY
HER GRACE's
MUCH OBLIGED
AND EVER GRATEFUL
HUMBLE SERVANT,
CHRISTIAN MILNE.
SINCE
yet no Author e'er did introduce
His Works to notice, without some excuse,
And "books had better want a title page,
"Than want a PREFACE,"
cries each learn'd sage,
Be't known--'mid all who pant for public fame,
That one more modest ne'er put in a claim
To be enroll'd an Author, than the mean
Unletter'd--female Bard of ABERDEEN
!
In BURNS
and BLOOMFIELD
, Poets fondly prized,
'Tis only wond'rous that, when criticis'd,
Their works should Nature's brightest charms display,
In verse correct as MILTON
, POPE
, or GAY
;
Yet, 'mid these frowns of Fortune here detail'd,
In cases similar to the present*
, the writer of
the above prefatory Address is aware, that great
critical skill has been displayed in arranging the
materials of the author, and in pointing out, as
they arise, the beauties of composition, and the
force of genius; but, it is presumed, that the
gifts of Nature, like Nature itself, have only, in
order to excite admiration, to be left in possession
of their original simplicity, being
"What is Taste--but the internal pow'rs,
In order, however, to indulge the laudable curiosity of the reader, eager, no doubt, to be made
acquainted with the history of a female who, without EXTERNAL
aid from birth or education,
--"Must look WITHIN
to find
"I was born in the town of Inverness, on the
15th of May, 1773. My father, THOMAS
ROSS
,
a native of Aberlour, and son of a farmer in that
parish, was a house-carpenter and cabinet-maker:
he was esteemed by his acquaintance as a good
tradesman, and one possessed of great natural talents. My mother, MARY
GORDON
, was daughter of CHARLES
GORDON
, for many years schoolmaster at Slains, and next at Cruden, in Aberdeenshire, and afterwards in the town of Forres,
in the county of Moray. When age and want of
sight unfitted him for the office of a teacher, he
became a tide-waiter at Inverness, in which situation he died. My father and mother, after their
marriage, settled also in the town of Inverness,
where my mother, with eight of her children, lies
interred.
"From Inverness my father removed to the New
Town of Auchintoul, in Banffshire. I was put
to school in that village, and my father often told
me that I read well at five years of age. I remember, when only six years old, to have had great
delight in reading the poetry in MASON
's COLLECTIONS
; and, even at that early age, attempt-
ed to make words for the tunes most familiar to
my youthful ear. When any visitor gave me a
few halfpence, I laid them out in purchasing paper, on which, when I could write, I copied all
the scraps of poetry that came in my way, but never did I think of writing down my own compositions; on the contrary, I made it a rule to conceal
my having such things imprinted on my memory.
"When about twelve years of age, I recollect having repeated a song to a person of my acquaintance, but, no reply being made, when I told her
I had composed it, I was led to suspect that she
did not believe me; on this account I never again
made a similar discovery.
"Having come to Aberdeen, however, when
about fourteen years of age, I began to write down
my little pieces; though, having no opportunity of
shewing them to people of education, I had the
mortification to find myself laughed at, and called
idle by my fellow servants.
"About a year after I left my father's house at
Auchintoul, he was induced to settle at Stonehaven, in the county of Kincardine, by a gentleman
in that neighborhood, who, finding his affairs in
confusion, left the country; at the same time leaving my father, whom he had induced to join him
in some money transactions, to suffer for his credulity, by having all his property, his body clothes
only excepted, seized for the behoof of creditors.
To add to our distress, we were at this very period informed of the death of my only surviving
brother, he being drowned on his first voyage, as
a sailor, on board the John of Aberdeen, Captain
STOREY
, master.
"The death of my brother, and his own embarrassed situation, threw my father into a state of
melancholy and disease, of which he never entirely
got the better. His spirit could not brook the idea
of working as a journeyman in a country where
once he had had servants under him; in consequence of which he and I went to Edinburgh.--
I was long ill after such a journey on foot; and,
having always a thoughtful turn of mind, regret
for my brother--the sight of my father in a state of
grief and depression--and my own great bodily
weakness, protracted from want of medicine, and
even of the necessaries of life, gave my mind that plaintive, dejected cast, which has ever since been
its prominent feature. Health, however, in part,
returning, and my father having got into employment, I procured a place for myself, and went to service.*
"I had only left him for space of a fortnight, when my father, having one night retired
to rest, without locking his door, had all his body
clothes stolen, with his week's wages! Bereft of
the whole property which he had in the world, disease recurred upon him, which, disabling him
from work, obliged him, amidst the most melancholy reflections, to depend for support on what I
could earn as a common servant.
"At this period, I regularly passed my Sunday
evenings in his apartment; and, on these occasions, his manner of receiving my little earnings
stung me to the quick: with tears running down
his pale melancholy face, he was wont to say--"Poor thing! you are robbing yourself to support me! and I fear, CHRISTY
, I shall never be
able to repay you!"
"The little hired room in which he lived was
never swept nor trimmed till I came to visit him;
a circumstance which, as it served to bring to mind
the comfortable home of which, with his family
around him, he had long been master, contrasted
now his inability to keep the last of his ten
children with him, raised in my breast sensations
of the most heart-rending nature. *
Consumption
in my 19th year was the consequence, and I was
obliged to quit service.
"Being now deprived of the pitiful support
afforded to an exhausted parent, our real,
yet silent distress, was reported to to the managers of,
what has well been termed, a "FRIENDLY
SOCIETY
," who generously allowed us three shillings a week. This, for a time, was all our means of
support, some trifles excepted, received by my father for picture frames, made as he best could, in
his chair!
"In the spring spring season of that year, I returned
by sea to the north country. The voyage had the
wished-for effect; and, though weak, soon after
my arrival at Aberdeen I went to service.*
I received several letters from my father, telling me
that he was better; but, although I regularly wrote
to him, I had, for six months, no return. At last
I had a note, in the hand writing of a stranger,
announcing to me the death of my father as having
happened months previous to that date! I had
reason to dread the effects of such affecting news
on a mind and frame constituted as mine is; but,
though much afflicted at the event, yet it pleased
GOD
to enable me to continue in my humble employment until, at twenty-four years of age, I became the wife of PATRICK
MILNE
, a journeyman ship-carpenter at Footdee, and am now the
mother of four promising children.
"My little poetical productions being a few
months ago accidentally shewn to a gentleman of
great professional respectability in Aberdeen, he
has not only himself afforded me every encouragement, but has had the goodness to recommend me
to his friends, as an object worthy of notice.
Their friendship and patronage, when offered, gave
me much more surprize than the public can feel in
perusing the productions of my humble untaught
Muse! for I never dared to think that I could
compose any thing likely to excite public notice,
much less approbation. Although to "rhyme my
thought" was ever such a source of amusement to
me, that I could not abstain from endeavouring (in
the words of our immortal Bard) with
--"Poet's eye, in a fine frenzy rolling,
"Nor can I now, in concluding this narrative, refrain from adopting the original strains of one
whose memory, both as a philosopher and a poet,
must ever be dear to my readers in general, but to
my readers in the city of Aberdeen in particular:
"All hail! ye mighty masters of the lay!
MINSTREL, xlii.
The "simple annals of the poor" have never, in
any age, excited greater interest than in the present. It is not, therefore, to be doubted, that the above
eventful little history, where enough is detailed to
"chill the genial current of the soul," will have
the effect of awakening in the reader's breast
(whatever be his sentiments of her merit as a poet)
some desire to promote the object of the author,
whose heart indulges an honest wish to be possessed of the pecuniary means of giving her children
in early life such education as, if they shall be
found possessed of talents for distinguishing themselves, may enable them to
--"Learn the bliss to prize,
"Nothing, methinks, has more the power of
awakening benevolence," says a much admired
writer, "than the consideration of genius depressed by situation, suffered to pine in obscurity;
and sometimes it may be for want of those comforts and conveniencies, which might have fostered a delicacy of frame or of mind ill calculated to
bear the hardships which poverty lays upon both.
For my own part, I never pass the place (a little
hamlet, skirted with a circle of old ash trees, about
three miles on this side of Kinross) where
MICHAEL
BRUCE
resided--I never look on his dwelling, a small thatched house, distinguished from
the cottages of the other inhabitants only by a
SASHED WINDOW
at the end, instead of a
LATTICE
, fringed with a honeysuckle plant, which
the poor youth had trained around it--I never find
myself in that spot, but I stop my horse involuntarily, and, looking on the window, which the honeysuckle has now almost covered, in the dream
of the moment I picture out a figure for the gentle
tenant of the mansion; I wish, and my heart
swells while I do so, that he were alive, and that I
were a GREAT MAN
, to have the luxury visiting
him, and bidding him be happy!*
"
MICHAEL
BRUCE
is no more; but a "TE
-
NANT
" of equal "GENTLENESS
," and, it is
humbly hoped, of equal merit, may be found in a
lowly "MANSION
" in the village of FOOTDEE
,
whom it is a "luxury to visit," and whom, though
happy even now, it is in the power of a generous
public to make still more happy!
An apology may be due for this APPEAL
; but
it is first APPEALED
to the hearts of the benevolent, whether the apology ought to be made.--Confident of their decision, the following "word
to the wise," rather than apology to the benevolent, may serve for an appropriate conclusion:--"The man of taste endeavours to place himself in
the EXACT SITUATION
of the person whose productions he contemplates; makes due allowance
for the peculiar habits of life, and prejudices of
education, both of the artist and his countrymen,
and, at the same time, imposes a due restraint on
his own feelings; for he represses the envy of a rival, the petulance of a sciolist, the partiality of a friend, and the acrimony of an enemy. If he is
influenced by any bias, it is always IN FAVOUR OF
GENIUS
, and the severity of his judgment is allayed by candour and good nature.''*
"Me let the tender office long engage,
WHILE
worth and taste with generous hand entwine
At six years old I felt my artless Muse
Still, as I grew, in solitude I sought
They, like herself, to generous acts inclin'd,
WHY
am I destin'd here to stay,
Yet this she knew before I came;
She cannot move without my aid,
For months I have not tasted air!
At times she calls me very kind,
WHY
all this haste, unhappy Maid,
Your beauty's but a whited wall,
Unmov'd you see your Mother's eyes
You're now your widow'd Mother's curse,
In vain she strain'd your infant limbs
You've wander'd like the foolish Lamb,
Who, while her fleecy kindred slept,
O! think, before you meet the grave;
YOU
ask my counsel how you ought to live;
If Vice invite her, she disgusted turns--
WHY
heave my sighs, and thus my tears
Why has not time ere now eras'd
Where are my once pretended friends?
Nineteen revolving years past on,
But, ah! the transitory joys
By Fate's decree my youth was left
Heav'n call'd her to that fix'd abode,
She fled, and left my tender age
While yet a boy, this Brother sought
I wail'd the partner whom I lov'd,
We still retain'd what Av'rice thinks
Alas! too soon of all we had
I try'd each tender anxious art,
Death came, and broke his woe-worn heart,
HAIL
! beauteous Spring; thy smiling face
He said, he lov'd me passing well;
He kindly pour'd Love's healing balm,
Then green-ey'd Jealousy be gone,
THIS
gift I prize all things above,
My Wedding Gown! O! charming thought!
If Fate propitious has design'd,
To love these Books, and harmless Tea,
Travels I like, and Hist'ry too,
I love a natural harmless Song,
FOUR
times the Sun has cross'd the Line,
Two infant Daughters, cement sweet
THIS
life still teems with real ills,
Why comes Despair, with cloudy brow,
Say to my sad desponding heart,
Deceit and flattery I detest;
If he be gone, no more to meet
I'll lend pale Death my hand with joy,
But stay, lov'd Shade! how can we leave
Yet GOD
himself will be their Friend;
No dashing rock, or yawning wave,
Now Winter's chilling frosts are o'er,
That Beauty's of such transient power,
Then come, ye Females, let us join,
I'M
gratify'd to think that you
My mean estate, and birth obscure,
Tho' I could write with Seraph pen--
The proud wou'd cry, "Such paltry works
Inur'd to hardships in my youth,
You'll think but little of my Songs,
Now thou art gone, O BURNS
! to thy last bed,
Intoxicating praises made thee glide
SEE
how Britannia droops her head,
She anxious waits till Gallia's fleet
Great GOD
of Health! vouchsafe thine aid,
Drive the proud Tyrant and his hordes
The Sons of Britain, free and brave,
What countless heroes stand prepar'd
While GOD
and Man thus guard our isle,
O Thou great POWER
! who deign'd to form
My infant years, with watchful care,
Accept my humble, grateful thanks,
Bless me with faith, that I may trust
THAT
ne'er-to-be-forgotten day
He said, you could have done no more,
Then 'gan to pick the tarry spots,
"But stay," quoth I, "my honest friend,
"And, take my word, I love you more
"Ne'er folks like us shew'd foolish pride,
Now pardon, Ma'am, this silly tale;
I'VE
sent my empty pot again,
I love fair FLORA
and her train,
I blush to trouble you again,
A SAGE
, much skill'd in classic lore,
MY
Lads of Oak, pray why so soon
Nor think your manual feats to learn
For, should your country's foes invade,
See all your countrymen in arms,
Your hardy hands raise vessels tall,
Make haste to learn to face and wheel,
To serve in arms, shew as much joy
Our Wooden Walls and Armed Bands
Old Scotia's records hand to us
WELL
may you droop your pretty head,
Your days have hitherto been sweet,
A twelvemonth hence, your little faults
In grief, in joy, in pain, in health,
BLESS'D
Piety! meek, peaceful maid,
Teach me to tread the thorny path
BEFORE
pale Envy who can stand,
With wary steps I've try'd to tread,
Ye Good! ye Great! I feel for you,
May He who Virtue does befriend,
COME
, holy Spirit, to my aid,
STAY
here, my worldly Works and cares,
Stay here all thoughts, but such as tend
Help me, my GOD
! that I no more
I have no garment of my own,
Forbid, this day, that I should put
Give me a heart to pardon those,
In that great day, when Thou mak'st up
I'VE
ate this day of JESUS
' feast,
With sorrow's tear in either eye,
Man must with holy wonder hear,
So well He lov'd the human race,
Those who have ask'd new hearts this day,
PREFER
this Book to idle toys,
ON
her lov'd infant, as it sleeping lies,
She fondly paints for it a flow'ry road,
Poor MARIAMNE
, bent with age and grief,
Her husband built the cottage where she lives,
One child, a Daughter, Heav'n on them bestow'd,
Her hair was auburn, playfully it hung
Bright was her soul, tho' in a cottage rear'd--
Her name was MIRA
, only fourteen years
Long did the widow'd MARIAMNE
mourn,
This charming Maid by turns would knit and read,
A charming Youth, from wealthy parents sprung,
Soft was his heart, alive to Pity's call,
Join'd by a wall to MARIAMNE
's cot,
A seat of turf her own fair hands had rear'd,
One evening there she knitted in the sun,
Young WILLIAM
stood, attracted by her charms,
"Wilt thou permit me, O! thou charming Maid!
He stept the wall, and to the arbour came
They mutual blush'd--he round his fingers twin'd
"This spot is fertile, useful plants and fair
"My Mother taught me to desire no more,"
"Yon stately mansion, and yon garden wide,"
"Long have I lov'd you with an ardent flame,
"Unseen, I stood and gaz'd upon your charms,
This kind avowal much amaz'd the maid,
She deeply blush'd, with modest downcast eyes,
"Speak, lovely maid! and give me leave to hope,
"Alas! what can I speak?" sweet MIRA
said,
"I wish not wealth, no sordid soul I own,"
The blushing MIRA
rais'd her lovely eyes,
But they must part; for now the setting sun
As WILLIAM
went, he often look'd behind,
She felt no joy, unless her mother shar'd--
But ev'ry ev'ning, when she saw them part,
But WlLLIAM
's father came at last to hear,
Yet to his son a word he never breath'd
"I hear the vessel ready is to sail,
With step irregular, and heavy heart,
The eye of love soon saw his alter'd look,
"Ah! dearest maid, alas! how can I speak
"My sire commands on bus'ness, as he says,
"Stern was his look, and clouded was his brow,
"Ah! dearest WILLIAM
! rather let me pine
"Go to your Sire, and fall upon your knee,
"Yes! I will tell him, if you bid me so,
"Ah! gen'rous youth!" the mournful MIRA
cry'd,
"Give Hope, sweet maid, a mansion in thy breast;
All drench'd in tears, her sorrow-clouded face
But they must part!--the time was now run out,
He went on board, and soon the vessel sail'd;
But, scarcely had the vessel gain'd the sea,
With furious blast they soon were driv'n back;
Soon as the day-dawn glimmer'd in the east,
O! scene of horror!--nothing did appear
By chance, a peasant stood upon the beach,
The peasant bore him to her mother's cot;
She laid her by him; in her arms she took
No force could tear her from her lover's side;
His father instant heard the mournful tale,
The youth was borne to his father's house,
His father pray'd her homeward to return,
"The ocean, Sir, was kinder far than you;
She from her garden culls the choicest flowers,
JACK
HARDY
long for lovely NANCY
Her face shew'd youth and beauty's blossom,
JACK
was a youth of worth and merit,
When last for sea brave JACK
departed,
"When I'm at sea, and landsmen near you,
"If Fortune crown with wealth my labour--
"When peace shall come, and Britain's navy
NAN
sobb'd aloud, her head reclining
"Dear JACK
," she sigh'd, "since you must leave me,
"From France's dungeons Heav'n preserve you;
The Boatswain pip'd, and they must sever,
He join'd the crew on board the Nero,
'Twas their immediate destination
O'erpower'd by numbers, they must yield her,
They quick ashore to jail were hurry'd,
Hands bound in steel, on straw to languish,
Sigh heav'd on sigh, sharp tears descending
"Ah! dearest NAN
," he oft would mutter,
Fame bore to NAN
a mournful story
Her form decay'd, fair, soft, and tender--
A captive crew to JACK
's dark prison
"And is it here, dear JACK
, I greet you!"
"Was NANCY
well when last you left her?'
JACK
heav'd a groan--o'er him (long wasted
"I come! dear NAN
!--since Death's cold finger
THE
ship unmoor'd, the anchor weigh'd,
A group of female friends aside
And now the vessel under way,
Tho' seven long years she'd been his wife,
Apart from others' vain alarms,
"My dearest TOM
! and must you go!"--
"O TOM
! what shall your SALLY
do,
"If any harm should you befal,
"My dearest SALLY
," THOMAS
said--
"My bosom, now harrass'd as thine,
"Be cheer'd for these dear infants' sake,
"Let Hope in your sad breast awake,
But now the boat approaches near,
He gain'd the boat; the dashing oar
'Twas now she cast a wistful look--
SALL
wav'd her handkerchief in air,
Swift out to sea the vessel flies,
"How chang'd this ev'ning from the last!"
Now "storms arise, and light'nings fly,"
Nor when the howling storm is o'er,
At length she hears the post boy's horn,
A thousand times did SALLY
read,
WHILE
tyrants sit enthron'd in state,
Informing them in pompous strain,
Ah! little reckon they the woe
They think not of the bitter tears
I met this morn a beggar maid,
Her silent anguish mov'd my heart,
"What ails thy mother, little maid?
"Has she more children, pray, than you?"
"But where's thy father, maiden, tell?"
I hasten'd to her mother's cot:
Two lovely infants sleeping lay,
I put some money in his hand,
The feeble mother rais'd her eyes,
"Ah! Sir," said she, "sure GOD
has sent
"Want," I reply'd, "shall fly your door,
"My husband, Sir, a soldier was,
"We listen'd not to Prudence' voice,
"We to this little cot withdrew,
"By this we earn'd our little bread,
"He hop'd in battle's chance to gain
"Proud is my heart, I cannot bear
"Whate'er my neighbours kindly brought,
"This morning, as a beggar maid,
"Now Providence, who my great need
'Twas thus the soldier's widow drew
"My dear ELIZA
! why so pale?"
But poor ELIZA
heard him not,
"ELIZA
! are you void of breath?"
"ELIZA
!--O! my love, awake!
Her eyes she ope'd, and faintly said,
"O say! how came that false report--
The soldier said--"My Gen'ral long
"In battle's heat, when furious foes
"I fell! the foe advantage took,
"I griev'd to see him drench'd in blood,
"He mov'd not, but by my support,
"When my Commander health regain'd,
"This purse accept--I freely give
"I raptur'd threw me on my knee,
His spouse rejoin'd--"Be Heav'n ador'd--
A THOUSAND
joys has happy Age,
'Twas eve, and aged JOHN
and JEAN
"When first," quoth JOHN
, "your blooming face
"To you I breath'd my artless love,
"O! these were blissful days my JEAN
!
"Two busy months I joyful spent,
"When Heav'n benignant on us shone,
"The slender ivy there I plac'd,
"Nor can I well describe my joy,
"Their offspring now around me set
"I tell them stories of my youth--
A thousand joys has happy Age,
TO-DAY
, when compliments are flying,
Sincere "a good new year" I wish you!
Heav'n guard the partner of your bosom,
A new-born year to some brings pleasure--
May future, like past days, be pleasant--
'TIS
painful to a Briton's eyes,
Are his vile features drest in smiles,
When Gaul with royalty was cloy'd,
For Liberty so loud she cry'd,
'Twas then the Corsican drew nigh,
He strove around licentious hearts
From shore to shore he Frenchmen drew,
But boots it aught the blood ye spilt,
Yet, maugre all his vengeful spite,
Set virtuous LOUIS
on his throne;
SEE
! round yon rock the bellowing waves
But WILLIAM
's bark, with furious bound,
Mark ANNA
's grief! 'tis now despair!
Behold! the parting surge disylays
"And is it THUS
, my WILLIAM
dear,
This said--on WILLIAM
's wat'ry grave
Now Winter is o'er, and sweet Spring is returning,
Long, long were we parted by yon roaring ocean,
But Peace has restor'd me my BILLY
, my lover,
AT
eve, when Dee's transparent stream
He grasp'd me to his manly breast--
Had we been bound with HYMEN
's chain,
SWEET
lass of Aberdeen,
Tho' little be my wealth,
Thine eyes, of lovely blue,
DEIGN
to love me, charming MARY
!
Long at thy beauty's shrine I've bow'd,
Deign to, &c.
I often try to break the chain
Deign to, &c.
Ere I became thy beauty's slave,
Deign to, &c.
O! lay aside the cold disdain
Deign to love me, charming MARY
!
WHILE
summer laughs in ev'ry grove,
My garden smiles in fairest dress--
When Ev'ning, with her robe of grey,
LOUD
beats the drum--to arms! to arms!
"Dear maid! wipe off that pearly drop,
"The brave alone deserve the fair,
"I yield, brave youth! to war proceed;
COOL
evening invites--let us stray,
While the nymphs on May eve, crown'd with flow'rs,
When twilight sheds its parting ray,
When Night her gloomy mantle throws,
WHAT
shouts of rejoicing were heard from our crew,
Captivity's hardships a tear never drew,
DEAR
MARY
! while youth's summer lasts,
Thus age contracts the polish'd brow,
THY
lovely laughing twa black een,
Yon cot is mine aneath the brae,
Yon snaw-white lambs that by the rill
O! DAMON
! how much thou art chang'd--
The language that flow'd from your tongue
You prais'd the soft beam of my eyes,
You vow'd till life's glass ceas'd to run,
When the shrill sounding trumpet was heard
The sickle indignant you threw
When we parted, you fondly declar'd
Tho' credulous hearts you may wring,
I struggle in vain to get free,
THE
quills and kind epistle came,
Since Nature taught my Muse to please
As oft as I'm allow'd to taste
PEACE
! with thy placid mien,
Pray mankind's Heavenly FRIEND
,
Say to the KING
of Heaven--
Britannia, sorrowing, mourns,
See sires and mothers weep,
Then come! angelic Peace!
BROWN
Autumn's come, dispersing leaves
Yon thorny shrub still fragrance throws,
THIS
happy change will teach the pious mind
DEAR
partner of my soul, adieu!
Thy lovely face, suffus'd in tears--
While we're apart, if death appear,
"Adieu, my love!" ELIZA
cry'd,
He went! ELIZA
's tearful eyes
SINCE
WILLIAM
cross'd the roaring seas,
At times, I see him climb the mast,
Again, I see the rushing tide
Ah! now, methinks, I see him borne
Consoling Hope at times will dart
Thus impious why should I despair?
How joyless I sit,
When DAMON
is near,
Blow briskly, ye gales!
COME
! rosy Health, with smiling face!
If thou'rt commission'd to withdraw,
SAYS
pert Miss PRUE
,
That folks of taste
Write rhyme, forsooth!
A wife so mean
"I wonder," said a friend of mine,
"Besides, the great, no doubt, will think
"But sure you'll publish," said my friend,
"Ah no!" said I, "they'll be too few,
But now, to my most sweet surprize,
My num'rous friends, accept my thanks,
For tho' to "poortith cauld" both doom'd to yield,
Tho' "GILES
*
" did harrow, while "RAB
" plough'd the field,
Those cares+
they felt not which distract the mind,
And not a "wreck of genius" leave behind.
But "menial maid," with no release from toil,
And quite estrang'd from Nature's 'witching smile,
Thro' lanes and dirty streets sent out to roam,
Or set, like "bottle in the smoke," at home:
Sure state more adverse to poetic skill
(With apathy more apt the mind to fill),
The world knows not, save its counterpart,
That state, more irksome to the feeling heart,
When MENIAL MAID
becomes a wedded wife,
Her TERM
of slav'ry then the TERM
of life!
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Without her having e'er in duty fail'd
To parent, master, child, or husband dear,
The following Compositions now appear.
Let no stern critic "mark them for his own,"
And talk of RULES
, when RULES
are all unknown,
That RULE
except, which fails not to suppress
Whate'er might Virtue's sacred bound transgress.
A classic stream, the Dee, still flows along,
Its banks the birth-place still of tuneful song;
Yet, faint the praise to which the Bard lays claim,
She dwells at FOOT
-Dee--reader, mark the name!
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--"When unadorn'd, adorn'd the most."
For, in the language of AKENSIDE
,
"Active and strong, and feelingly alive
"To each fine impulse! a discerning sense
"Of decent and sublime, with quick disgust
"From things deform'd!"
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"The secret turns of Nature in the mind,*
"
the following artless and affecting narrative, from the pen of CHRISTIAN
MILNE
herself, is submitted to public notice, and the truth
of her statement of facts, as far as it regards her
present situation and circumstances, will be readily
attested by gentlemen of character in the place where
she resides; among whom it may be sufficient to
mention the following person:--Bishop SKINNER
, of the Scotch Episcopal Church;
WILLIAM
LIVINGSTON
, M.D. Professor of Medicine in
Marischal College; Rev. JOHN
THOMSON
, Minister
of Footdee; and Messrs. JOHN
EWEN
and ROBERT
GIBBON
, Merchants in Aberdeen.
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"To glance from heaven to earth, from earth to heaven;
"And, as Imagination bodied forth
"The form of things unknown, the Poet's pen
"Turn'd them to shape, and gave to airy nothing
"A local habitation and a name!"
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"Nature's true sons--the friends of man and truth,
"Whose song, sublimely sweet, serenely gay,
"Amus'd my CHILDHOOD
and inform'd my YOUTH
,
"O! let your spirit STILL
my BOSOM
soothe!
"Inspire my dreams, and my wild wand'rings guide;
"Your voice each rugged path of life can smoothe;
"For WELL I KNOW
, WHEREVER
ye reside,
"THERE
HARMONY
, and PEACE
, and INNOCENCE
abide!"
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"That waits the sons of polish'd life."
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*The name given by BLOOMFIELD to his FARMER'S
BOY, as descriptive of his own early occupation.
+"Though our Poet gave the powers of his body to the labours of the farm, he refused to bestow on them his thoughts or cares."
CURRIE'S LIFE OF BURNS, vol. I. p. 100.
*See CURRIE's edition of BURNS, and CAPEL LOFFT's
edition of BLOOMFIELD.
*Duke of Buckingham's ESSAY ON POETRY.
*In the family of MR. STEWART, a Writer in Edinburgh.
*This part of the narrative will recall to the mind
of the reader the following beautiful lines of POPE
--
"To rock the cradle of reposing age;
"With lenient arts extend a mother's breath--
"Make a languor smile, and smoothe the bed of death;
"Explore the thought--explain the asking eye,
"And keep a while one parent from the sky!"
*In the family of Baillie CRUICKSHANK, Old Aberdeen, and afterwards in that of Professor JACK, King's College and Mrs. MOIR, a widow lady.
*See the periodical paper, the MIRROR No. 36.
*KETT's ELEMENTS OF GENERAL KNOWLEDGE, vol. ii. p. 224. 3d. edit.
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CONTENTS.
elderly Lady whom I then served 36
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Novels 48
ding Day 49
Sea 51
nuscripts 55
bruary, 1804. 59
my House 62
Geranium 64
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Sabbath 72
Sabbath 74
to Reading" 75
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Pens 139
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POEMS.
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INTRODUCTORY VERSES
.
A wreath to bind this humble brow of mine,
Kind ABERDONIA
's sons and daughters fair
Add each a twig or leaf with friendly care;
Nor scorn the simple works of one whose name
Has never swell'd the rolls or trump of Fame.
I'm griev'd to think, that those whose lot is thrown
Upon an equal level with my own,
Should view her now with envy, scorn, or hate,
Whose little gift lay buried till of late!
Begin her rays of fancy to diffuse;
Even then I felt my inclination strong
To pour my feeble, infant thoughts, in song.
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An opportunity to rhyme my thought.
Clear was my memory, and retentive then,
The aid it wanted not of ink and pen:--
As thought maturer grew, and years increas'd,
I threw the former produce from my breast,
And put what I deem'd better in their place,
Which were discarded at a future space.--
For servitude, with its incessant toil,
Harsh damp'd my Muse, when she inclin'd to smile:
Tho' she at times would dart a sickly light,
To shew she was not yet extinguish'd quite.
When love, or gratitude, sorrow press'd,
I sought the Muses to relieve my breast;
I pour'd my thoughts in numbers by their aid;
They scorn'd not to assist the menial maid.
Whose rhymes I tore, from fear of rude abuse,
Tho' some were better than I now produce;
For those were wrote in cheerful lively strain,
Ere care and hardship taught me to complain.
But PROVIDENCE
at last my footsteps led
To one fair Lady, who my bias fed;
She deign'd her favours on my verse to pour,
And told her friends she'd found a Bard obscure.
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Drew forth the offspring of my untaught mind,
From where they long in embryo had dwelt,
Such fost'ring hands ne'er hoping to have felt.
Yet Spite and Ignorance, with sneering looks,
Assert my songs are drawn from printed books:
They're quite unfit to judge the simple flow,
The gift that Nature only can bestow.
Malicious Envy tries to brand my name,
Its false aspersions cloud my infant fame;
And Folly thinks such notice from the great
Will cause me to forget my humble state.
My mind she measures by her empty own,
Whose brain would turn were she such kindness shown.
Sure Folly cannot think that Heav'n bestows
On Fortune's sons alone such gifts as those:
To rich and poor all mental gifts are free,
And mark the fruitful from the barren tree.
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WRITTEN AT FOURTEEN YEARS
ON AN ELDERLY LADY WHOM I THEN SERVED.
OF AGE,
Excluded from the world that's gay;
Confinement, and a brawling tongue,
My spirits curb'd, and I so young!
I thought them pious who were old;
I thought they were nor proud nor bold:
But sure her equals are but rare,
Or who would hoary age revere?
To find such trifles stir to rage
A blasted form, quite spent with age;
I'm shock'd her lifted crutch to see
Stretch'd out to strike a child like me.
"You're inexperienced, vain, and young,"
Flows oft in vollies from her tongue!
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Why is it now a cause of blame?
When she engag'd me for her maid,
She valu'd not my work, she said;
If I could novels read, and plays,
And printed news on paper days.
Nay, I must knit the stocking too,
The book above, my hands below
The table, where I work'd and read,
'Till twelve o'clock I went to bed!
Nor turn without her little maid;
Yet she must shew her pride and spleen,
She cries "I'm great, and you are mean!"
She boasts she's sister to a Lord,
But can he health or Heaven afford?
Her peevish, proud, and fretful mind,
Makes him and all her friends unkind.
Though Death looks ghastly in her face,
None comes to claim her last embrace--
To close her eyes, or catch her breath,
Or do what's friendly at her death!
I tend her with unweary'd care;
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I sleepless watch her every night!
I oft extinguish too the light;
That she may sleep I sit in gloom,
Nor sees the Sun the darken'd room!
And says, in Heav'n reward I'll find:
She'll mark me in her latter will,
To pay my care of her when ill.
I tend her not from selfish art;
But Conscience and a feeling heart
Still rule me with respect to her;
Nor influenc'd by love nor fear.
If Fate would send a blacken'd barge,
To rid me of my fretful charge,
And she embark'd in it, I'd pray
That e'en to bliss she'd find her way:
For her I'd mourn with outward show,
Equipp'd in black from top to toe.
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TO
A VERY IMPRUDENT YOUNG WOMAN.
To reach the goal of shame?
Why rush so fast from fault to fault,
Nor think yourself to blame?
When Virtue's laid aside;
When Prudence or a sage advice
No more you make your guide.
Weep floods to wash your stains,
To cleanse your lost polluted fame,
Their source she ceaseless drains.
Tho' late her pride and hope;
She fondly thought your growing years
Would be her age's prop.
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Within her tender arms,
And pray'd your Heavenly GUIDE
to keep
Her much lov'd child from harms.
That loath'd the fold's restraint,
And languish'd liberty to taste
When other flocks were pent:
Run, wanton'd, frisk'd, and play'd,
But soon became a prey to Wolves,
Like you, deluded Maid!
Reflect, repent, and live;
With penitence your steps retrace,
And GOD
will yet forgive.
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ADVICE
TO A YOUNG FEMALE.
Unfit am I the needful rules to give
For female conduct, which requires much art,
To guard and fortify the female heart
Against seducers, who, with guileful tongue,
Delight to ruin and ensnare the young!
The poor and credulous Vice marks as prey;
With baits it lures them out of Virtue's way.
Thus gay apparel and alluring coin
Make females break thro' ev'ry law divine;
They shun reflection, and they scorn advice,
Buying their pleasures at a deadly price;
While souls immortal, and their bodies frail,
They give for baubles that must instant fail.
Not so the Maid who makes her early care
To court Religion with a mind sincere;
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'Gainst base seducers her resentment burns;
Nor gold, nor grandeur, can persuade to stray,
Whom GOD
supports in vile temptations day.
With pure affection she regards the Youth
Who walks with Virtue in the paths of Truth!
Age creeps on happy, as their offspring rise--
She lives respected, and regretted dies.
What's Youth and Beauty? But a passing flow'r,
More short and transient than the fleeting show'r;
Old age and sickness lay its honours waste;
But Virtue's beauties will for ever last.
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PAINFUL REFLECTIONS WHEN SICK.
Why do they flow so fast?
Why swells my mind with former grief,
And woes that long are past?
Reflections from my breast,
That prove thus baneful to my ease,
And break my wonted rest!
Alas! too plain I see
Self int'rest blended with the love
That they profess'd for me.
Without a single frown;
Time flow'd serene, and Fortune seem'd
To "mark me for her own."
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That Fortune's smiles can give,
Who trusts to them, and think they'll last,
Themselves how they deceive!
To one kind parent's care;
Nor were my infant smiles allow'd
A Mother's love to share.
Whence mortals come no more;
She early join'd eight little babes,
Whom Death had claim'd before.
To meet a world of care;
A Father and a Brother still,
Tho' Heav'n vouchsaf'd to spare.
To plough the boundless wave;
We met no more, poor luckless youth,
He found a "wat'ry grave."
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We shar'd each childhood's joy;
My Father droop'd his sorrowing head,
And mourn'd his darling boy.
Can happiness afford--
Yet with our minds, then touch'd with grief,
Such thoughts but ill accord.
We were entirely 'reft;
Constrain'd to pay another's debts,
We indigent were left.
To soothe my parent's woe;
But bitter grief possess'd his soul,
And caus'd his tears to flow.
Now I lament him gone;
He's blest, I trust, tho' I be left
Poor, friendless, and alone!
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WRITTEN IN A STATE OF SUSPENCE.
Once made me more than blest,
When Fancy taught me that I held
A place in DAMON
's breast.
But why did I believe?
My artless mind did ne'er suggest,
He meant but to deceive.
When Grief my bosom swell'd;
'Twas thus he won my honest heart,
By Gratitude impell'd.
Nor cloud with doubts my mind;
For sure the Swain can ne'er prove false,
Who once was true and kind.
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ON
MY WEDDING GOWN
.
'Twas given me by the Man I love,
An emblem of his mind;
'Tis pure and spotless as the truth,
That fills the bosom of the Youth
For whom my hand's design'd.
With needle-work 'tis finely wrought,
And white as driven snow:
At death may we as spotless rise,
Then we'll ascend the azure skies,
And leave this world below.
Our hands with wedlock's tie to bind,
May Love our hearts unite!
While thus our minds in union move,
We'll sweeten ev'ry care with love--
'Twill make life's burden light.
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TO
WHO SAID IT WAS SINFUL TO READ NOVELS.
A LADY
,
Has always been my foible,
Yet will I ne'er forgetful be
To read my Psalms and Bible.
Or entertaining Fiction;
Novels and Plays I'd have a few,
If sense and proper diction.
But cannot sing like HANDEL
;
Depriv'd of such resource, the tongue
Is sure employ'd--in scandal.
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TO
ON THE RETURN OF OUR WEDDING DAY.
MY HUSBAND
,
Since Love and HYMEN
made you mine:
Tho' we be lowly, poor, and mean,
We feel nor discontent nor spleen.
We love and live in harmless joy,
No worldly cares our peace destroy;
We envy not the rich refin'd,
With empty pomp, tho' polished mind;
Our pleasures purer far than theirs--
More light our purse, more light our cares.
Years glide along--yet, as they roll,
I think thou'rt dearer to my soul;
Each year I feel I love thee more
Than I could do a year before.
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Of wedded love and joy complete,
Have, by the bounteous hand of Heav'n,
To crown our worldly bliss, been giv'n.
One wish remains, my Friend, that thou
May'st live so long, as oft to view,
With tearful eye, and lab'ring breath,
The verdant turf I lie beneath!
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WHEN IN DREAD OF MY HUSBAND's
SAFETY AT SEA.
To give complaining scope;
Then why should I anticipate,
While there's a ray of hope?
To sink a heart oppress'd?
Kind Hope, I'm lost without thine aid,
O! smile, and make me blest!
Thou hast no cause to mourn;
Say that my valued Husband lives,
And hasten his return!
If aught confirm my fear,
I'll drive thee out, illusive Hope,
And welcome dark Despair.
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My fond expecting eye,
Where shall I hide my wretched head;
To whom for comfort fly?
To lead me to my Love;
Who calls me from this wretched state
To share his peace above.
Our Children dear behind?
Will this cold world, that frown'd on us,
To helpless babes be kind?
(To thee I'll quickly press)
GOD
's promise is ne'er to forsake
The Orphan in distress.
Shall part us any more;
No howling winds, no beating rains,
Assail that happy shore.
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WRITTEN EARLY IN SPRING
, 1795.
And cold bleak winds assail no more;
The fleecy snow no more is seen,
But Spring comes drest in mantle green.
See how the blooming flow'rets rise,
While all around them wither'd lies,
The wreck of others fair as they--
So these in Autumn must decay.
A calm and serious thinking mind,
Would here a noble moral find:
In Nature's garden, richly stor'd
By, Nature's Universal LORD
,
Each shrub and plant do mortals teach,
And wither'd leaves and blossoms preach:
They much resemble Youth and Age--
One quits, while 'tother mounts life's stage!
Would my weak Sex, proclaim'd "the Fair,"
One moment think, and think sincere,
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The fleeting fav'rite of an hour!
In youth and health its bloom is priz'd,
But (Virtue wanting) soon despis'd!
And our united force combine,
To drive away each trifling foe,
That courts us for our outward show.
We need no more but lay aside
Each vacant smile and gaudy pride;
And, while we aim at winning grace,
Let Prudence fill weak Folly's place:
Then Men of Virtue will approve,
And woo our minds with lasting love.
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TO
DESIROUS OF SEEING MY MANUSCRIPTS.
A GENTLEMAN
,
Should wish to see my Songs,
As few would read my Book, who knew
To whom this Book belongs.
The ignorant will scorn;
Respect, tho' distant, from the good,
Makes that more lightly borne.
Tho' Angels did inspire,
None but the candid and humane
My writings would admire.
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"We will not deign to read;
"The Author's but a Shipwright's Wife,
"And was a serving Maid."
If want my age should crown,
I'll never beg the haughty's bread;
Death's milder than their frown.
When you have read them o'er;
But say, "They're well enough from her"--
And I expect no more.
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ADDRESS
TO THE SHADE OF BURNS.
Where Kings and Ploughmen, Wits and Fools, are laid;
Nor softer lie the Kings than hardy hinds--
They sleep most calm who wore the purest minds!
I've heard that thou, like others, hadst thy faults,
And, like myself, didst hear life's rude assaults,
Alas! these nipt, O BURNS
! my rhyming powers,
As April frost nips tender budding flowers.
Right well thou know'st how Poverty's despis'd,
And poor folks wit by few is fairly priz'd;
Yet there are some, as thou may'st frankly own,
Will do us justice, if our merit's known.
Well wert thou countenanc'd by rich and great;
Hadst thou but known aright to prize the state,
To which they rais'd thee, by the golden show'r
Thy gleeful numbers mov'd their hearts to pour!
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Down Vice and Folly's ruinating tide:
Bright hadst thou shone, if thou hadst rightly us'd
The shining talents which thou hast abus'd.
But, let me ask thee (for thou now canst tell),
If subjects fit for jest were Death and Hell?
Tho' me excelling, as the Eagle King
Excells the Bat that flies on pow'rless wing,
Yet my weak Muse ne'er ventur'd to deride[This and the following two lines are connected by a large brace in the right margin of the original printed edition.]
The Man, commission'd from above to chide
The vain aspiring thoughts of human pride.
'Tis this will cheer me when my vital breath
Escapes its prison by the stroke of Death.
My Guardian Angel knows my wish to sing,[This and the following two lines are connected by a large brace in the right margin of the original printed edition.]
He'll plant each shoulder with a Poet's wing,
To soar in praise to Heaven's Almighty KING
.
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WRITTEN DURING HIS MAJESTY's
ILLNESS, FEBRUARY
, 1804.
This gloomy hour she sees,
And weeps to find AUGUSTUS
laid
Depriv'd of health and ease.
Its mad-brain'd Chief obeys,
Who bids it cut the briny wave,
Where she her sceptre sways.
Britannia's King restore;
O give him long to fill his throne
With health, and peace, and power.
Far from Britannia's shore;
Strike them with terror, that they may
Their vain attempts give o'er.
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Will scorn presumptuous foes;
If they approach, they'll meet and feel
Sound hearts and home-struck blows.
To guard Britannia's isle,
Who scorn, like them, to stain their steel,
Like rav'ning wolves, for spoil.
The Gauls shall boast in vain;
We'll tell them what ere this they knew--
"Britannia rules the Main!!"
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A PRAYER.
This feeble frame of mine,
Infusing, with my breath, a soul,
Which animates each vein!
Were kept from every ill;
Bright guardians through life's various scenes
Are my attendants still.
For all Thy mercies given;
To hear my prayer, O! gracious deign
To bow Thine ear from Heaven.
In Thine almighty power;
Bless me with prudence, grace, and truth,
And I can ask no more.
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TO
WHO DID ME THE HONOUR TO CALL AT MY HOUSE.
A LADY
,
You came to see my cottage,
My honest Mate adores you since,
With fervor next to dotage.
Had I been POPE
or WALLER
;
He walk'd on tiptoe, rais'd his hat,
And thought he felt much taller:
That glisten'd on his jacket,
And found the tailor much in fault,
Who did not neater make it.
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"You must not slight your jerkin,
"Tho' you could dress yourself in silk,
"Tis not so fit to work in!
"In that blue frock and trouser,
"Than if you wore lac'd hat and cloaths,
"That won you 'How d'ye do, Sir.'
"But worth and sense despis'd them,
"And justly threw them from the height
"To which such notice rais'd them."
I've often wish'd to drop it;
But when my pen begins to run,
I try in vain to stop it.
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SENT WITH A FLOWER POT
,
BEGGING A SLIP OF GERANIUM.
To beg another slip;
The last you gave, I'm griev'd to tell,
December's frost did nip.
But nurse her children ill;
I tend too little or too much;
They die from want of skill.
Who've serv'd me oft before;
But, should this die, I'll break the pot,
And trouble you no more.
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THE ALMANACK.
And eager still t' increase his store,
Did punctual come each day to dinner,
But never left his study sooner.
One day, so says my little tale,
His wife, surpriz'd to find him fail
In coming at the hour precise,
Went to his study with surprize;
And said, with archness in her look,
"I wish, my dear, I were a book."
"Why so?" her learn'd spouse reply'd;
"Because you'd still be by my side."
"If you an Almanack could be
"I'd wish you then a book," said he;
"Pray why an Almanack, my dear?"
"I'd have a new one every year."
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TO THE
SHIP-CARPENTERS OF FOOTDEE.
Tir'd out with doing well?
Don't drop your pikes, but persevere,
Be ardent to excel:
By transient awkward trips;
Yet sure it is a lighter task,
Than building hardy ships.
Pray who would fight for you,
Who will not learn to fight yourselves,
And do as others do?
Cockades and scarlet coats;
Support your country's ancient fame,
Prove fearless, loyal Scots.
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From shapeless planks and logs,
And could with ease drive home the French
To eat their soup of frogs.
Acquire a soldier's air;
You'll find one service in't at least,
'Twill please your fav'rite fair!
As in your building docks;
Join heart and hand, and strength to strength,
Be one of Britain's rocks.
Make distant foes afraid;
When Fame informs them of our force,
They'll tremble to invade.
Her sons' bright fame of old;
Let not one coward act disgrace
The name of fathers bold.
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ADDRESS
TO A NEW WEANED CHILD.
You'll press the teat no more,
Your halcyon days of unmix'd bliss,
Poor little babe, are o'er.
Hugg'd, dandled, and caress'd;
But, as your limbs, and passions grow,
Your cares will be increas'd.
Will meet the training rod;
For tatter'd doll, or broken toy,
You'll pour a briny flood.
Alternate will be past
Your future yours, and none be crown'd
With pleasures like the last!
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ON
OF THE
A BLANK LEAF
"PRACTICE OF PIETY."
Descend in robes of snowy white;
Come, in thy brightest form array'd,
And thro' my soul dart heavenly light.
With patience, fortitude, and joy,
And bless me still with heav'nly faith,
That fear no more may hope annoy.
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ON
ENVY
.
So keenly sharp her forky tongue?
E'en harmless mirth as guilt she'll brand--
My peace of mind she oft has stung.
And Prudence ever kept in view;
But wrong constructions still were laid
On all that I could say or do.
What must ye suffer from her sting!
When she to torture me will bow,
Will she regard or Saint or King?
Protect me from her dang'rous power;
Drive to her dark abode the fiend,
And all His vengeance on her shower.
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ON
A BLANK LEAF OF THE BIBLE.
To Thee be every homage paid;
Inhabit Thou my darken'd mind,
And there, unfeign'd, a welcome find!
Remove the veil that clouds my sight,
And saving shew Thy heav'nly light,
That beams throughout this sacred page,
The guide divine of youth and age.
Teach me to shun the devious path
Of vice, that draws deserved wrath:
Dwell with me thro' my fleeting race,
And, with Thee, bring the saving grace
Of Faith, and Hope, and pious Fear,
That I Thy "temple" may appear.
Transform my soul from gloomy cell,
To mansion bright, where Thou dost dwell;
Drive Vice and Folly from my breast,
And live Thou there, celestial Guest!
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WRITTEN ON THE MORNING OF THE
COMMUNION SABBATH.
Till I, approaching, see,
And taste how good is Jacob's GOD
,
Who meets this day with me!
To lead my soul above,
And raise my heart, by lively hope,
To sup with Him in love.
To former folly turn;
I see my sin, I loath the sight,
And with contrition mourn.
Fit for Thy wedding dress;
For JESUS
' sake give me a robe
Of JESUS
' righteousness.
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His symbols in my mouth,
Till my weak soul be first resolv'd
No more to swerve from truth.
Who hate me void of cause;
Shew me the path that leads to life--
Help me to keep thy laws.
The "jewels of Thy love,"
May all who follow JESUS
here
Be plac'd with Him above!
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WRITTEN ON THE EVENING OF
THE COMMUNION SABBATH.
And own'd Him for my King,
My Priest, my Prophet, and my GOD
,
Who did salvation bring!
My soul enraptur'd hung
On every accent, as it flow'd
From my lov'd pastor's tongue.
That GOD
did leave his throne,
To bear the weight of human guilt,
And meet its curse alone!
His cross He patient bore;
And shall not man reflect on this,
And vow to sin no more?
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May GOD
their suit approve,
And give them hearts replete with grace,
With charity and love!
WRITTEN ON MY LITTLE GIRL's
"INTRODUCTION TO READING."
Or romps with naughty girls and boys--
Let Learning be thy chief delight,
'Twill find thee work from morn to night;
And ne'er be backward to pursue
The path it points out to thy view:
Attend thy book, and don't be naught;
Strive to retain, whate'er thou'rt taught.
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WILLIAM AND MIRA.
A TALE.
Ah! little does the tender mother know,
While fondly gazing with delighted eyes,
What thorns thro' life its footsteps may bestrew!
Tho' she herself finds nought but briers there;
Life, wealth, and health for it she asks from GOD
,
In feeble age she hopes 'twill pay her care.
Was once a mother blest, and happy wife,
But soon o'erclouded was the prospect brief,
That gilded once her sweet, tho' humble life,
Its walls are turf, its roof is thatch'd with heath;
All that content in poverty e'er gives,
With him she
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To crown their love, and fill with joy their cot;
With ev'ry grace exterior endow'd,
With ev'ry gift of Nature to her lot.
Around her neck and bosom smooth and fair;
Ne'er brighter features were by Poet sung,
Her form was slender, graceful was her air.
No thought got shelter in her spotless mind,
That might have sham'd her, tho' it had appear'd
In view of Angels, or of all mankind.
Had o'er her stole, when death her father snatch'd:
She mourn'd him--tho', to dry her Mother's tears,
With cheerfulness assum'd, she hourly watch'd.
Her grief at length sunk to a placid calm;
For comfort she did to her MIRA
turn,
From her she sought sweet consolation's balm.
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To earn subsistence, and inform her mind;
The wound that in her Mother's bosom bled,
She strove to heal by her deportment kind.
On lovely MIRA
long had cast an eye;
Love's pleasing pain his youthful bosom wrung,
Yet he in secret did admire and sigh.
Distress to him did ne'er complain in vain;
Each manly grace to WILLIAM
's share did fall--
Each manly virtue in his soul did reign.
A little garden spread its simple store,
The charming MIRA
, in this favour'd spot,
Oft prun'd or weeded, when her task was o'er.
Which she with honeysuckle shaded round;
The verdant margin, which so trim appear'd,
With scented herbs and choicest flowers was crown'd.
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The wall was low, and WILLIAM
caught her eye,
CUPID
till then to break her rest did shun,
But now his shaft at her soft heart let fly.
While MIRA
wonder'd at the pain she felt;
Her tender bosom beat with strange alarms,
Which ne'er before had taught her heart to melt.
"To view this garden, which I've long admir'd,
"Its low wall fav'ring?" love-sick WILLIAM
said;
She, blushing, granted what the Youth desir'd.
Where MIRA
sat, her grassy seat to share;
Most rigid virtue could not mark with blame
The modest converse of this harmless pair.
Her knitting thread, irresolute to speak;
They felt confus'd--each found the throbbing mind
Alike unable silence first to break.
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"Luxuriant grow," the Youth at length observ'd;
Then, viewing MIRA
with a tender air,
Said, "Its fair Mistress better far deserv'd."
Sweet MIRA
said, and hung her lovely head--
"I tend with joy our vegetable store,
"Content I knit, to earn our scanty bread."
Young WILLIAM
said, "sweet maiden, shall be thine;
"On that blest morn, when you become my bride,
"All shall be yours which now is reckon'd mine.
"Each eve I languish'd for th' accustom'd hour,
"When you to trim your little garden came,
"To knit or read within your little bower.
"My eyes I feasted, rivetting more fast
"The chains that, while life's blood my bosom warms,
"Shall bind me close and closer to the last."
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Who ne'er before had heard the voice of love;
She felt she lov'd him, yet was sore afraid
To breathe the thoughts that in her bosom strove.
To speak she oft endeavour'd, but in vain;
She nought could utter--but her struggling sighs
Oft found their way, which spake her bosom's pain.
"That you my passion do not disapprove;
"My love-sick soul will sink, unless you prop
"Its drooping strength with kind returns of love."
"Dissimulation's flimsy veil I scorn;
"To one like you how can a simple maid
"Avow her love, so poor and meanly born?"
The youth reply'd; "that lovely form of thine
"Displays such charms, array'd in russet gown;
"No bliss I seek but this--to call thee mine."
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That beam'd with softness--stranger she to art,
Stretch'd out her hand; he seiz'd it--she by sighs,
Than words more eloquent, reveal'd her heart.
Was almost sunk beneath the western wave:
In that sweet bower, where now their love begun,
They vow'd to meet on every coming eve.
His limbs mov'd onward, but his heart remain'd:
To her dear Mother MIRA
pour'd her mind,
And artless told the struggle just sustain'd.
No guile she knew, therefore no frown could dread;
Yet, tho' all harsh reproofs her mother spar'd,
She doubting look'd, and shook her aged head.
She wou'd admonish with maternal smile;
And warn'd the maid against seducers art,
Who woo and flatter only to beguile.
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That he admir'd and woo'd a maid so mean:
With harsh intent, he summon'd to appear
The destin'd victim of his pride and spleen.
Of his attachment to so mean a maid;
But said--"To me a fortune stands bequeath'd
"Far hence in India, in our way of trade;
"Therefore I beg you instantly will go,
"And aid my claim; now fav'ring is the gale,
"So waste not time in seeking friend or foe."
Poor WILLIAM
sought his MIRA
in her bower,
He wish'd, yet fear'd, the tidings to impart;
She flew to meet him at the happy hour.
She saw him press'd with what he fear'd to tell;
With sweet solicitude his hand she took,
And sighing said--"I fear all is not well."
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"The cruel news which I reluctant bring!
"I fear some snare is laid our hearts to break,
"Our love to ruin, and our souls to wring.
"That I for India must instant sail;
"For me alone the loaded vessel stays,
"And I am come to take a sad----farewell!
"When he to me deliver'd this command;
"I fear, my MIRA
, he has heard of you,
"And takes this scheme to break the tender band."
"A love-lorn maid, and meet an early grave,
"Than live to hear of that lov'd form of thine
"Untimely swallow'd in a stormy wave.
"Your ill-placed passion--O! to him confess,
"If he no more the dire command will press."
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"That you my love deservedly have won;
"But ev'ry danger I can undergo,
"If I at last can call but you my own."
While from her eyes a pearly torrent flow'd--
"I hope not now on earth to be your bride,
"I fear I'll only wed you in my shroud."
"Who can abandon innocence like thine?
"Perhaps my voyage may, for your sake, be blest,
"Heav'n may restore me thro' its care benign."
On WILLIAM
's bosom MIRA
did recline;
He ardent strain'd her in his chaste embrace,
And call'd, to guard her, ev'ry Power Divine.
When WILLIAM
's sire expected him to go;
Their boding hearts o'erclouded were with doubt,
And saw, prophetic, scenes of coming woe.
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Upon the beach the weeping MIRA
stood;
The loss of WILLIAM
bitterly she wail'd--
With streaming eyes the less'ning ship she view'd.
When strong an adverse wind began to blow;
So loud it bellow'd to a fierce degree,
The billows boil'd and toss'd them to and fro!
'Twas midnight now, and none appear'd to save!
Ere morning dawn'd, the vessel was a wreck,
And ALL
her inmates buried in the wave!!!
From sleepless bed the wretched MIRA
rose;
Ill-omen'd dreams had broke her little rest--
T' indulge her sorrow to the beach she goes.
But floating planks, and breathless bodies there!
At last, she recogniz'd--her WILLIAM
dear!!
Her reason fled--and left her to despair!
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And wrung his hands at sight of so much woe;
To him she cry'd (wild was her power of speech),
"O! help my lovely WILLIAM
ere you go!"
She laid his body dripping on the bed:
"My darling sleeps, my mother! wake him not!"
To woe-struck MARIAMNE
soft she said.
Tho sea-drench'd corse, and to her mother said--
"O! let not Envy's blasting eye-balls look
"On me and WILLIAM
in our bridal bed!"
His matted tresses in her robe she wrung:
She still persisted that she was his bride--
To soothe his rest, wild frantic airs she sung!
Too late he griev'd his harshness to his son;
The hapless maiden too he did bewail,
Who lost sweet reason for the love shewon
.
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His funeral honours only now to crave;
Where'er they mov'd him, frantic MIRA
goes,
Nor left his side, till parted by the grave!
The sun was set, and night began to lour:
"I will not go," said she, "my love would mourn,
"I vow'd sincere I would not leave him more.
"You forc'd him from me to a distant land--
"The seas the sorrows of my bosom knew,
"And kindly laid him on the naked strand!"
And strews them fancifully on his grave;
There ev'ry eve she spends the passing hours,
And sings of WILLIAM
and the fatal wave!
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THE CAPTIVE SAILOR.
A TALE.
Had sigh'd sincere, on sea and shore;
She danc'd, she sung, she drest with fancy;
And seamen seldom look for more.
Her form was graceful, slender, tall;
Fair truth dwelt in her lovely bosom,
The best, the choicest grace of all.
Ne'er Britain rear'd a braver tar;
He lov'd, with truth and loyal spirit,
His King and NAN
, in peace and war.
He sought his NANCY
at her home;
"Dear girl," said he, "don't be down hearted,
"Tho' I a while from you must roam.
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"O! yield not to their flattering art;
"No distant beauty e'er shall tear you
"From your own sailor's faithful heart.
"If Heav'n propitious be my guide;
"At my return, with pipe and tabor,
"With joy I'll make sweet NAN
my bride.
"Unrigg'd, shall rest from hostile harms--
"If I'm preserv'd from France, and DAVY
,
"I'll happy rush to NANCY
's arms."
Upon her sailor's manly breast,
Her snowy arms around him twining,
Unfeign'd, her love and grief confess'd.
"For love exchanging ocean's roar,
"If you should fall, or e'er deceive me,
"Poor constant NAN
will smile no more.
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"No stranger's love to mine prefer,
"For none but NANCY
can deserve you,
"As none can ever love like her."
'Twas hard such hearts apart to tear!
Ah! little thought they 'twas for ever--
Hope from their mind drove Doubt and Fear.
A goodly first rate ship of war;
NAN
pray'd, with tears, that Heav'n her hero
Would safe restore without a scar.
To face the foe--they fearless went,
Each seaman bravely fill'd his station--
They fought till every shot was spent.
Rude bands of Frenchmen rush'd on board,
Now British courage could not shield her--
"Seize the captives" was the word.
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No pity shew'd the cruel foe;
By HIS
command in darkness bury'd,
Whose soul delights in human woe.
Coarse bread and water were their fare;
Thoughts of his NAN
fill'd JACK
with anguish--
Thus to be parted rous'd despair.
Down his graceful manly cheek;
His prayers the while to Heav'n up sending,
For balm to NANCY
's bosom meek.
While on the straw fell many a tear,
"Methinks I hear the cries you utter,
"When this sad news shall reach your ear!"
Of wounds, whence fled her sailor's breath--
That while he fought for Britain's glory,
His brave career was stopt by death.
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Pale grew her cheek--deep sunk her eye;
Life's load with joy she did surrender,
To meet her JACK
she wish'd to die.
One night with sorrow did descend;
His dear old shipmate, good TOM
MIZEN
,
There recogniz'd his alter'd friend.
TOM
said, and threw him by his side;
"Since now in like distress I meet you,
"Death only shall our fate divide."
JACK
ask'd; TOM
sigh'd, and dropt a tear--
"She heard you died, and quickly after
"The grave receiv'd your NANCY
dear."
By cold and want, by love and grief),
The chill damp dews of death soon hasted,
The slave's and captive's sure relief.
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"Has clos'd your eyes," JACK
faintly said--
"Why should I here behind you linger?"
Then sunk upon his wretched bed.
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THE SAILOR's ADIEU.
A TALE.
Full tide the vessel laves;
While busy hands the canvas spread,
To wing her on the waves:
The capstan with "Yeo--Yea" they turn--
Tho' all seem gay, some inward mourn.
Stand mournful on the pier,
With each a handkerchief applied,
To wipe the starting tear;
And pray that Heav'n safe home may send,
In life and health, each valued friend.
Tears fresh the bleeding heart;
But THOMAS
, till she reach'd the bay,
From SALLY
could not part:
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Still THOMAS
lov'd her more than life.
They to the beach withdrew--
There, circled in each others arms,
They sighed their fond--ADIEU.
One babe at SALLY
's bosom hung,
The rest round her and THOMAS
clung.
The mournful SALLY
cry'd;
"Was it to drink such draughts of woe
"That I became your bride!
"For some short moments spent in joy,
"What hours in tears must I employ!
"If ought confirm my fears?
"Ah! who will bind my aching brow,
"Or dry my bitter tears?
"Her nearest friends but distant are,
"To one who mourns her shipwreck'd tar.
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"On sea, or foreign shore,
"The faithful bosom of your SALL
"Will beat with life no more:
"The life that throbs in SALLY
's heart,
"Beats but for you, here or apart!"
"To win you wealth I go;
"When I am rock'd on ocean's bed,
"Indulge not fruitless woe;
"If you continue thus to mourn,
"Your heart must sink e'er I return.
"Throbs forth its love sincere;
"Not in that hour you first were mine,
"To me you were more dear:
"Nor time nor distance e'er shall prove
"A foe to SALL
in THOMAS
' love.
"The pledges of our love;
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"And trust in GOD
above:
"The GOD
that guards me on the shore,
"Can safe from sea your TOM
restore."
And TOM
must leave the land;
From SALLY
's cheek he wip'd the tear,
And grasp'd her chilly hand;
His ling'ring heart still wish'd to stay--
He kiss'd each babe, and--rush'd away!
Reluctantly he plies,
That bore him from his native shore,
Where SALLY
constant sighs:
The vessel waits with fav'ring wind,
And TOM
, at length, his shipmates join'd.
Down flow'd the briny tears;
With hat in hand, the seamen took
Their leave with three loud cheers:
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To shew her TOM
she still was there,
And leaves the "less'ning" shore,
And SALLY
mournful homeward hies,
Her THOMAS
to deplore:
She laid her little babes to sleep,
Then sat her down to think and weep.
The weeping mourner said--
"Last eve in converse sweet I past
"With him who now is fled!
Blest Powers! that good mens' guardians are,
Protect my TOM
! my much lov'd tar!"
And bursting thunders roll;
Poor SALLY
sees her THOMAS
die,
In her fear-brooding soul!
Oft thinking in the roaring blast
She hears her THOMAS
groan his last!
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Does peace to her return;
Fear tells her still he is no more--
She still persists to mourn:
"This calm," she cry'd, no pleasure gives,
"Till I'm assur'd that THOMAS
lives."
With mingled hopes and fears;
Her anxious breast alternate torn--
Now smiling--now in tears:
The letter comes--she breaks the seal,
And find, with joy, that TOM
is well!
The joyful news it brought--
Then in her faithful bosom laid
The welcome, wish'd-for note;
"Lie there! to cheer my heart and home"--
Said happy SALL
, "till THOMAS
come.
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THE WOUNDED SOLDIER.
A TALE.
With trophies at their feet,
And fawning courtiers round them wait,
With adulation sweet!
Of feats atchieved in war,
That will immortalize their reign,
And spread their fame afar.
To many thousands wrought,
Who bleed and die, to crown their brow
With laurels dearly bought!
By soldiers' widows shed,
When round a helpless group appears,
Imploring them for bread.
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She stop'd, and try'd to speak;
Then turn'd away, as if afraid,
While tears ran down her cheek.
"What mean these heaving sighs?"
But nothing more could she impart
Than--"Ah! my mother lies!"
"Lies she on sickness' bed?"
"O yes! my mother's sick," she said,
"We die for want of bread!"
"O yes, Sir! other three;
"There's little HENRY
, JEM
, and SUE
,
"They're younger all than me."
"Ah! Sir, my father's dead;
"Since then, my mother's ne'er been well,
"She weeps and hangs her head!"
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She, of no common mien,
Sat pale and languid, as I thought,
The shade of what she'd been.
Upon their mother's bed;
Another romp'd in lively play,
Around the beggar maid!
And stroak'd his flaxen head;
He ask'd, at hunger's dire command,
"If these would buy him bread?"
With thankful air to Heav'n,
Then look'd with pleasure and surprize,
On what I just had given.
"You opportunely here,
"To save me and my babes from want,
"Which frightful did appear!"
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"If you will let me know,
"How you became so very poor;
"Say, have you long been so?"
"And fell in honours's field;
"He was my only friend, alas!
"My comforter and shield!
"When wedded we became,
"Our parents frown'd upon our choice,
"And charg'd us both with blame.
"From their indignant frowns,
"My HENRY
drove yon farmer's plough--
"I sew'd the maidens' gowns.
"Our family grew apace;
"At last a musket and cockade,
"My HENRY
did embrace.
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"Some honour, as he said;
"But, ah! I mourn for him in vain,
"He's cold in honour's bed!
"To let my parents' know,
"That I have lost my HENRY
dear,
"And am thus plung'd in woe.
"I to my children gave;
"On my own wants I never thought,
"Till now I'm near the grave!
"My oldest child I sent;
"But she, ill suited to her trade,
"Ask'd nothing as she went.
"And all my sorrows knew,
"Me from the demon Want has freed,
"By kindly sending you.''
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A picture of her harms,
When one appear'd who eager flew,
And caught her in his arms!
The youthful soldier said;
"Tell me, my love, the mournful tale,
"Why you thus low are laid!"
Her feeble breath was fled;
How soon she saw the scarlet coat,
She sunk upon the bed!
He frantic did exclaim--
"O! fly not to the arms of death,
"I bring you wealth and fame!
"Or I must yet be poor;
"The heat of battle, for your sake,
"I joyful did endure!"
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"Does yet my HENRY
live!
"I heard that you in battle bled,
"And do you yet survive!
"Tell me! how came you here?
"How you, who still were Fortune's sport,
"So splendid now appear?"
"Distinguish'd me with love;
"And I resolv'd, in battle's throng,
"My gratitude to prove:
"Around him hostile press'd,
"I rush'd between him and their blows--
"A bay'net pierc'd my breast!
"And slash'd the Gen'ral's side--
"Care for my wound my mind forsook.
"I rose to be his guide
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"And dreading further harms,
"I bore him off, as well's I could,
"Between my bleeding arms.
"I watch'd beside his bed;
"We both recover'd, tho' report
"Declar'd your HENRY
dead.
"He sent for me, and said--
"You've sav'd me from the grave, my friend,
"For me you fought and bled:
"This token of regard;
"The King's commission you'll receive,
"A still more proud reward!"
"And thank'd him for his boon,
"Then begg'd his leave to visit thee,
"By poverty press'd down."
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"This stranger bade me live;
"My HENRY
too I grasp restor'd,
"What more can Mercy give!"
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THE AGED COTTAGERS.
When Youth has left no sting;
A conscience sound makes life's last stage
Glide smooth on lighter wing.
Sat by their cottage door,
Who wedded fifty years had been,
Blest with content, tho' poor.
"I mark'd, and graceful air,
"All other maidens gave you place
"At rural wake or fair.
"Nor was my suit deny'd;
"Heav'n seem'd our union to approve,
"And you became my bride.
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"What pleasures did we quaff!
"I with delight retrace each scene,
"Now leaning on my staff!
"To build this humble cot;
"From that bless'd day you gave consent
"To share my humble lot!
"And me a father made,
"To mark the birth of JOHN
my son,
"I form'd this seat and shade.
"That clasps our cottage wall,
"That morn when Heav'n me further bless'd,
"By giving smiling SALL
.
"When on paternal knee
"I held my darling girl or boy,
"Caress'd in turns by thee!
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"My aged bosom warms
"With joy alternately I get
"Each prattler in my arms!
''I point their road to bliss;
"For my reward, each pretty mouth
"Presents me with a kiss!"
When Youth has left no sting;
A conscience sound makes life's last stage
Glide smooth on lighter wing!
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TO
JANUARY 1st, 1805.
A LADY
,
Each wishing each "a good new year,"
Kind Madam, ever most complying,
Lend the poor Bard your willing ear.
Health, wealth, and joy be ever yours!
May GOD
with peace and comfort bless you!
May care and sorrow shun your doors!
On whom your soul's chief wish is hung!
May grace and truth adorn each blossom
That from your mutual love is sprung!
To others fraught it comes with woe;
Yet, while swift time its years shall measure,
May each on you some gift bestow!
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Earth's chiefest blessings may you prove,
Till HE
, who guards the Prince and peasant,
Shall bring you to your home above!
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ON
BUONAPARTE's CORONATION
.
To see a tyrant in disguise
Usurping LOUIS
' throne;
While Peers and Prelates round him crowd,
And incense pour, 'mid praises loud,
To prop his brittle crown!
While in his breast ambition boils,
Black cruelty and pride?
Equipt in royalty he stands--
A guilty heart and bloody hands
He vainly thinks 'twill hide.
She BOURBON
's hapless race destroy'd
With fierce remorseless hand!
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The hideous sound spread far and wide
Thro' many a distant land.
And view'd, with deep designing eye,
Gaul's sad disjointed frame;
He fed the frenzy of the times,
And led them on, thro' blood and crimes,
By Freedom's empty name.
To wind himself, by all the arts
Ambition could suggest:
"On! Gauls," he cry'd; "let us tread down
"Each head that wears a regal crown,
"And set the world at rest!"
And still to their deluded view
The shade of Freedom held:
Nay, onwards still his hordes he leads
With--"Freedom will reward your deeds,
"Atchiev'd in battle's field!"
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And battle's hardships keenly felt,
Ye changeful sons of France?
Where is the boon for which ye've fought?
Instead of Liberty, ye've bought
A tyrant's murd'ring lance!
Draw the vile Corsican to light,
And pull his mask aside;
Ye groan beneath tyrannic sway--
Quick! throw oppression's load away,
And dash the tyrant's pride.
You give him still but what's his own
By undisputed right:
O'er Gallia's war-beclouded land,
Then peace once more, by Heaven's command,
Will bless your ravish'd sight.
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THE SHIPWRECK.
In quick succession spread!
Their dashing spray the summit laves;
While ANNA
, wretched maid!
With mournful voice and streaming eyes--
"O GOD
! preserve my love"--now cries,
"From 'mid the shipwreck'd dead!"
Is from her anchor torn!
The shiv'red masts, with crashing sound,
O'er her smooth sides are borne!
The groaning hull, with bursting shock,
See! rudely dash'd against the rock
Where stands the maid forlorn!
Her tears refuse to flow!
Her eyes are fix'd, with frantic stare,
Upon the wreck below!
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Her DYING LOVER
to her gaze,
In agonizing throe!!
"That we are doom'd to meet!"
Hear ANNA
say--"so very near
"Our tranquil, lov'd retreat!
"You shall not long for ANNA
stay;
"You've been a tedious time away--
" 'Twill make our meeting sweet!"
Hard gazing as before,
His corse, upon a coming wave,
She sees approach the shore!
The rock she leaps! and, in his arms,
Quick yielding to grim Death her charms,
She sinks!--to rise no more!!
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SONG.
Green buds are expanding to deck ev'ry tree;
My BILLY
's return'd! no more I'll go mourning,
To pour my love plaint on a bank of the Dee!
The loud trump of War no more is heard blowing--
All hail to sweet Peace! its calm blessings bestowing:
Now I, while my BILLY
is whistling and ploughing,
Light-hearted can sing with my flocks on the Dee!
Loud War long detain'd my dear BILLY
from me:
While he was embroil'd in the battle's commotion,
I wept, lest he ne'er should return to the Dee!
I threw by my crook, while my lambkins were feeding,
And mourn'd in despair, still some dire mishap dreading;
My fancy still shew'd me my BILLY
laid bleeding
On some sandy desart remote from the Dee!
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And made me as blest as a maiden can be:
In affection I'm sure he has ne'er been a rover--
Tho' absent in person, his heart was on Dee!
No more on this bank a lone maid I'll sit pining;
He offers his hand--mine I'm clear for resigning;
Let HYMEN
to-night his soft band be entwining,
To bind, e'er to-morrow, dear BILLY
and me!
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SONG.
TUNE--"LOGAN WATER."
Flows trembling 'neath the moon's pale beam,
Lone on its banks I sit and mourn,
For him who now will ne'er return!
How blest was I each cheerful morn,
Ere he from me by War was torn!
But now my tears must ever flow
For him who far, far hence lies low!
His love in softest strains exprest,
While down his cheek there stole a tear,
Which spoke his parting pang sincere:
"My love!" said he, "O do not mourn!
"Think on our joys, when I return
"With blooming laurel round my brow!"
But, ah! he far, far hence lies low!
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With freedom then I might complain;
But now the maidens mock my pain,
Who love my dear lamented, swain.
Here ev'ry eve I sit alone--
To Dee's soft murmurs tell my moan,
While sighing zephyrs join my woe,
For him who far, far hence lies low!
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SONG.
TUNE--"LASS O' PATIE'S MILL."
Let me not sue in vain,
My proffers long have been
Rejected with disdain:
Let me no more complain
Of haughty scorn and pride;
Sweet lass of Aberdeen,
Be kind, and be my bride.
As love is all my store,
I'll strive, while blest with health,
To make that little more:
As riches ne'er have been
The chiefest bliss of life,
Sweet lass of Aberdeen,
Consent, and be my wife.
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Where sense and sweetness shine,
Are powerful to subdue
A harder heart than mine:
Thy form, like Beauty's queen,
Hath fix'd me ne'er to rove;
Sweet lass of Aberdeen,
Requite my constant love.
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SONG.
TUNE--"ROY'S WIFE."
CHORUS.
Deign to love me, charming MARY
!
Ease this love-sick heart of mine
By kind returns of love, sweet MARY
!
With love unfeign'd and true, sweet MARY
!
To offer incense there I've vow'd,
Tho' I'm repuls'd by you, sweet MARY
!
That binds my heart to thee, sweet MARY
!
But, ah! the effort gives such pain,
'Tis death must set me free, sweet MARY
!
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My bosom knew no care, sweet MARY
!
But now I seek the lonely cave,
Which echo's my despair, sweet MARY
!
That clouds thy lovely brow, sweet MARY
!
And smile consenting on your swain,
Whose bliss depends on you, sweet MARY
!
Deign to love me, charming MARY
!
Ease this love-sick heart of mine
By kind returns of love, sweet MARY
!
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SONG.
TUNE--"THE LEA RIG."
And paints in gayest hues each flower,
Dear charmer, come! my constant love,
To share and grace my rural bower:
There little birds, in sprightly strain,
Still chaunt their loves the boughs among;
While there you ramble with your swain,
They'll cheer you with their artless song.
Each shrub and tree their blooms display;
Walks, where the meeting boughs embrace,
Will shield you from the noon-tide ray.
For you I've dress'd my little cot,
Its walls with honeysuckle bound;
O! come and share my humble lot,
And let my hours with love be crown'd!
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Clothes Nature in a dusky hue,
We'll seek our flocks that homeward stray,
And nip the blade that droops with dew:
Our sheep we joyfully will pen,
With careful hand the fold we'll close;
Then to our peaceful cot again
I'll lead you, to invite repose!
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SONG.
Bright bands in steel are glancing!
See PEGGY
drest in sorrow's charms,
With mournful step advancing.
"That in its source is swelling;
"Let these fair eyes look bright with Hope--
"Drive Fear to her dark dwelling!
"I go that you may prize me;
"Should I remain inglorious here,
"You justly might despise me."
"May all that's good defend you!
"Since Scottish heroes must succeed,
"May fairest Fame attend you!"
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SONG.
Where the moon sweetly chequers the grove,
While her beams on Tweed's wave gaily play,
And PHILOMEL
warbles her love.
Come, my love! as we walk I will tell
How your beauty first ravish'd my heart--
How your mind, where the Virtues do dwell,
Incurably rivets Love's dart!
Array'd in their holiday dress,
Pass'd festive their innocent hours
In mirth, on the new shorn grass--
Enraptur'd I gaz'd upon you,
Peace fled this fond bosom of mine,
Accept, lovely MARY
! my vow,
And kindly repay me with thine!
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SONG.
On Don's sweet banks I lonely stray,
Indulging thought's dejected train,
That paints my absent lover slain!
Each flow'ret's lovely head with dew
Hangs down, since Phoebus' beams withdrew;
Now silence reigns: the owl alone
In this still hour is heard on Don!
O'er the sweet scenes this river shows,
Methinks I hear each murmuring wave
And zephyr talk of JEMMY
's grave!
What beams celestial dart this way?
Ah! cheering sight! 'tis Hope's blest ray,
That kindly bids me cease my moan,
For soon he'll cheer the banks of Don.
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SONG.
When the dear sea-girt island appear'd to our view!
Each arranging delighted his sea borne store,
As gifts to the friends whom he valued on shore;
But the foe intercepting his flag did display!
As Britons, we fear'd not to fall in his way:
Yet Fortune forsook us, and sided with Spain,
And I ne'er shall see ANNA
or Scotland again!
But, alas! I shed many, dear ANNA
, for you;
Thy well try'd affection, with sorrow I fear,
Will lay thee too early on death's chilly bier:
'Tis this bitter thought which gives birth to my sighs!
'Tis a tear of remembrance that falls from these eyes!
I but dreaded the thunder of France and proud Spain,
Lest I ne'er should see ANNA
or Scotland again!
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SONG.
Come, taste life's pleasures in our bloom,
Ere age, with its corroding blasts,
Lay beauty's honours in their tomb!
The rose, that hangs its blushing head,
And sheds its balmy breath around,
Is now admir'd; but, summer fled,
Its flagrant leaves must strew the ground!
And dims the lustre of the eye;
The rose and lily's beauteous hue
Must fail to hold their conq'ring sway!
Then, MARY
dear! no more be coy--
Accept from me the nuptial ring;
Pure virtuous love can never cloy,
Since friendship grows as youth takes wing!
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A SCOTCH SONG.
Sae sweet a face adorning,
Hae stown my heart, my bonny JEAN
!
I sigh frae night to morning.
Thy auburn locks, that gaily play
Aroun' thy neck an' bosom;
Thy lip an' cheek, that do display
The rose an' peach's blossom--
Hae rais'd saft wishes in my breast,
Ilk' ruder thought disarming;
Smile! bonny JEAN
! an' mak' me blest--
Be kind as thou art charming.
Whar bright the sun is shining;
An' yon sweet glen, what woodbines gay
Aroun' tall trees are twining;
Yon little flock upo' the hill,
What bees for sweets are straying;
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Aroun' their dams are playing;
Yon lowing heifers too are mine--
Yet a' can yield nae pleasure,
Till they an' I, sweet JEAN
! are thine,
Thou dearest, richest treasure!
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THE INCONSTANT LOVER.
How cold that false bosom of thine;
Since late, on Dee's banks as we rang'd,
You vow'd you would ever be mine!
Was artful, engaging, and sweet;
My praises you constantly sung;
And, when absent, we languish'd to meet!
My tresses that play'd in the gale;
The rose on my cheek, which now dies--
Since DAMON
was false, it grows pale!
That you ne'er would be false, nor deceive;
But when my fond heart you had won,
You left me to weep and to grieve!
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In our valleys, late peaceful and bless'd,
All the youths of our village appear'd,
And to GEORGE
's fam'd standard they press'd;
From your hand, as you reap'd in the field--
Plac'd a helmet and plumes on your brow,
Now resolv'd warlike weapons to wield.
That, tho' absent, you still would be true;
But, ah! to my sorrow I've heard
That you're false, and have broken your vow!
Yet soon you will find to your cost,
That the visits of conscience will sting,
When the zest of false pleasure is lost.
Still, alas! my fond heart is your slave!
I can love, dear, false DAMON
! but thee,
Till, by grief, I'm laid low in the grave!
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A GENTLEMAN
,
WHO SENT ME A PRESENT OF PENS.
Which you in goodness sent me;
I'm at a loss due thanks to frame
For such a favour lent me.
Without the school's instructions,
I ne'er possess'd such pens as these
To mark my small productions.
The Heliconian fountain,
Such fair made quills will aid my haste
To climb PARNASSUS
' mountain.
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TO PEACE.
Who'st long a stranger been
To Freedom's sons on Britain's rocky shore--
O come! and with thee bring
Sweet comfort 'neath thy wing,
To sorrowing hearts, which fallen friends deplore!
On whom thou dost attend,
To send thee here! pacific, smiling maid!
Bid War's discordant voice
Be still; and all rejoice,
From harm secure, and none to make afraid.
"Be erring man forgiven!
"In mercy lay the scourging rod aside,
"Which, from thy avenging hand,
"Stretch'd out on Gallia's land,
"Usurping reigns, big-swell'd with pomp and pride!"
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And bathes with tears the urns
Of her brave sons, whom death alone could quell!
Whose valour was her boast--
And Fame, from coast to coast,
Has spread their praise with loud resounding shell!
And drooping virgins steep
Their cheeks, late blooming, in pale sorrow's tear!
The widow's earthly prop,
The darling of her hope,
See! horrid War has laid upon the bier!
Let war and carnage cease;
Then shall the sword the verdant glebe up tear;
The spear we then shall use
To prune luxuriant boughs;
War's horrid din no more shall grate the ear.
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WRITTEN IN SEPTEMBER
, 1804.
On all the winds--and nodding sheaves
She brings, with reapers in her train,
Who gather in the yellow grain.
In AMALTHEA
's teeming horn
She brings the choicest fruits and corn.
Rich plenty smiles among the fields--
Its blushing fruits the orchard yields;
Each blessing sprung from earthly clod,
Does loudly praise the bounteous GOD
,
From whose great power each plant has birth,
And grows to feed the sons of earth.
The forest's leafy honours fade--
They brown and yellow strew the shade:
See yon rich spot, where lately grew,
In gaudy pride of every hue,
The fairest flowers; their beauty fled--
Now nought remains but podded seed!
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Where droops the lately blooming rose;
The faded rose and wither'd thyme
As fragrant breathe as in their prime.
The human race, tho' youth be past--
Tho' age their bloom and vigour blast--
Still lovely seem, if from their youth
They've kept the pleasant paths of truth.
When from their lips their mortal breath
Shall 'scape, and leave their dust in death,
Still fragrance will perfume their name--
From age to age 'twill bloom the same.
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BIRTH OF A SECOND CHILD
,
A FEW DAYS AFTER THE DEATH OF A FIRST.
ADDRESSED TO THE PARENTS.
What all should own, that GOD
is ever kind!
How very late you mourn'd your darling's death--
With heartfelt woe you saw her latest breath!
Your human nature wish'd to grasp her still--
Religion taught submission to His will,
Who orders all for our eternal good,
And sends affliction for our mental food.
Her infant prattle and engaging arts,
Had bound her fast to your paternal hearts;
From such a source, how could your tears but flow!
The hand that rais'd, now mitigates your woe.
May this sweet stranger, whom you have receiv'd,
Now heal the wounds of minds so lately griev'd;
Wise may she tread on life's vexatious stage,
Your youth to comfort, and support your age!
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THE PARTING.
I go! and see, the ship's in view--
The streamers flutt'ring play,
The hardy crew unbend each sail,
With busy hands, to catch the gale
That curls the wat'ry way.
Thy tender heart, weigh'd down with fears,
Arrest my pow'r to go;
Yet, go I MUST
!--my love, farewell!
That grief does thus my bosom swell,
See! briny tokens flow!
To think that you will drop a tear
On hearing I am gone,
Will soothe me in my dying hour,
When ocean's terrors round me pour,
And suff'ring shipmates groan!
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Her snowy arms extended wide
To grasp the parting tar--
"May chosen Angels guard you round--
"May winds and waves be fav'ring found
"To waft you safe from far!"
Pursu'd him still--her sobs and sighs
Increase the gentle gale,
Which round her absent EDWARD
blows!
As oft to think of her he goes
Aloft, while under sail!
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PAINFUL ANXIETY.
I cannot taste a moment's ease;
Imagination's busy train
Presents him buried in the main!
To reef a sail amid' the blast--
The rope gives way! he's quickly hurl'd
To the tempestuous wat'ry world!
Rude dash him 'gainst a rock's rough side!
Torn by the shock, the gushing blood
Distains around the angry flood!
(From kindred, wife, and children torn)--
A lifeless corse by strangers kind,
While sighs of feeling swell the wind!
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A ray to cheer my pensive heart;
But, more inclin'd to harbour Fear,
Soon Hope's suggestions disappear.
Is he not 'neath his MAKER
's care,
Who can, with kind and powerful hand,
Protect at sea as well as land!
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WRITTEN WHEN MY HUSBAND
WAS AT SEA.
While for nothing I'm fit,
A part from the kindest of men!
When my babes lie asleep,
My lone vigils I keep,
Killing time with a book or a pen.
He wipes off sorrow's tear--
But all friendless am I when he's gone!
I pensive must move
With the babes of our love,
Without whom I should still be alone.
Swell proudly the sails,
And waft him again to his home,
For ne'er in my cell
Can happiness dwell,
Nor can pleasure smile here, till he come.
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WRITTEN DURING A STATE OF
ILLNESS.
Thou chiefest gift to human race--
Tinge with thy glow my pallid cheek,
And brace my limbs, emaciate, weak!
Exhale thy fragrant healing breath--
Remove disease, and banish death,
At least a while, till youth be o'er;
Be thou my guest till near threescore.
But with me oft, blest, cheering Health,
I'd have thee stay (not as by stealth,
Come now and then to gild an hour,
Then leave me months in Sickness pow'r),
Tho' I've nor wealth, nor land, nor rent,
Yet with me lives thy friend Content;
Wouldst thou thy added blessing give,
'Twould then be happiness, to live!
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And leave me in the tyrant's jaw,
That GOD
has robb'd him of his sting,
Shall swell the dirge I latest sing!
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ON
WHO SPOKE WITH SOME ILL-NATURE OF THE
A LADY,
ADVERTISEMENT OF MY LITTLE WORK IN
THE "ABERDEEN JOURNAL."
There's something new
In CHALMERS
' weekly papers--
A Shipwright's Wife,
In humble life,
Writes RHYME
by nightly tapers!!
Their time should waste
To read them, makes me wonder!
A low-born fool,
Ne'er bred at school,
What can SHE
do but blunder?
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Upon my truth
'Twill put it out of fashion;
She can but paint,
In colours faint,
Rude Nature's lowest passion.
Should nurse, and clean,
And mend her husband's jacket;
Not spend her time
In writing rhyme,
And raising such a racket!
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THE LIST OF SUBSCRIBERS
TO THIS LITTLE WORK.
"How many names of taste will shine
"On your Subscription List?"
"Two hundred, Sir, perhaps, or so;
"There can't be more, as few can know,
"My Songs or I exist:
"I write and waste my time and ink,
"Without or sense or rule;
"A female, train'd to care and toil--
"Her mind unnurs'd in Learning's soil,
"Can never touch the soul."
"The names of those who condescend
"To raise your humble fame?"
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"M'NEIL
and BURNS
had ten for two;
"I cannot then for shame."
How many hundreds meet my eyes!
Unlook'd for smile of Fate!
To see so many names of worth
Here join'd, to draw their Poet forth
From her obscure estate!
Where, to my pride, in goodly ranks,
Ye grace my simple page;
The sight of each respected name
Will raise my little volume's fame,
And shame the critic's rage.
MAY 20th, 1805.
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